shocking but happy

hey3x tomorrow ku pndah dari hotel and move out to my real home apartment well it's near from the hotel, leh jalan kaki ja k sana, and d apartment, msa cuti dont know when my bro and my cousin (bwa nini ku laki yg sangat payah d jaga tua udh mau kua kn belayar huh~) kn ke KL for holiday ja. ku msih roomate ngan adik ku , my big bro ngan my twp lil' brothers, my parents and my baby bro at the master bedroom. The good thing is da swimming pool jua and gym o da playground for kids, mau jua ku main....

Just telling~

Kalau da slah eja rah Taiyou no uta sorry k?? and the ending song of the movie is goodbye days~ that;s all

Taiyou no uta

well, I finally watch this movie, a very very sad story...it's about a girl koaru amane she knidda have this disease that can't be cure, so she always stay indoors in the morning. And she came out in the night, kindda like a vampire. IN the night, she get her guitar and plays and sing her own song, she sang "it's happyline" it's kindda like an opening of the movie. Anyway, u know every girl have a guy she likes right?? her room is kindda special, her house is up at a hill and can see a bus stop from her room, so she saw this guy always waiting every morning, so it's give koaru exited to see him. But his face kindda blocks by the bus stop's sign, LOL.

anyway koaru have a friend, that's sometimes skips class just to meet her at her house in the morning. But koaru's parents dosen;t mind they get used to it already. When she saw koaru look up the window she ask what she lookin at, but koaru didn't tell. Then at the time, kaoru and her bestfriend went out, they came where koaru always sing place, and her friend will listen to it, at the time she saw the guy she like walk by, so she hurried to him she quickly give her guitar to her friend and she ran. As she ran quickly she saw him waited the train to pass by, and that time koaru push him down. And the guy was so totally shock, cause just told him her name, her interest, also she told she dosen't have a boyfriend, it's knidda funny. The guy was so confuse, cause he don't know what's going and who the hell is that girl. But koaru's friend quickly take her hand and apologies to the guy, and that time koaru's notice, koaru like that guy. So she did a lil favor, she get a camera go to the highschool, she went to that guy class, yup koaru was very happy, as she look at the camera and said school looks fun.

And then at night, she walk to the town as she see's from the camera, where that guy going, and then she went to the bus stop and she drink what that guy drink, but it's only a bottle of water. As put down the camera and the bottle of water, she oopen up her guitar case, she play her guitar and sing her song "goodbye days" in english version, but at the story she hasen't decide what tittle she give to the song, and also at that time there's also the guy, he rides on a scooter , and stop to listen her song, Koaru said good evening, he said back good evening, and said good song, what song is it?? kaoru said she hasen't decided yet, he was suprised that koaru made the song. And she park his scooter, and buy a drink from a vending machine, as he sat down at the bench besides kaoru, but the spoil is the her watch got alarm, she have to go home before 4 am.

But the guy said, can I hear your song again?? at the summer vacation though?? koaru said sure. She was so very happy that time, she at her home she circle the day she going to meet with koujiro, I forgot to mention hahaha anyway koaru's dad ask who circle this?? the mum said not her, then her dad thought myabe koaru did it, and hm...

and the summer vacation came koujiro went to his scooter where his mum just pops out of no where, koujiro was suprise and told her to get out of the way, his mum where his going he told his studying with his friend, what a big LIE. But the funny part is his mum want to go to, that'll be fun for her mum to join.As he got there he saw a guy with a guitar playing at koaru's place, koaru was kindda sad though cause she was so exited to play there, cause there's koujiro going to listen. Koujiro if she's going to wait for him to stop, she said there's no other way hm.... Then koujiro had an idea, ask to come with him for a sec. When to his scooter, give her a helmet to wore on. She sat at the back and ask where are we going he didn't tell. Well it's really beautiful place withe lots of lights, koaru was so exited she looked around the place, she ask of we do a lil sight seeing first, well the guy agrees.

Shortly after they're seeing, they search for a place where kaoru can sing, they found a good place, as few minutes passed, lots of people started to listen to her song, and they some band join her something like that. She sang "skyline".....

As they finished all that, they went to the beach, that time koujiro confess to her, the same way she did, she just nodded kindda said yes. Then koujiro there will be sunset soon in 10 minutes. Koaru was so supirse, she said she want to go home quick. But the guy ask what's the matter?? she keep saying she want to go home, so she just ran, koujiro quicky ride his scooter. As koaru ran quickly as sje can before the sun rises up. She already lost her breath, koujiro came for her, and told her ride on. So she did, as the sun going to rises soon. After a the ride on the scooter, they arrived at koaru house, koaru quickly ran her house she didn't care the guitar, all she care she don't want to die. She hurried close the door, and koujiro was asking what's wrong, she stay quiet. He put her guitar in front the door.

