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Lonely at home

right now am alone at home, I've done doing my chores already but is just so too quiet. I said no to my parents to tag along to Bukit Bintang to buy things for school, I just said 'paning pala ku'. Now I feel so scared than lonely...very scary yo~I've already locked all the doors, eventhough there;s a security down stairs guarding at the front gate. I will not open to anyone while my parents not here, if there's a knock I just ignore it right hahahha (-_-")...somehow it's knidda like home alone movie hehehe~

X'O

X'O.wah~!!!XD anth knpa ku rasa sakit hati, my heart is breaking. Nda ku tau knpa?!! someone help me....!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhhh~ knpa tiap kali ku rasa cam 'heart breaking' ani...da tia aying mata kn keluar sasak ku!!! I hate this feeeling, sal is just so sad...is just so sedih man~am crying already. Da doktor kh yg buleh ubati rasa sakit ku ani?! I cnt believe am complaining..? I guess ia biasa ja kali, rasa cma ni? huh~ in same way ku boreng kali? nda jua, myb rindu (sigh)~ nda ku tahan lg cnt wait to habis stahun sini and balek tia ke Bunei!! I want to see my friends, my cousins, da jua rindu sekulah hasan (weird...I think) sma jua erti rindu kali?!!! I miss kamu gila sekali!! I want to hang out at mall again and to u guys house chit chat nda salah begila sama2, love u guys!!! i miss u guys, damn it!!! X'O

lalalalala~with you

wasting my time? is it?

I think am trouble, tau dh ku join 'O' level exam tpi seh da malasnya? ku pyah kn study kali? seh main2 internet, lain kali.. cara ku beljar. Maybe kawan ku msa ni belajar bnr2? ku nda mau left behind, cali jua aku ani takut jua ketinggalan..takut jua kalau aku nda dapat capai cita2 ku? kawan2 bnr2 belajar kali? ku ni seh main (sigh) mau ku study sama durang...boreng dh ku di sini sal payah kn belajar..kali? ku mau pa kn??. But baik nya ku dpat study sikit2 baru IRK pulang tu? I guess paksa baca ja semua tu?? POA lg nda ku paham bnr..kta mum ku ku tution sja? ku nda dpat sekulah, exited dh ku tu. Sal bureng duduk ja d rumah, da mau jua buat sesuatu kn? mau abis kn msa panjang atu bh. I think my friends nda lama g kn amal periksa, myb sudah kali?? au wah buku novel c izzah rah ku, nanti ku balek kn tu..well next year pulng tu?? but next year kmi carai kh tu?? wish ku mau dpat 7 'O's..mustahil kh tu? dapat kn tu..aku? nda rasa confident aku ni, teingat ku kn cigu Lela, yg ku gagal sa mid-term, shock ku berabis but time tu ku kn nangis but ku nda mau nangis dapan kawan ku, fikir jap 'ani balum lg periksa akhir tahun bida jua nangis tu' so hold kn ja. Msa cigu Lela suruh ke dapan tnya knpa ku gagal, ku nda dpat jawap? msti ku jawap kh? ku buat nod ja and 'hm'? 'ah'? buat nda tau...msa cigu Lela tnya, "ko nda confident kh? ko fikir ko nda pandai? ko andang pandai mahirah semua urg pandai, kawan2 mu sini pandai2 urg nya, ko fikir durang lg tinggi kh? so ko fikir nda dapat tinggi cam durang?" ( nda ku remember well wat cigu said sa tu so blur) somehow ku te shock cigu cakap camtu..myb au?nda?antah? den cigu ckap "durang ani kwan mu baik jua kn?? durang kn tolong kmu tu msti betanya bh..." den msa cigu cakap catu, ku tefikir au wah banar tu, durang atu kawan baik ku jua? knpa msti takut betanya? time atu ku kn nangis hahaha..ha.. but ku sakit kn tangan ku supaya nda keluar aying mata ku, sekali atu ku fikir, kawan baik ada knpa nda minta tolong? durang pn tolong kn aku, they cheer me up kalau ku feeling down happy ku sdh tu..myb aku ni penakut? pediam? antah eh nda jua ku tau banar, myb mu friends sakit lg daripada aku ani, durang lg sakit pala kali, sal rasa2 nya lh durang lg paning pala sal banyak hw, ku msih relek....bureng kali dh kali..aku ni? nda dpt join cam doreng?:'(

YUI [AGAIN]

