kimi ni todoke [Reaching you]

Again~ hello~XD

people I cnt get
this out of my head~
a new anime is coming~
well there so many many
to come~

actually~a manga
that I recently been reading
at onemanga~kimi ni todoke~
very interesting story love comedy~
here's da picture~look look!!!

Short story~

"Kuronuma Sawako’s one wish in life is to make friends. That’s a difficult proposition when everyone who meets this high school student cowers in terror! She just wants to be like her classmate Kazehaya-kun,
a laid-back, easygoing guy."

hahaha~very cool isn't it??
love sawako so much~
she's scary~ but nice person
with beautiful smile~;D

better read the manga~

dewa~LATER!!!XD

Exiting~XD

Great news people~

but first, u'know ragnarok??
I just lvl up my wizard to high wizard~~
(it was yesterday actually~)
yea~gret improvements!!! haha~

n;way another great news!!!
YUI news!!! finally
her new single~~
its called [GLORIA]
on the 20th january~~2010
cnt wait for a MV~XD

At YUI news website~
(love reading there~tq so much
for posting about YUI~)
that is posted by Rob~tq :D

Also,
Big thanks to dso and Fujii_Itsuki
for the wonderful translation
and first-hand news.

NEWS ARTICLES AND OTHER DETAILS

With her new single, YUI encouragingly pushes the back of aspiring high school students

YUI’s first single of the year 2010, 「GLORIA」 has been confirmed to be released on 20th January.

The title song will be aired as Benesse Corporation’s 「Shinkenzemi Highschool Correspondence Course」’s CM song starting January next year. Facing towards the future, highschool students from around the country have been sending in their 「Attack Pledge」. And with these pledges in mind, YUI have started to create a ‘cheering song’ with an encouraging melody.

Her single 「It’s all too much / Never say die」 which was released October this year, have also helped her become only the 3rd female singer-songwriter to have 3 consecutive No.1 single on the Oricon chart after Matsutouya Yumi and Utada Hikaru.

YUI Comment

Youthful days, I think it’s really a time where people are inspired to do various kinds of things. And so, 「The way you live your life at that time, it really has the ability to change your whole life」. “Could everyone empathize with this feeling too?” I wondered (while creating this song).

Students that are preparing for exams, or even those involved in sports, those thinking “Now is the time to work hard!”, I want all of them to listen to this song!

2010 will be the 5th year anniversary since YUI’s debut. From just that, we can expect a more vigorous development/activities throughout the next year from her.

This is what said
at YUI news~;D
(and not by me!!!)

Isn't it great~that yui-san
encourage students all over
the world not to give up,
to work hard in their school life
sports, exam~and so on...very inspiring~

this "cheering song"
will also be a hit!!!
hahaha~ I do no yet, but
I gotta feeling~!!!
its YUI of course~ hahaha

that's all for now~

dewa~later~;D

another same-same~

Hello~

right now am playing ragnarok~XD
im getting addicted to it now~
even my brother playing it~;)
it kind of fun playing it~~

cz~is like an adventure everywhere u go!!
u fight monsters, finding items~
meet other people~ in online
all over the world!!

a few minutes ago..I ate tomyam~:D
but only chicken and mushrooms~
but it still makes me full~:)
and it hot&spicy~ yea

oya~ my parents jst got home~
from shopping~ my mum already
bought wat I wnt~!!
but I cnt tell u~ hahah shh~

actually, that;s not wat I wnt to tell u..(=x=)

dewa~later~:D

yesterday

Today is still is same as ever~
however I always got bored...as always~
anyway, I played Ragnarok blackout and Yakuza lord~
I guess I got fond of it~:)

oya! yesterday I went to the time square~;)
we went there so my little could play the fun rides~
I already played the rides with zee~ tnx again zee~;)
and the tickets are really expensive!!D:{
u'know~ lots people there~ so crowded!!(=.=")

me, my mum, my brothers went somewhere else~
my mum said her foot hurt~so she went to find...pengurut kaki..
while waiting for my mum ( we dunno where to go so we jst waited~)
after my mum urut kaki we went praying for asar~ zuhor dh at home~
except me, cz me period..

den after a call frm dad(with my sis my 2 lil brothers)
said we should meet up for..we eat dinner~
but we didnt...huuhuhu~D';
we waited for long we were hungry...so
we ate at the snack bar~it was delicious~

after I ate (full~) I saw a sign "comic feista ticket sold here"
so I said "hm? a comic feista??"
I wish I could go there but I dunno when's da date??
den we all together. already bout to go home~

me, mum dad my sis and my two lil brothers~
went home first, cz our car is pretty small...(-_-")
suddenly, after paid the car ticket
out frm da building~ we got lost...at the highway~!
eventhough we have the GPS~ sekenhen GPS nya~ D;

after couple of hours and already know where
well thats a relived~:) but still long way to go...
as we already near to our condo~finally~:D
my little brother wnt ice-cream~wha?? hahah

we were all tried out!!! den again...
we play a video game~ jst for a while~haha
but we should get to shower first..
oya my dad went to get my brothers~

den I stopped played da game
(my lil broter was disapponted~)
I got bored again~ I saw GEMPAK
I read for while~ I saw a cool drawing~
plus its da comic fiesta, n da is 19&20 dec?!

I told if we go there~ she said sure
but...we to be going langkawi on 18th~
and da next day is 19th...mum said we're staying till da 20th??!!
Nooooooo~I wanna go there~D';

but den again..my mum said myb smpt tu eyh~
yea~;D after I heard said that I was hapy
so i went to shower~

after a long shower~ i heard sumthing..a laugh
it was my sister~ so quickly (of course wore my pajamas~ first)
I also wnt to watch wassup??
it was pink panther 2~ I havent watched it yet,
so I watched it~hehehe

so funny~lols

dewa~later~;)

2NE1- stay together

KOREAN

[민지] 거울에 비쳐진 내 모습처럼
그대도 눈물 흘리고 있다면

[CL] 단 한번 내 생각 한적 있다면
지금 달려와 날 안아줄래요

[다라] 눈을 감아도 그대 얼굴 생각이 나서
숨을 쉬고 있어도 계속 숨이 막혀서

[CL] 우리 첫 만남은 오직 상처만 남은
슬픈 영혼 같은걸
나의 마지막 말을 꼭 행복하라는
바보 같은 말들 뿐인걸

[봄] 날 사랑해줘요 다시 내게 와줘요
예전처럼 다시 날 안아줘요
날 위로해줘요 지금 전화해줘요

[다라] 예전처럼 그대 목소리 듣고싶네요

[봄] 널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[다라] 항상 난 떨려 I love you forever