When get down from the stairs, he saw koaru's friend running towards him, she ask if koaru already gone home? he said yes, suddenly she slaps him, knowing koujiro down know anything. She told him if let her out the sun she'll die, she shouted him. Then, koaru's parent were there too. Till the sun goes doen they quickly sent koaru to the hospital (actually koaru don't really like hospital). As they arrived at the hospital and meet with her doctor, but the thank goodness it's the diease not gone serious yet.

Koaru father drove the car, as he wonder who the guy he saw in front of the house. So he ask koaru, but koaru just said his just a friend. But her dad pushes as he ask do she likes him, she tell back, shy is it wrong to like someone?? her mum just said oh u look like is it that nice. She told witha sad face, is oky I won't see him anymore, besides no guy like a sick girl. His dad talk back what are u talking about? there's no wrong to like someone. Koaru talk back, even u say so, if I still be with him, there's still no cure for my sickness, her dad says maybe there are a cure...then tell me there's a cure and look to my eyes koaru was more upset and she shouted. Her dad didn't say anything as he stay silence.

Lately as she has, she just stay at home even at night, so her parent start to worry her. Soon after that, the morning the day after that, he ask koaru's friend what if he ask about at her will she get mad, she answer of course she'll get mad. He thinks again, what if I ask him for dinner, and he gave a glass of orange juice to her, she answers well first she'll be mad then maybe she cry. Koaru's dad continue to think of answer to help koaru get happy again. At the dinner time, as koaru's mum call out for dinner (koaru was at her room that time) when she got down, her friend were, she didn't care, she's use to it, suddenly she heard koujiro voice saying is this plates okey?? koaru turns around and dash upstairs. A few minutes past, when she got she wore perfectly nice clothes, then she went to her sit, as everyone stay silence. Koaru said thank you for the food, then everyone some nodded and just said ya ya.

Koaru felt something is weird, asking why koujiro is here, her friend told, koaru's dad invited him. Koaru was start to mad at him, but koujiro said it's wasn't his fault he told her he also agree to it, well actually as he stood up put out a piece paper saying "pay 20, 000 yen" get ur on cd song (well something like that I don't remember what when I watched the movie) anyway when koaru held it, she nodded and em like she kindda agree's to it, koujiro was happy. The few days she practice the song she going to sing at her room, koujiro work hard everyday to collect money from hos part time job (he also sells his surfboard for extra money). Well his friend he sell it, so I think bought it back for him.

As the few weeks passed, I think?? as koaru play her guitar soething weird had happen, her hand were suddenly can't move, she was worried then she start all over again, again and again it was the same. Her friend ask why, koaru stood up saying maybe I should a little, she went downstairs and get some sna then went up put the snacks on the table she continue again with her guitar, when she reliase her hand were paralyzed. At the hospital, her dad was with the doctor as he told it had gone worst already, her dad was upset to hear it, he quickly went out to loosen up. He was at the lobby sat there, the doctor quickly went to him and sat besides him, then koaru's dad told him, when koaru was little she'll ask me if she could go outside at daytime, I'll slap at the face and lock her in her room so her diease won't get serious but now why?? I don't understand why it infected so quick?? as he cry so sadly.

At koaru's home, koujiro heard he went to visit her. Koaru was at her room lying down on her bed, koujiro went in when koaru mum already allow him to. Koaru got him, he saw a window that can see the bus stop where always atm he ask he do something weird out of he ordinary, she answer no an giggle. she went to the window with koujiro to see the bus stop, as she told the first she saw it was during thr middle term of school she saw him with a scooter, told him stop cause he saw a surfboard, told u look around if the owner was around wanting to play with the surfboard a little. When open his shoes got top of the surfboard the owner was buying a drink at the vending machine. Koujiro said sorry to him, as the owner take his surfboard and when to the beach. And that;s what koaru told him, then she tells him she was like that too when she got first held a guitar.

When there chatting was over koaru went with koujiro to see him off, when they say bye and stuff he when down koaru quickly tell him eventhough I can't play my guitar I can still sing right?? U can still hear my voice right?? koujiro nodded and said yes, then koaru ran off  to her house, as koujiro walks off he was sad and cry cause he was so sad about koaru's condition. The day had come, day where koaru will made her cd they arrived at the studio they were amazed seeing the studio one of the workers ask if koaru is ready to sing, she said she was ready, her koaru were there saying oke I'll sit here and I will listen, koaru ask him to go out, cause he;ll distract her, then Koujjiro said he'll stay and listen to her song koaru told him to go out to, he was suprised. They went out. Koaru enter to the recording section, when one of the guitar guy ask if koaru was the one wrote the song, she said yes, he told her it's a beautiful song, koaru was happy to hear that. Oustside the recordin room where they waiting fir koaru, koaru's dad thinks if she startd yet. Koujiro told him not to worry she'll do fine, when we gou out together lots of people went to hear songs, and startes to knew I become one of her fans. I know in the future she'll be the best singer, all of them agree's.