Romaji Again

yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu nano ni magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku ano koro ni mitai ni tte modoritai wake janai no nakushitekita sora wo sagashiteru wakattekuremasu you ni gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa yamete yo tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo zutto kurushiku seotte kun da deguchi mienai kanjou meiru ni dare wo matteru no shiroi NOOTO ni tsuzutta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo nani kara nogaretainda genjitsu tte yatsuka nanno tame ni ikiterun datte wasurechaisou na yoru no mannaka bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara kaeru basho mo nai no kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa mada jinsei nagai deshou natsukashikunaru konna itami mo kangei jan ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne aa gomen ne umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu junban tsuketari wa shinai kara wakattekuremasu you ni sotto me wo tojitanda mitakunai mono made miendamon iranai uwasa ni chotto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi mukaiattara tomodachi datte uso wa yamete ne fukai HAATO ga iradatsu you ni karadan naka moeteirun da hontou wa kitai shiten no genjitsu tte yatsuka nanno tame ni ikiterun datte sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara kaeru basho mo nai no yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru dakara tsuyoku naritai susumu tame ni teki mo mikata mo kangei jan douyatte tsugi no DOA akerun dakke kangaeteru mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatterun da me wo samase me wo samase kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa mada jinsei nagai deshou yarinokoshiteru koto yarinaoshite mitai kara mou ichido yukou ka nanno tame ni ikiterun datte sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara kaeru basho mo nai no yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru dakara tsuyoku naritai natsukashikunaru konna itami mo kangei jan

Kanji Again

夢の続き　追いかけていたはずなのに 曲がりくねった　細い道 人に躓く あの頃にみたいにって　戻りたいわけじゃないの　なくしてきた空を 探してる 分かってくれます様に　犠牲になった様な　悲しい顔は やめてよ 罪の最後は涙じゃないよ　ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ 出口見えない感情迷路に 誰を待ってるの 白いノートに綴った様に　もっと素直に吐き出したいよ 何から逃れたいんだ 現実ってやつか 何の為に生きてるんだって 忘れちゃいそうな 夜の真ん中 無難になんてやってらんないから 帰る場所もないの この想いを消してしまうには まだ人生長いでしょ　懐かしくなる こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん 謝らなくちゃいけないよね　ああ ごめんね うまく言えなくて　心配かけたままだったね あの日抱えた全部　明日抱える全部 順番つけたりはしないから 分かってくれます様に　そっと目を閉じたんだ 見たくないものまで見えんだもん いらない噂にちょっと　初めて聞く発言どっち 向かい合ったら友達だって 嘘はやめてね 深いハートが苛立つ様に　体ん中燃えているんだ 本当は期待してんの 現実ってやつか 何の為に生きてるんだって 叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか 無難になんてやってられないから 帰る場所もないの 優しさにはいつも感謝してる だから強くなりたい　進む為に 敵も味方も歓迎じゃん どうやって次のドア開けるんだっけ　考えてる もう引き返せない物語始まってるんだ 目を覚ませ　目を覚ませ この想いを消してしまうには まだ人生長いでしょ やり残してることやり直してみたいから もう一度行こうか 何の為に生きてるんだって 叫びたくなるよ 聞こえていますか 無難になんてやってらんないから 帰る場所もないの 優しさにはいつも感謝してる だから強くなりたい　懐かしくなる こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

Translation Again

I am supposed to pursue my dream in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people It's not that I want to return to that past, I am just searching for the sky I have lost. I hope you understand. Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed. Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight. Who am I waiting for? As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest. What do I want to escape from? Is it this thing called "reality"? "For what am I living?" In the middle of the night as my memories are fading. I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. There's still so much in life to remove this feeling. I will feel nostalgic about it. I welcome this pain. I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry. I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries. Everything that I embraced that day. Everything that I will embrace tomorrow I will not arrange them in any order. I hope you understand. I closed my eyes but I could still see things I do not want to see. Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what? "Face it and you will be friends" Don't tell lies like these. My heart being agitated from deep inside, a burning sensation runs through my body. Actually I'm expecting something from this thing called "reality". "For what am I living?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger to march on. I do welcome friends and foes. How do I open the next door? I'm thinking. The unretractable story has begun. Open your eyes. Open your eyes. There is still so much in life to remove this feeling. I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done. Shall we go AGAIN? "For what am I living?" I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me? I can't play safe anymore, but there is nowhere to go too. I am grateful for all the kindness, so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia. I welcome this pain.

YUI with [again]

am so happy!!! cause YUI is back dudes!!! with her new single [again] I can't wait to hear t yo~XD actually I want scream with joy right but da cousin ku sini so ku msti tahan later ku teriak LOL.

O yeah YUI also help make a song for a new band name [stereopony] the vocalist is a goo singer, the song is [i do it] nice yo~