[봄] 널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[CL] 내 생각하는지 아닌걸 알았지

[민지] 상처는 눈물을 남기고 생각에 잠기고
친구들의 위로 들리지 않고
하루 종일 울고 죽고 싶을 만큼 가슴이 아프고

[CL] 난 또 하루 종일 전화길 붙잡고
그대 보고 싶어 못 참고
혼자 또 의미 없는 하루를 보내고

[봄] 날 사랑해줘요 다시 내게 와줘요
예전처럼 다시 날 안아줘요
날 위로해줘요 지금 전화해줘요

[다라] 예전처럼 그대 목소리 듣고싶네요

[봄] 꼭 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[CL] 내 생각하는지 아닌걸 알았지

[다라] 누군가 내게 와줘 애기해줬으면
처음부터 이사랑은 잘못된 거라고

[봄] 어딘가 허전하고 가슴이 아파와
아직 널 사랑하고 있나봐

널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

꼭 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[CL] 내 생각 하는지 아닌걸 알았지

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ROMANIZATIONS

[Minji] Geoure bichyeojin nae moseupcheoreom
Geudaedo nunmul heulligo itdamyeon

[CL] Dan hanbeon nae saenggak hanjeok itdamyeon
Jigeum dallyeowa nal anajullaeyo

[Dara] Nuneul gamado geudae eolgul saenggagi naseo
Sumeul swigo isseodo gyesok sumi makhyeoseo

[CL] Uri cheot mannameun ojik sangcheoman nameun
Seulpeun yeonghon gateungeol
Naui majimak mareul kkok haengbokharaneun
Babo gateun maldeul ppuningeol

[Bom] Nal saranghaejwoyo dasi naege wajwoyo
Yejeoncheoreom dasi nal anajwoyo
Nal wirohaejwoyo jigeum jeonhwahaejwoyo

[Dara] Yejeoncheoreom geudae moksori deutgosipneyo

[Bom] Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[Dara] Hangsang nan tteollyeo I love you forever

[Bom] Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[CL] Nae saenggakhaneunji aningeol aratji

[Minji] Sangcheoneun nunmureul namgigo saenggage jamgigo
Chingudeurui wiro deulliji anko
Haru jongil ulgo jukgo sipeul mankeum gaseumi apeugo

[CL] Nan tto haru jongil jeonhwagil butjapgo
Geudae bogo sipeo mot chamgo
Honja tto uimi eomneun harureul bonaego

[Bom] Nal saranghaejwoyo dasi naege wajwoyo
Yejeoncheoreom dasi nal anajwoyo
Nal wirohaejwoyo jigeum jeonhwahaejwoyo

[Dara] Yejeoncheoreom geudae moksori deutgosipneyo

[Bom] Kkok ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[CL] Nae saenggakhaneunji aningeol aratji

[Dara] Nugunga naege wajwo aegihaejwosseumyeon
Cheoeumbuteo isarangeun jalmotdoen georago

[Bom] Eodinga heojeonhago gaseumi apawa
Ajik neol saranghago innabwa

Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

Kkok ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[CL] Nae saenggak haneunji aningeol aratji

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TRANSLATIONS

[Minji] If you’re shedding tears
Just like my reflection in the mirror

[CL] If you’ve thought of me even once
Can you run to me and embrace me?

[Dara] Because even when I closed my eyes
I thought of your face
Because even when I’m breathing
I’m suffocating

[CL] Our first meeting is like a saddened soul
Left with nothing but pain
My last words, saying you had to be happy
Were just foolish

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

[Dara] I’m always trembling I love you forever

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

[Minji] Scars leave tears
And gets locked within thoughts
I’m not listening to my friends’ comforts
My heart hurts so much
To the point I cry all day and long to die

[CL] Again, I spent the whole gripping onto my phone
I want to see you, I can’t stand it
I spent another meaningless day by myself

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

[Dara] Only if someone had come and told me
This love was wrong from the start

[Bom] I feel empty somewhere
And my heart begins to hurt
I guess it still loves you

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

Hello~

Hello~ friends~ today I'll be going out with my friend zee~ but am still waiting for her cal~ klu da msg lagu lollipop...hope it;s from her~ I have to use the LRT to get to Bkt.Bintang~ jauh bh ku d ampang and she's over there~ well LRT is more faster~ but I have to becareful, my beg is at front and my hold it tight~ u know klu rah LRT sampit2 then a urg chance kn mencuri~ kya~ I'll be screaming loudly!!! but a safe sikit lh~ except...it's dangerous to me~ even little brother is concern of me~ how caring is that?? "sharing is caring Taking is stealing" LOLS~. I wnt to shop right kn bali kasut ku n selipar yg comfortable~ zee kn bg sumting but I know~kekeke but I musn't tell u guys~ and also I must give in return~ hehehe ;)gong~bis

YUI Never say die

Never say die

Yan nacchau keredo
ii koto ga an no mo jinsei
Sou yatte tsuzukenda
Baby Never mind Never say die

Damashiau koto sore mo aru desho
Kagami no naka no kimi datte wakatteru hazu
Ue wo mitetara uchuu made tonda
Hatenai aozora ashita wa docchi da?

Yannakya nan nai koto
Yatta tte umaku yukanakute
Ochikonjau toki mo
Baby Never mind Never say die

Zurui yatsura to ohitoyoshi ja
Kanau wake nai demo kawarenai
Kamisama ni sugaritaku natte
Koin nagekonda It’s alright

Yan nacchau keredo
ii koto ga an no mo jinsei
Sou yatte tsuzukenda
Baby Never mind Never say die

Chikara tsukite nemuru toki ki wa magireru keredo

Yannakya nan nai koto
Mata tokidoki mienaku natte
Tachidomatte kagaenda
Demo baby never mind never say die

Yan nacchau keredo
ii koto ga an no mo jinsei
Sou yatte tsuzukenda
Baby Never mind Never say die


Translations

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

Deception occurs sometimes
Even your reflection in the mirror probably knows that
Looking up, we’re flying right into outer space
Where will the boundless blue skies of tomorrow be?

Things which you just got to do
Be it accomplishing them or it not going smoothly
Even when you’re feeling down
Baby Never mind Never say die

Overly-kind people are just no match for sneaky ones
But nothing can be changed
I feel like relying on God
Tossing in a coin It’s alright

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

Though exhausting all energy and falling asleep
Is a way to take my mind off thoughts for a while

Things which you just got to do
And at times you can’t see clearly
Stopping in my tracks and thinking
But Baby Never mind Never say

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

how it been?

it's been so long I never check my blog nor log in haha~ cz I thaught I have nothing to write about or to tell about? n'way today I will tell about hm... something what I have been doing the past few hours lol~ I wake up early at 2AM at I check out the laptop~ checking youtube my facebook~ twitter and mangaonline~ I've add many pictures at facebook lots lh~ apa kn~ lol, n,way new at allkpop I read about the audition at NYC I hope the new group will be cool and good dancers~ if there a one girl and four guys altogether it'll be five but one girl~ ha~ that is so cool~ like BEP but myb change into YEP...dosen't make sence... hm I think that's for what am going to tell~ (^-^\m/~

My oral exam~^-^V

my oral exam~guess I did pretty well, I mean nda ku, you know 'kabak2' and I able to answer the question that they gave me :). Am relief that it's over,but tinggal english oral lg. At first they ask to read the passage, and yea I read it and da yg pyh words nya so payah ku kn menyabut... next they ask question the fahaman but you have to answer it by mouth, and yea I answer it. Then this unknown word 'foemomena' give the same meaning, mula2 pa ku jawap tu ah? well I forgot, but the second answer I gave was 'perkara' cikgus discussing and it was accepted thank goodness but the answer was simple but at least I'd answer it. The teachers was okey, I mean they weren't strict and fun to talk to. When I got wrong they laughed dunno why? maybe cause I can't answer properly... da perbualan about kebun petanian, I was suprised cause I can't think nothing about it and eventhough da belajar rah geo u know shifting cutivation I was completely blank~ I thought (cana ni ah?) then cher said ngapa nda dpat jawap? becerita sja sanang tu. But still I can't answer so cher tnya mau tukar so yea, it was bout permainan tradisi I answer it ok but msih payah ku kn bercerita so it sucks bad~ but n'way Bm oral had ended next is engish oral!!! gambatte mashyiemasho~!!! yea!!

be brave & be confidence! P.S BM oral exam~!