As koaru finished recording not knowing when it'll come out, all they do is wait.

the day after that, morning at the beach where koaru wore her suit, outside her parents were there too watching koujiro surf, as he practice when he try to stand on the board he'll always fell, he wave o koaru as koaru wave back, koaru suddenly said it was kindda hot is it, her mum cheaks if the fan is briken, when her dad saw a parent with thier daughter playing at the beach. He told her to just open her suit and play on the beach, koaru said no, if she d that she'll die, I know am going to die soon even just il while I wnat to live even just a lil while...her dad was silence, her mum she agree's with koaru, saying what;s wrong with father. Koaru's dad yea what's wrong with me?? As koaru stood up and went to kouiro cause koujiro just when out from he sea, she try to walk but it was a lil slow step by step trying. When almost near to koujiro she was going to fall, kooujiro quickly went to get her,but she was just joking. But koujiro wasn't lauhing as koaru pinch his face, saying what a weird face u have she laugh koujiro start to laugh with her.

Shortly after that she died, and she was filled with sunflower inside her coffin, as people gathered around ook a her sleeping peacefully. The day of her death passed, he went to koaru's sing place and put on koaru cd that's already out, and hearing it as he looked up. Koaru parent listen to it at home, also her friend as she hear it where she always went to with koaru as she look back at a crowded place. Soon after that they heard her song at the radio, as her friend tell koujiro with a radio at school, they jump with joy. At the resturant where koaru's parent's own they heard to, they was so happy too.

As the ending shows her song was heard everywhere by the radio, look back at her room where the guitar were put aside near to the window, outside the window saw the train that always pass by at the train rails, the sun shines, where the bus stop where they first saw....

THE END


P.S da yg nda complete banar ceta nya so if want to see just watch at youtube thank you~
and btw kalau da eja, so sorry~

5:36 am, 21 jan 09

mashrockie

Night in a hotel room

huh~ am so sad yet angry a lil'~cause salah simpan periuk tu jua eh, sasak ku eh rasa ku msa ni, well end that. Anyway today ku nda jalan ke mna2 ia th ku buat "Night in a hotel room". Anyway, I hope ku learn something cause am already bored all day at home nada belajar pa2. My books balum lg datang2 nya, mental ku neh kalau ku nda belajar pa2, next month baru study kali?? well banar pulang next baru belajar, my friends jauh dah there stuides.

anyway tu ja ku kn ceta, bye2 and night

18 jan 09, 9:07 pm

LIFE in KL day 14

good afternoon to everyone, huh~ngaleh ku sebenar nya ni, my body so barat right now, baru balek dari midvalley. Kmi balek kai train, or it's call LRT...anth eh? anyway ku bali baju and seluar jean d kadai midvalley ani. hm~sbnr nya kn bali jacket hood jua, but takut nda cukup duit, so biar ia dulu lh (-_-")

....

k tu ja

mashrockie
6:58 pm, 15 jan 09...

wondering somewhere

mkn with family, ku order mee teau, lurus kh tu?? hahah sma jua


ku rah kadai kasut waiting for my dad to buy a new shoe~



my little baru abis swimming rah hotel, u know the water so masin, but I keep swimming ahahaha, kn muntah pulang ku msa tu...

at the is th pool, banyak building so tall~ oand tu dik ku jdo model.



o I found a reggae candy, tarus ku gambar~yea but nda clear banar..



c Mcd man~

fin~

LIFE in KL day 12

hello~k dh 12 hari dh ku d sini. Alum kulah jua, but ok tu...buku ku lum sampai lg, da pulang buku ku form 4, maths and science. But I want to learn somrthing...boreng pulang selalu d rumah ja, mau jua kn mau kawan dgn urg malaysia den mnta email kn hahahhaha~ nda banyak ceta kn ku ceta kn ani, well da ku lukis2 sendiri nasib baik ku bawa notes ku and pensel and eraser ku, klu nda~ nda begarak kn mau melukis. huh~kntnya cg nasib pa kn d lukis for 'O' level, sama kh cam form 4 am so totally bored~ well banyak lg kn d liat d KL ani...but balum jua jalan2, nda pa2 1 tahun jua d sini~

hm~mau jua kn bali anime, and comic da sdh kali next pokemon adventures vol.28 or was it vol.29?? anime da baru lg kn bali ku eh~ rah kadai kuning I dunno why I call that, myb it;s cause my big bro dulu cakap, hahha te ikut jua.