27/8, that is tomorrow~ i dunno if i should be worried? or i should jst stay cool? all i have to do is be ready n loose all of that scarednes and i'll be fine~ right? right...? guys give me courage to do BM ORAL EXAM~! FIGHTING! m~0^\m/

me & my family

today we're going somewhere, but nda tau kn ke mna , so my dad said jln through da road dulu, see da pa or maybe kmi keluar liat movie, I guess tarus makan tangah hari, right am hungry~lols. Then I have to buy something it's very important, hehe secret tu balum tau pa kn bali pulang tu, ku da $50 dolars frm my birthday so I have to think of something myb check lh dulu rah kadai2, banyak tu eh, hm~ well tu ja. keeprockin\m/!

2 more days

I'll be there soon...so wait for me..(:

very troubled...

omg, payah jua eh. My mum said ku msti balek ke Brunei? and and yg tukang periksa ani nya nda dapt nya kmi periksa d Malaysia so shocking msa atu nya dapat nya nda pa2, so what now? my mum is busy again, and she'll be stressing out, right now all I have to do just study! the things I now lh bagas pom 4 atu, and this qualifying test thing msti ambil? msti lh cause we have to kalau nda bayar and I have to pass too~!! hahaha why I am laughing?? I should be panic?! when I am bck to Brunei, I have to ask a lot question  from my friends, my friends pleaz help me anyway u can~ thank you, msti ku photocopy my friends notes, or borrow from my cousins books wah~!!!XO

Suberidai-Tsubasa Mori

Hira hira hira to maiochiru shiawase
Yura yura yura to yureteita nukumori

Dou agaitatte
Boku wa boku no mama
Nani ekai tatte
Boku wa boku no mama

Kinou wakattanda Mou aenai
Wakattanda POKETTO TISSHUU wo niko moratte kaeru
yeah yeah

Hira hira hira to maiochiru shiawase
Yura yura yura to yureteita nukumori
Kimi wo itsuka shiawase ni suru
To chikatta ano hi no koe wa
Boku dake no maboroshi

Wakare wo shitte tsuyoku naru rashii
Kore ijou tsuyokunaranakutemo ii
Kinou kawattanda Warumono ga
Kawattanda Kimi ga iu you ni boku ga warui nda yo
ah ah

Hira hira hira to nabiku kami osaeta te
Kira kira kira to yubiwa hazusareteta
Sukoshi tsuyogatte waratteta ne
Itsumo yori tooku mietanda
Nani mo ienakatta

Kouen de namidame no kimi kara me wo sorashita toki ni mita suberidai
KIRIN dattaka ZOU dattaka made wa oboetenai
Hoka no dareka dewanaku ima boku wa kimi wo mamoritain desu
Sou omotta koto wa oboeteru no ni

Hira hira hira to maiochiru shiawase
Yura yura yura to yureteita nukumori
Kimi wo itsuka shiawase ni suru
To chikatta ano hi no koe wa
Boku dake no maboroshi


The dancing, fluttering happiness
The trembling warmth

No matter how I struggled
I couldn’t catch it, like always
No matter how hard I sketched
I couldn’t draw it, like always

Yesterday, I understood that
We can’t meet each other again
I understood that
I took two pieces of tissue home with me

The dancing, fluttering happiness
The trembling warmth
“Someday, I promise to make you happy”
The voice that day was just my imagination

By knowing separation, it seems that we can become strong
It’s fine even if we can’t become stronger than this
It changed yesterday
The bad things changed yesterday
Just as you said, I’m a bad person

The fluttering hand that was pressed against my hair tenderly
The sparkling ring that was removed from your finger
You laughed a little fakely, didn’t you?
I saw it from further than usual
I didn’t say anything

The slide you saw
When your teary eyes averted my gaze in the park
I can’t remember if it was a giraffe or an elephant
Even though I remember thinking
“I want to protect you”

The dancing, fluttering happiness
The trembling warmth
“Someday, I promise to make you happy”
The voice that day was just my imagination

KMB'tu reggae

RED YELLOW GREEN yea kalamalambejaga

Lonely at home

right now am alone at home, I've done doing my chores already but is just so too quiet. I said no to my parents to tag along to Bukit Bintang to buy things for school, I just said 'paning pala ku'. Now I feel so scared than lonely...very scary yo~I've already locked all the doors, eventhough there;s a security down stairs guarding at the front gate. I will not open to anyone while my parents not here, if there's a knock I just ignore it right hahahha (-_-")...somehow it's knidda like home alone movie hehehe~

X'O

X'O.wah~!!!XD anth knpa ku rasa sakit hati, my heart is breaking. Nda ku tau knpa?!! someone help me....!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhhh~ knpa tiap kali ku rasa cam 'heart breaking' ani...da tia aying mata kn keluar sasak ku!!! I hate this feeeling, sal is just so sad...is just so sedih man~am crying already. Da doktor kh yg buleh ubati rasa sakit ku ani?! I cnt believe am complaining..? I guess ia biasa ja kali, rasa cma ni? huh~ in same way ku boreng kali? nda jua, myb rindu (sigh)~ nda ku tahan lg cnt wait to habis stahun sini and balek tia ke Bunei!! I want to see my friends, my cousins, da jua rindu sekulah hasan (weird...I think) sma jua erti rindu kali?!!! I miss kamu gila sekali!! I want to hang out at mall again and to u guys house chit chat nda salah begila sama2, love u guys!!! i miss u guys, damn it!!! X'O

lalalalala~with you

wasting my time? is it?

I think am trouble, tau dh ku join 'O' level exam tpi seh da malasnya? ku pyah kn study kali? seh main2 internet, lain kali.. cara ku beljar. Maybe kawan ku msa ni belajar bnr2? ku nda mau left behind, cali jua aku ani takut jua ketinggalan..takut jua kalau aku nda dapat capai cita2 ku? kawan2 bnr2 belajar kali? ku ni seh main (sigh) mau ku study sama durang...boreng dh ku di sini sal payah kn belajar..kali? ku mau pa kn??. But baik nya ku dpat study sikit2 baru IRK pulang tu? I guess paksa baca ja semua tu?? POA lg nda ku paham bnr..kta mum ku ku tution sja? ku nda dpat sekulah, exited dh ku tu. Sal bureng duduk ja d rumah, da mau jua buat sesuatu kn? mau abis kn msa panjang atu bh. I think my friends nda lama g kn amal periksa, myb sudah kali?? au wah buku novel c izzah rah ku, nanti ku balek kn tu..well next year pulng tu?? but next year kmi carai kh tu?? wish ku mau dpat 7 'O's..mustahil kh tu? dapat kn tu..aku? nda rasa confident aku ni, teingat ku kn cigu Lela, yg ku gagal sa mid-term, shock ku berabis but time tu ku kn nangis but ku nda mau nangis dapan kawan ku, fikir jap 'ani balum lg periksa akhir tahun bida jua nangis tu' so hold kn ja. Msa cigu Lela suruh ke dapan tnya knpa ku gagal, ku nda dpat jawap? msti ku jawap kh? ku buat nod ja and 'hm'? 'ah'? buat nda tau...msa cigu Lela tnya, "ko nda confident kh? ko fikir ko nda pandai? ko andang pandai mahirah semua urg pandai, kawan2 mu sini pandai2 urg nya, ko fikir durang lg tinggi kh? so ko fikir nda dapat tinggi cam durang?" ( nda ku remember well wat cigu said sa tu so blur) somehow ku te shock cigu cakap camtu..myb au?nda?antah? den cigu ckap "durang ani kwan mu baik jua kn?? durang kn tolong kmu tu msti betanya bh..." den msa cigu cakap catu, ku tefikir au wah banar tu, durang atu kawan baik ku jua? knpa msti takut betanya? time atu ku kn nangis hahaha..ha.. but ku sakit kn tangan ku supaya nda keluar aying mata ku, sekali atu ku fikir, kawan baik ada knpa nda minta tolong? durang pn tolong kn aku, they cheer me up kalau ku feeling down happy ku sdh tu..myb aku ni penakut? pediam? antah eh nda jua ku tau banar, myb mu friends sakit lg daripada aku ani, durang lg sakit pala kali, sal rasa2 nya lh durang lg paning pala sal banyak hw, ku msih relek....bureng kali dh kali..aku ni? nda dpt join cam doreng?:'(

YUI [AGAIN]

Romaji Again

yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu nano ni magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku ano koro ni mitai ni tte modoritai wake janai no nakushitekita sora wo sagashiteru wakattekuremasu you ni gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa yamete yo tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo zutto kurushiku seotte kun da deguchi mienai kanjou meiru ni dare wo matteru no shiroi NOOTO ni tsuzutta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo nani kara nogaretainda genjitsu tte yatsuka nanno tame ni ikiterun datte wasurechaisou na yoru no mannaka bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara kaeru basho mo nai no kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa mada jinsei nagai deshou natsukashikunaru konna itami mo kangei jan ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne aa gomen ne umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu junban tsuketari wa shinai kara wakattekuremasu you ni sotto me wo tojitanda mitakunai mono made miendamon iranai uwasa ni chotto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi mukaiattara tomodachi datte uso wa yamete ne fukai HAATO ga iradatsu you ni karadan naka moeteirun da hontou wa kitai shiten no genjitsu tte yatsuka nanno tame ni ikiterun datte sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara kaeru basho mo nai no yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru dakara tsuyoku naritai susumu tame ni teki mo mikata mo kangei jan douyatte tsugi no DOA akerun dakke kangaeteru mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatterun da me wo samase me wo samase kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa mada jinsei nagai deshou yarinokoshiteru koto yarinaoshite mitai kara mou ichido yukou ka nanno tame ni ikiterun datte sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara kaeru basho mo nai no yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru dakara tsuyoku naritai natsukashikunaru konna itami mo kangei jan

Kanji Again

夢の続き　追いかけていたはずなのに 曲がりくねった　細い道 人に躓く あの頃にみたいにって　戻りたいわけじゃないの　なくしてきた空を 探してる 分かってくれます様に　犠牲になった様な　悲しい顔は やめてよ 罪の最後は涙じゃないよ　ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ 出口見えない感情迷路に 誰を待ってるの 白いノートに綴った様に　もっと素直に吐き出したいよ 何から逃れたいんだ 現実ってやつか 何の為に生きてるんだって 忘れちゃいそうな 夜の真ん中 無難になんてやってらんないから 帰る場所もないの この想いを消してしまうには まだ人生長いでしょ　懐かしくなる こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん 謝らなくちゃいけないよね　ああ ごめんね うまく言えなくて　心配かけたままだったね あの日抱えた全部　明日抱える全部 順番つけたりはしないから 分かってくれます様に　そっと目を閉じたんだ 見たくないものまで見えんだもん いらない噂にちょっと　初めて聞く発言どっち 向かい合ったら友達だって 嘘はやめてね 深いハートが苛立つ様に　体ん中燃えているんだ 本当は期待してんの 現実ってやつか 何の為に生きてるんだって 叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか 無難になんてやってられないから 帰る場所もないの 優しさにはいつも感謝してる だから強くなりたい　進む為に 敵も味方も歓迎じゃん どうやって次のドア開けるんだっけ　考えてる もう引き返せない物語始まってるんだ 目を覚ませ　目を覚ませ この想いを消してしまうには まだ人生長いでしょ やり残してることやり直してみたいから もう一度行こうか 何の為に生きてるんだって 叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか 無難になんてやってらんないから 帰る場所もないの 優しさにはいつも感謝してる だから強くなりたい　懐かしくなる こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

Translation Again

I am supposed to pursue my dream in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people It's not that I want to return to that past, I am just searching for the sky I have lost. I hope you understand. Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed. Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight. Who am I waiting for? As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest. What do I want to escape from? Is it this thing called "reality"? "For what am I living?" In the middle of the night as my memories are fading. I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. There's still so much in life to remove this feeling. I will feel nostalgic about it. I welcome this pain. I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry. I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries. Everything that I embraced that day. Everything that I will embrace tomorrow I will not arrange them in any order. I hope you understand. I closed my eyes but I could still see things I do not want to see. Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what? "Face it and you will be friends" Don't tell lies like these. My heart being agitated from deep inside, a burning sensation runs through my body. Actually I'm expecting something from this thing called "reality". "For what am I living?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger to march on. I do welcome friends and foes. How do I open the next door? I'm thinking. The unretractable story has begun. Open your eyes. Open your eyes. There is still so much in life to remove this feeling. I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done. Shall we go AGAIN? "For what am I living?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia. I welcome this pain.

YUI with [again]

am so happy!!! cause YUI is back dudes!!! with her new single [again] I can't wait to hear t yo~XD actually I want scream with joy right but da cousin ku sini so ku msti tahan later ku teriak LOL.

O yeah YUI also help make a song for a new band name [stereopony] the vocalist is a goo singer, the song is [i do it] nice yo~

Shocking in Naruto?! 440

wah~!!!XD am so damn happy that Naruto finally meet his dad face to face~X'D
sEe Naruto is crying...his dad is so hot man. hehehe



that's the kyubi, the evil nine tails fox, Naruto's dad seal it in Naruto's body so that it won't hurt n'body n'mure. But actually Naruto kindda pissed cz his dad do that at his own son?! But still Naruto was still happy to see him.




His dad is going to dissapear so he won't staying for so long, causE his mana is ran out, but actually he already dead, so..they meet each other kindda in Naruto's body or was it in his mind

READ MORE OF IT IN ONEMANGA!!!! OYA I DO NOT OWN THIS~XD

My10 anime tomodachi^-^V

1st-kenshin from samurai X

2nd-Sakura from cardcaptor sakura


3rd-G from...from some anime I watch


4th-ichigo from Bleach



5th-Yuri from God(?) save our king!



6th-Van and Wendy from GynXSword



7th-Ranma from Ranma1/2


8th-Uzumaki Naruto from Naruto / Naruto Shippuden


9th-soul and maka from soul eater


10th-Amu from Shugo Chara

Question&answers:p

Q:why ur name is mash?
A:hm..well it was given by my friend

Q:why is it u have different nick names??
A:long story

Q:why is it ur face is all red??
A:is not all red!! is it??

Q:are u an animefreak or animelover??
A:aren't it the same, freak kindda mean, a lover I guess..

Q:since when u like anime??
A:well, since the first time I watched samurai X

Q:why did u like reading manga or comic??
A:everybody likes reading comic right??

Q:why is it u want to be a mangaka??
A:simple, I like drawing;)

Q:what are u going to do after 'O' level??
A:myb, if I get 7 o's, I wnt to study aboard in england

Q:what kind of question u wnt to ask??
A:what ur done asking??

Q:do u wish to be asked??
A:?!

Q:...
A:u mean were done questioning and answering??

Q:then when should we end??
A:ok end it already?

Q:why would u like to end??
A:...o..k.....

Q:is that an answer??
A:k bye2

Q:no more asking??
A:...

mashrockie:keeprockin always\m/

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work it out

huh, so ngaleh. Well, I know we here nada amah, so we have to do our chores, I think am already use to it now. Ku tukang melipat baju, well biasa dh, da jua my lil'bro zaki ia kn kn melipat,but nda pandai, ku ketawa pulang tu, but ku aja jua lh, jahat jua ku tmeketawa kn adik ku, hahaha. Nasib baik rumah kmi ani nda basar bnr, apartment pulng tu, ok sdh tu kn?? au baik jua sdh tu....

:'(

:'(

the talur bulat!!!XD

The greatest discovery ever!!!
it was during early morning, well not that early. Cani, ku kn msak indo mee for breakfast, campur talur lh, then msa ku kn ambil talur, ku balum liat banar2 talur den msa ku kn pacah talur atu ku liat "eh...talur ani bulat tau imagination ku sja..." den ku tnya mama ku "ma andang bulat kh talur ani??" den my mum "ah? bulat? bujur jua selalu nya talur?", "tpi ani ma, knpa ia bulat ani??", tu "eh au ah, knpa ya bulat talur, lain kali cubur ayam atu msa iakn keluar kn btalur, antik jua cubur ayam atu". Then I laugh when she said that, LOL. But akhir nya ku pacah kn jua talur atu, but smpat lg ku gmbr.



the talur bulat!!!XD

miss out the most happiest day...

Day of today, 23rd of feb 2009. People in Brunei celebrating the special day, the national day of 25th, my family and friends, are celebrating there. This year they are celebrate in a stadium (that;s what I heard?).

But am far away from Brunei, instead am in KL but even though am not in Brunei celebrating national day, I'll say this, happy national day to all Bruneian!!!!

keeprockin' mashrockie\m/

Soul eater

hangout after hardwork from school~
I do NOT own this pictures, I got it from onemanga while am reading it, I just want to save it.


SOUL EATER

a very cool anime/manga with action, sorrows, no romance (if u understand the story somehow there's a lil' romance). The hero and heroin, like maka and soul, maka is the meister and soul is the weapon, this anime is about shibusen (a school with young students, and teacher of weapon and meisters) their job is to KILL the demon soul that have scattred around the world, their job exactly is to destroy before they kill humans and eat their soul. They change to demon soul, is because they are fear of death, so they want to gain power, before them to caught death. They also have enemies that want more power like insanity.

know more of soul eater, from reading the manga or watch the anime, be fan of it if u like~

animelover:mashrockie, keeprockin'\m/

unditify "to do something" not yet?

wassup everyone, I think akhir dh ni, balum tdo ku msih surfing da internet, knapa urg panggil "surfing" kn?? why?? ish2x aku ni, who is to blame? lama dh urg kai cam catu so catu2x lh~I think dari urg putih lah tu kn?? knpa ku ckap pasal ani?? anyway, I was thinking I could loose weight here, but kadang2x barat ku ani "naikturun" sometimes 63, then naik 64 den 65, den turun lg 63 tu naik payah jua ku kn jaga my badan, well "jangan makan malam" biasa dah ku, ku msti stay away frm da kitchen, hohohoho~XD (da jua ku mkan cikit pulang tu) knpa ko mash u shoudn't touch da food nor eating them!!! urgh~(--."). Yg ku paling banci is my nose is still red as ever~ balek2x dh ku kai cream malam2x but why balum lg ilang?!XO sasak ku yo, so anoying....but aku nda mengaku kalah, kn jua selama2x cani muka ku noOOOO~!!!!!!!! sob...sob...sob, ....myb ku suited "mash the blusher", kalau da urg tnya lg sal "knapa muka mu merah?" just said "blusher original..." simple ja answer nya kn ha..haha..ha..ha.hahaha...dwhy msih merah muka ku~X'0 huhuhuh~ku tunjuk kn prove ku (but somehow I know urg caya tu(--."))

 

 nampak kmu?? hahaha msih merah yea~XD (knpa ku msti happy?? I think ku msti sad to see my face is still red....)

o~I wonder how's my friends doing?? amal ckecil kali ia jalan ke mall sma c Qilah kali?? but myb kali ia busy for da O level exam, same for my classmates...huh ku mau join jua durang, I miss faz always happy selalu kadang2x bising, hahaha kadang kmi bangang klu cfazera diam, kmi msti tnya "okey, ko faz?" hahaha msti jua d tnya tu, rindu ku nda lg meliat drawing c Azah, I do like to draw with her, exited sudah ku when kmi sme class lg. I miss Izzah kadang ia tnya how's her tudung huhuhu~I will nod and said "okey" but da jua "hm cam biut jua cikit hahhahaha~huh~:') ha~nda ku lg dangar zerah ckap sal Gbo hahaha, klu zerah ceta sal gbo msti kmi dangar, ingat ku msih msa azah main cube and ku meliat, and zerah said "oi, dangar cakap ku, meliat mulut ku a, liat" hahahha we laughed msa ia garak kn mulut nya (cali lh~)

biah, she always sit next to me, klu ku nda tau jawapan (pa ja subject) ku tnya ia, (well sometimes ku tnya izzah jua..da jua zerah, hm fazera, wait arifah, da ku tnya mai jua khh?? hm qilah...da jua kali? hm..o, also azah! I think...?). o lelaki nya hahaha sometimes dorang bising but they can be serius jua..the guys yg ambil art harap dorang banar2x sal msa sma cigu nasib,sal dorang beabun...lulus kh ija nya tu sma jua lh, but da jua dorang buat karja dorang jua klu cg nasib btau, huh~azah ja srong art da ku da baca rah blog nya, she's really serius, well ia yg selalu siap kerja nya, em yea..gambatte* azah!!!! (also the art boys)

 

tau pa ni kn?? the twin towers or KLCC, msa malam really beautiful, ku ambil gambar ani msa ku kn balek ke hotel, kmi makan malm at the KLCC mall, da food court sna, well macam2x da "laksa shack" macam2x laksa ku pick laska curry, jadi kegemaranku~:p n'way ku tu ja kali?? I will take more pics while ku d KL, well lama lg tu 1YEAR d sini (msti jua ku buat basar)XP

My timeless time here,,,

me in my room, (if u guys notice da ku gunting my front hair)

yea~ right now am doing this is middle of the midnight, wireless nya lagging yo, sasak ku~

hey100x, dh masuk bulan dua dh but ku balum sekulah...so sad, boreng ku dh d rumah yg cali selalu mau stay at home always but now ku mau sekulah so bored ku dh d umah ja~anyway my mum nya dapat dh sewa kereta, mama ku yg drive kmi, so she told us "bangun awal k??" you know lau d sini dorang drive nda hormat langsung how u say capat bh , well what on the road. Anyway ampir KLCC biasa dh ku d sna klu my mum malas masak kmi ke sna mkn tangahhari hohohoho...o yes dh dis afternoon tdi pulang dh tu kmi ke mall lama ni, msti kai LRT lg, den change train lg, maleh pulang tu, n'way msa ku d sna banyak urg cina yo b style2 lg tu~ omg hensum pulang dorang atu...hahahaha

hm, klu ku dh start skulah sini, lain ni pelajaran nya ni, I hope I can keep up..do they do option subject too?? I want to do ART!!!! lukis2 lukis2 boreng ku eh..I miss my friends in Brunei...Izzah, Zer~Azah!! how ru guys?? my classmates 4B slh 5B~

Ku mau afal kn IRK, I miss afal kn IRK siuk bg ku kali ah...huhuhuh bored from not studying~my brain are hungry not studyig...o yes u know sa ku d mall ani, da ku nampak students the boys hair dorang o my, be style jua tu eh, nda kana marah kh dorang?? well who care dorang lh kn??

shocking but happy

hey3x tomorrow ku pndah dari hotel and move out to my real home apartment well it's near from the hotel, leh jalan kaki ja k sana, and d apartment, msa cuti dont know when my bro and my cousin (bwa nini ku laki yg sangat payah d jaga tua udh mau kua kn belayar huh~) kn ke KL for holiday ja. ku msih roomate ngan adik ku , my big bro ngan my twp lil' brothers, my parents and my baby bro at the master bedroom. The good thing is da swimming pool jua and gym o da playground for kids, mau jua ku main....

Just telling~

Kalau da slah eja rah Taiyou no uta sorry k?? and the ending song of the movie is goodbye days~ that;s all

Taiyou no uta

well, I finally watch this movie, a very very sad story...it's about a girl koaru amane she knidda have this disease that can't be cure, so she always stay indoors in the morning. And she came out in the night, kindda like a vampire. IN the night, she get her guitar and plays and sing her own song, she sang "it's happyline" it's kindda like an opening of the movie. Anyway, u know every girl have a guy she likes right?? her room is kindda special, her house is up at a hill and can see a bus stop from her room, so she saw this guy always waiting every morning, so it's give koaru exited to see him. But his face kindda blocks by the bus stop's sign, LOL.

anyway koaru have a friend, that's sometimes skips class just to meet her at her house in the morning. But koaru's parents dosen;t mind they get used to it already. When she saw koaru look up the window she ask what she lookin at, but koaru didn't tell. Then at the time, kaoru and her bestfriend went out, they came where koaru always sing place, and her friend will listen to it, at the time she saw the guy she like walk by, so she hurried to him she quickly give her guitar to her friend and she ran. As she ran quickly she saw him waited the train to pass by, and that time koaru push him down. And the guy was so totally shock, cause just told him her name, her interest, also she told she dosen't have a boyfriend, it's knidda funny. The guy was so confuse, cause he don't know what's going and who the hell is that girl. But koaru's friend quickly take her hand and apologies to the guy, and that time koaru's notice, koaru like that guy. So she did a lil favor, she get a camera go to the highschool, she went to that guy class, yup koaru was very happy, as she look at the camera and said school looks fun.

And then at night, she walk to the town as she see's from the camera, where that guy going, and then she went to the bus stop and she drink what that guy drink, but it's only a bottle of water. As put down the camera and the bottle of water, she oopen up her guitar case, she play her guitar and sing her song "goodbye days" in english version, but at the story she hasen't decide what tittle she give to the song, and also at that time there's also the guy, he rides on a scooter , and stop to listen her song, Koaru said good evening, he said back good evening, and said good song, what song is it?? kaoru said she hasen't decided yet, he was suprised that koaru made the song. And she park his scooter, and buy a drink from a vending machine, as he sat down at the bench besides kaoru, but the spoil is the her watch got alarm, she have to go home before 4 am.

But the guy said, can I hear your song again?? at the summer vacation though?? koaru said sure. She was so very happy that time, she at her home she circle the day she going to meet with koujiro, I forgot to mention hahaha anyway koaru's dad ask who circle this?? the mum said not her, then her dad thought myabe koaru did it, and hm...

and the summer vacation came koujiro went to his scooter where his mum just pops out of no where, koujiro was suprise and told her to get out of the way, his mum where his going he told his studying with his friend, what a big LIE. But the funny part is his mum want to go to, that'll be fun for her mum to join.As he got there he saw a guy with a guitar playing at koaru's place, koaru was kindda sad though cause she was so exited to play there, cause there's koujiro going to listen. Koujiro if she's going to wait for him to stop, she said there's no other way hm.... Then koujiro had an idea, ask to come with him for a sec. When to his scooter, give her a helmet to wore on. She sat at the back and ask where are we going he didn't tell. Well it's really beautiful place withe lots of lights, koaru was so exited she looked around the place, she ask of we do a lil sight seeing first, well the guy agrees.

Shortly after they're seeing, they search for a place where kaoru can sing, they found a good place, as few minutes passed, lots of people started to listen to her song, and they some band join her something like that. She sang "skyline".....

As they finished all that, they went to the beach, that time koujiro confess to her, the same way she did, she just nodded kindda said yes. Then koujiro there will be sunset soon in 10 minutes. Koaru was so supirse, she said she want to go home quick. But the guy ask what's the matter?? she keep saying she want to go home, so she just ran, koujiro quicky ride his scooter. As koaru ran quickly as sje can before the sun rises up. She already lost her breath, koujiro came for her, and told her ride on. So she did, as the sun going to rises soon. After a the ride on the scooter, they arrived at koaru house, koaru quickly ran her house she didn't care the guitar, all she care she don't want to die. She hurried close the door, and koujiro was asking what's wrong, she stay quiet. He put her guitar in front the door.

When get down from the stairs, he saw koaru's friend running towards him, she ask if koaru already gone home? he said yes, suddenly she slaps him, knowing koujiro down know anything. She told him if let her out the sun she'll die, she shouted him. Then, koaru's parent were there too. Till the sun goes doen they quickly sent koaru to the hospital (actually koaru don't really like hospital). As they arrived at the hospital and meet with her doctor, but the thank goodness it's the diease not gone serious yet.

Koaru father drove the car, as he wonder who the guy he saw in front of the house. So he ask koaru, but koaru just said his just a friend. But her dad pushes as he ask do she likes him, she tell back, shy is it wrong to like someone?? her mum just said oh u look like is it that nice. She told witha sad face, is oky I won't see him anymore, besides no guy like a sick girl. His dad talk back what are u talking about? there's no wrong to like someone. Koaru talk back, even u say so, if I still be with him, there's still no cure for my sickness, her dad says maybe there are a cure...then tell me there's a cure and look to my eyes koaru was more upset and she shouted. Her dad didn't say anything as he stay silence.

Lately as she has, she just stay at home even at night, so her parent start to worry her. Soon after that, the morning the day after that, he ask koaru's friend what if he ask about at her will she get mad, she answer of course she'll get mad. He thinks again, what if I ask him for dinner, and he gave a glass of orange juice to her, she answers well first she'll be mad then maybe she cry. Koaru's dad continue to think of answer to help koaru get happy again. At the dinner time, as koaru's mum call out for dinner (koaru was at her room that time) when she got down, her friend were, she didn't care, she's use to it, suddenly she heard koujiro voice saying is this plates okey?? koaru turns around and dash upstairs. A few minutes past, when she got she wore perfectly nice clothes, then she went to her sit, as everyone stay silence. Koaru said thank you for the food, then everyone some nodded and just said ya ya.

Koaru felt something is weird, asking why koujiro is here, her friend told, koaru's dad invited him. Koaru was start to mad at him, but koujiro said it's wasn't his fault he told her he also agree to it, well actually as he stood up put out a piece paper saying "pay 20, 000 yen" get ur on cd song (well something like that I don't remember what when I watched the movie) anyway when koaru held it, she nodded and em like she kindda agree's to it, koujiro was happy. The few days she practice the song she going to sing at her room, koujiro work hard everyday to collect money from hos part time job (he also sells his surfboard for extra money). Well his friend he sell it, so I think bought it back for him.

As the few weeks passed, I think?? as koaru play her guitar soething weird had happen, her hand were suddenly can't move, she was worried then she start all over again, again and again it was the same. Her friend ask why, koaru stood up saying maybe I should a little, she went downstairs and get some sna then went up put the snacks on the table she continue again with her guitar, when she reliase her hand were paralyzed. At the hospital, her dad was with the doctor as he told it had gone worst already, her dad was upset to hear it, he quickly went out to loosen up. He was at the lobby sat there, the doctor quickly went to him and sat besides him, then koaru's dad told him, when koaru was little she'll ask me if she could go outside at daytime, I'll slap at the face and lock her in her room so her diease won't get serious but now why?? I don't understand why it infected so quick?? as he cry so sadly.

At koaru's home, koujiro heard he went to visit her. Koaru was at her room lying down on her bed, koujiro went in when koaru mum already allow him to. Koaru got him, he saw a window that can see the bus stop where always atm he ask he do something weird out of he ordinary, she answer no an giggle. she went to the window with koujiro to see the bus stop, as she told the first she saw it was during thr middle term of school she saw him with a scooter, told him stop cause he saw a surfboard, told u look around if the owner was around wanting to play with the surfboard a little. When open his shoes got top of the surfboard the owner was buying a drink at the vending machine. Koujiro said sorry to him, as the owner take his surfboard and when to the beach. And that;s what koaru told him, then she tells him she was like that too when she got first held a guitar.

When there chatting was over koaru went with koujiro to see him off, when they say bye and stuff he when down koaru quickly tell him eventhough I can't play my guitar I can still sing right?? U can still hear my voice right?? koujiro nodded and said yes, then koaru ran off  to her house, as koujiro walks off he was sad and cry cause he was so sad about koaru's condition. The day had come, day where koaru will made her cd they arrived at the studio they were amazed seeing the studio one of the workers ask if koaru is ready to sing, she said she was ready, her koaru were there saying oke I'll sit here and I will listen, koaru ask him to go out, cause he;ll distract her, then Koujjiro said he'll stay and listen to her song koaru told him to go out to, he was suprised. They went out. Koaru enter to the recording section, when one of the guitar guy ask if koaru was the one wrote the song, she said yes, he told her it's a beautiful song, koaru was happy to hear that. Oustside the recordin room where they waiting fir koaru, koaru's dad thinks if she startd yet. Koujiro told him not to worry she'll do fine, when we gou out together lots of people went to hear songs, and startes to knew I become one of her fans. I know in the future she'll be the best singer, all of them agree's.

As koaru finished recording not knowing when it'll come out, all they do is wait.

the day after that, morning at the beach where koaru wore her suit, outside her parents were there too watching koujiro surf, as he practice when he try to stand on the board he'll always fell, he wave o koaru as koaru wave back, koaru suddenly said it was kindda hot is it, her mum cheaks if the fan is briken, when her dad saw a parent with thier daughter playing at the beach. He told her to just open her suit and play on the beach, koaru said no, if she d that she'll die, I know am going to die soon even just il while I wnat to live even just a lil while...her dad was silence, her mum she agree's with koaru, saying what;s wrong with father. Koaru's dad yea what's wrong with me?? As koaru stood up and went to kouiro cause koujiro just when out from he sea, she try to walk but it was a lil slow step by step trying. When almost near to koujiro she was going to fall, kooujiro quickly went to get her,but she was just joking. But koujiro wasn't lauhing as koaru pinch his face, saying what a weird face u have she laugh koujiro start to laugh with her.

Shortly after that she died, and she was filled with sunflower inside her coffin, as people gathered around ook a her sleeping peacefully. The day of her death passed, he went to koaru's sing place and put on koaru cd that's already out, and hearing it as he looked up. Koaru parent listen to it at home, also her friend as she hear it where she always went to with koaru as she look back at a crowded place. Soon after that they heard her song at the radio, as her friend tell koujiro with a radio at school, they jump with joy. At the resturant where koaru's parent's own they heard to, they was so happy too.

As the ending shows her song was heard everywhere by the radio, look back at her room where the guitar were put aside near to the window, outside the window saw the train that always pass by at the train rails, the sun shines, where the bus stop where they first saw....

THE END


P.S da yg nda complete banar ceta nya so if want to see just watch at youtube thank you~
and btw kalau da eja, so sorry~

5:36 am, 21 jan 09

mashrockie

Night in a hotel room

huh~ am so sad yet angry a lil'~cause salah simpan periuk tu jua eh, sasak ku eh rasa ku msa ni, well end that. Anyway today ku nda jalan ke mna2 ia th ku buat "Night in a hotel room". Anyway, I hope ku learn something cause am already bored all day at home nada belajar pa2. My books balum lg datang2 nya, mental ku neh kalau ku nda belajar pa2, next month baru study kali?? well banar pulang next baru belajar, my friends jauh dah there stuides.

anyway tu ja ku kn ceta, bye2 and night

18 jan 09, 9:07 pm

LIFE in KL day 14

good afternoon to everyone, huh~ngaleh ku sebenar nya ni, my body so barat right now, baru balek dari midvalley. Kmi balek kai train, or it's call LRT...anth eh? anyway ku bali baju and seluar jean d kadai midvalley ani. hm~sbnr nya kn bali jacket hood jua, but takut nda cukup duit, so biar ia dulu lh (-_-")

....

k tu ja

mashrockie
6:58 pm, 15 jan 09...

wondering somewhere

mkn with family, ku order mee teau, lurus kh tu?? hahah sma jua


ku rah kadai kasut waiting for my dad to buy a new shoe~



my little baru abis swimming rah hotel, u know the water so masin, but I keep swimming ahahaha, kn muntah pulang ku msa tu...

at the is th pool, banyak building so tall~ oand tu dik ku jdo model.



o I found a reggae candy, tarus ku gambar~yea but nda clear banar..



c Mcd man~

fin~

LIFE in KL day 12

hello~k dh 12 hari dh ku d sini. Alum kulah jua, but ok tu...buku ku lum sampai lg, da pulang buku ku form 4, maths and science. But I want to learn somrthing...boreng pulang selalu d rumah ja, mau jua kn mau kawan dgn urg malaysia den mnta email kn hahahhaha~ nda banyak ceta kn ku ceta kn ani, well da ku lukis2 sendiri nasib baik ku bawa notes ku and pensel and eraser ku, klu nda~ nda begarak kn mau melukis. huh~kntnya cg nasib pa kn d lukis for 'O' level, sama kh cam form 4 am so totally bored~ well banyak lg kn d liat d KL ani...but balum jua jalan2, nda pa2 1 tahun jua d sini~

hm~mau jua kn bali anime, and comic da sdh kali next pokemon adventures vol.28 or was it vol.29?? anime da baru lg kn bali ku eh~ rah kadai kuning I dunno why I call that, myb it;s cause my big bro dulu cakap, hahha te ikut jua.

au ceta karya koaru sal helios esclipse lulus kh nama nya sma jua, anyway da heroin nya mineko lost her memory, and helios pn tukar dh?? hah~ but nasib baik c mineko msih hidup. da jua sedih ceta nya and da bari banci...

k maybe tu ja, so tnx for reading, dunno jua urg read but I hope so, and bari comment something2

mashrockie
6:13 pm, 13 jan 09

LIFE in KL day 11

gudmurning, msa ni ku kn mkn breakfast and msa ni ku uzur msa ni~ any way well, baru tdi ku mkn breakfast, hahaha kenyang ku~alhamdulillah~ my dad start dh kerja, n my mum kn ke kadai kelmarin, selipar sampit, so she kn ke sna lg  dgn adik and my bro. O yes my sis ia kn balek ke Brunei kajap sal kn periksa, BM ja, thank gudness. But she rasa panik so I hope she can do it fine!!!

anyway nda panjang banr ceta ni, ku kn ceta sal kelmarin, rah kadai IKEA, many many furniture yo siuk lh but sangal kaki ku bejalan kmi balek kai LRT yea,  jauh rupanya kadai IKEA atu sampai ke ampang park, but I guess it's worth it, but nda jua ku bali pa2 just comic, and my mum bali barang dapur, yea tu ja

mashrockie
10:28 am, monday 12 jan 2009

LIFE in KL, day 5

hey3 it's mash, huh~ baru th dapat internet~ n'way msa ni ku rah hotel, kmi tinggal cam rah apartment lh, balum ku sekulah. Myb ku stay ja d umah baru ku ani, well bkn lg rumah kmi banar my dad n mum msih mncari rumah kmi so searching. I've seen one of the houses kana bawa show2 liat umah lawa pulang and safe da security and stuff...feel save~I got the feeling I think ku and my adik-beradiks nda sekulah sini, just hired a tution teacher to teach, like a home tutor or something...KL msa nya kul 4:33 pm msa ni, lapar ku and ku kn masak mee on a cup, maggie curry. After this asar, myb we go out jalan2 ku kn bali selipar, selipar ku tinggal d umah, da pulang kutak ani tinggal kali d umah~ so I want a selipar!!! sangal kaki ku kai kasut ja....

oh~c fazera b;day myb lambat sikit kn btau happy b'day but " HAPPY BIRHTDAY FAZERA~!!!"

huh~o ya my first time d sini ok lh, but I heard not good stuff, da stealing beg atu so I have to becarefull, but sini da subway, pernah ku da naik train sa u rah HK..but d KL balum penah. tel u the truth takut kn sekulah sini so I hope kami just stay at home and someone teach us, but lain kali pelajaran nya tu, but I least I learn something for 'O' level. I think my friends dah start belajar, huh~u know this isn't the frist time ku cam pindh2 sekulah, ku nda pernah jst one school habis like darjah pra sampai darjah 6 nor form 1 to 5, that's why banyak kawan ku nda ingat lg... so it's kindda sad for me. But I have friends no best friends, good friends lh~

I miss my friends in Brunei, I hope they're doing well as I am, well I dunno am okey?? cause ku ngantuk sja sal nda cukup tidur somehow ku akhir tidur sja?? hahahaha o well I hope I have gudnight sleep tonight??

u know da gym sini kurus ku karang ni perasan aku but kua kn kurus badan?  and da swimming pool, the pool is so masin water nya dunno why?? but kmi keep swimming hahahah gali I~some times it's hard for me to communicate the people here, sal da bh satu malaysian ani tnya derection ku bangang and ku just said "tak tahu?" hahhaha I hope that man find his way....

anyway miss u all, my friends and my classmates, cigu Nasib seh ajar art kh?? mau jua kirim salam nya and cigu Hardi, o yes cigu class cigu Zainun~huh~I miss u azah, izzah, zerah, fazera, amal c kecil, qil, sante, arifah, mai, biah, qilah, the boys nya hahha seh da results kmu lupa ku kn bgi, I think ku simpan d dlm kereta abang ku, so myb ku bgi next year~sorry

Mahirah a.k.a mashrockie
4:53pm,jan 8, 2009.

yea great~

hey3 am taken the time to take a pic with the Queen of England yea and of course the royal people~or was it London?? o yes it's really cold so I wore my scarf so far from Brunei u know?? the temperature was below 26 degree celcius...but it was great though, there.

pic taken by me.
date & time taken: 3/12/08, 4:00 pm

OMG

huh~my lil' brother nangis lg u now why sal kana kacau lg tu kali?? pa ni control for astro ilang kh? so ia tnya mna kn but I dont know? so I thought my big brother tapuk it or something?? but not so he give up and cry biasa dh ku liat ia catu atu but kesian jua hahahaha kakak pa ku ani kn biar kn adik nangis?? but I love all my lil brothers and big two brothers and my lil sis zai~ of course family comes first~
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makanan nyaman~

hey~mau tell something just stories i want to tell. Anyway, msa ni ku liat youtube at home sja and hm kadang2 liat tv wish kn ke Giant or Mall kn bali fun bread sal dah terusliur ku ni, thinking about makes my parut b bunyi hahaha myb dpat bali jap kalau da ampir sini leh ku jua bali puas2 huh fun bread knapa ko nyaman kn?? first time when my mum bought it, den rah kereta kn balek I ask pa ni ma?? she said fun bread nyaman tu she bought only one....

den ku rasa nyaman yo~ taste like coffe with susu, in the inside da buttermilk jst a lil so nyaman man~hahahaha can;t believe am talking bout this?? nda jua pa2 sekali kala ceta sal makanan kn??

Lau fun bread da sell at hua ho mau ku bali, huh~ fun bread oh bread bread that is so FUn so nyaman u can stand it...o yes da g nyaman first time eating when I hang out with azah and izzah and zerah. ia bawa makan waffle, nyaman with peanut butter~ nyaman~

oh ku suka seafood like steam boat and demsum hahaha steam boat with udang and fish cake, fish ball, sotong, da ayam jua lh~campur lada padas so delicious!!!!! ha~demsum diffrent kinds of seafood it's like sushi but this one cooks~

kanyang parut klu makan semua ni hahahaha LOL

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