au ceta karya koaru sal helios esclipse lulus kh nama nya sma jua, anyway da heroin nya mineko lost her memory, and helios pn tukar dh?? hah~ but nasib baik c mineko msih hidup. da jua sedih ceta nya and da bari banci...

k maybe tu ja, so tnx for reading, dunno jua urg read but I hope so, and bari comment something2

mashrockie
6:13 pm, 13 jan 09

LIFE in KL day 11

gudmurning, msa ni ku kn mkn breakfast and msa ni ku uzur msa ni~ any way well, baru tdi ku mkn breakfast, hahaha kenyang ku~alhamdulillah~ my dad start dh kerja, n my mum kn ke kadai kelmarin, selipar sampit, so she kn ke sna lg  dgn adik and my bro. O yes my sis ia kn balek ke Brunei kajap sal kn periksa, BM ja, thank gudness. But she rasa panik so I hope she can do it fine!!!

anyway nda panjang banr ceta ni, ku kn ceta sal kelmarin, rah kadai IKEA, many many furniture yo siuk lh but sangal kaki ku bejalan kmi balek kai LRT yea,  jauh rupanya kadai IKEA atu sampai ke ampang park, but I guess it's worth it, but nda jua ku bali pa2 just comic, and my mum bali barang dapur, yea tu ja

mashrockie
10:28 am, monday 12 jan 2009

LIFE in KL, day 5

hey3 it's mash, huh~ baru th dapat internet~ n'way msa ni ku rah hotel, kmi tinggal cam rah apartment lh, balum ku sekulah. Myb ku stay ja d umah baru ku ani, well bkn lg rumah kmi banar my dad n mum msih mncari rumah kmi so searching. I've seen one of the houses kana bawa show2 liat umah lawa pulang and safe da security and stuff...feel save~I got the feeling I think ku and my adik-beradiks nda sekulah sini, just hired a tution teacher to teach, like a home tutor or something...KL msa nya kul 4:33 pm msa ni, lapar ku and ku kn masak mee on a cup, maggie curry. After this asar, myb we go out jalan2 ku kn bali selipar, selipar ku tinggal d umah, da pulang kutak ani tinggal kali d umah~ so I want a selipar!!! sangal kaki ku kai kasut ja....

oh~c fazera b;day myb lambat sikit kn btau happy b'day but " HAPPY BIRHTDAY FAZERA~!!!"

huh~o ya my first time d sini ok lh, but I heard not good stuff, da stealing beg atu so I have to becarefull, but sini da subway, pernah ku da naik train sa u rah HK..but d KL balum penah. tel u the truth takut kn sekulah sini so I hope kami just stay at home and someone teach us, but lain kali pelajaran nya tu, but I least I learn something for 'O' level. I think my friends dah start belajar, huh~u know this isn't the frist time ku cam pindh2 sekulah, ku nda pernah jst one school habis like darjah pra sampai darjah 6 nor form 1 to 5, that's why banyak kawan ku nda ingat lg... so it's kindda sad for me. But I have friends no best friends, good friends lh~

I miss my friends in Brunei, I hope they're doing well as I am, well I dunno am okey?? cause ku ngantuk sja sal nda cukup tidur somehow ku akhir tidur sja?? hahahaha o well I hope I have gudnight sleep tonight??

u know da gym sini kurus ku karang ni perasan aku but kua kn kurus badan?  and da swimming pool, the pool is so masin water nya dunno why?? but kmi keep swimming hahahah gali I~some times it's hard for me to communicate the people here, sal da bh satu malaysian ani tnya derection ku bangang and ku just said "tak tahu?" hahhaha I hope that man find his way....

anyway miss u all, my friends and my classmates, cigu Nasib seh ajar art kh?? mau jua kirim salam nya and cigu Hardi, o yes cigu class cigu Zainun~huh~I miss u azah, izzah, zerah, fazera, amal c kecil, qil, sante, arifah, mai, biah, qilah, the boys nya hahha seh da results kmu lupa ku kn bgi, I think ku simpan d dlm kereta abang ku, so myb ku bgi next year~sorry

Mahirah a.k.a mashrockie
4:53pm,jan 8, 2009.

yea great~

hey3 am taken the time to take a pic with the Queen of England yea and of course the royal people~or was it London?? o yes it's really cold so I wore my scarf so far from Brunei u know?? the temperature was below 26 degree celcius...but it was great though, there.

pic taken by me.
date & time taken: 3/12/08, 4:00 pm

OMG

huh~my lil' brother nangis lg u now why sal kana kacau lg tu kali?? pa ni control for astro ilang kh? so ia tnya mna kn but I dont know? so I thought my big brother tapuk it or something?? but not so he give up and cry biasa dh ku liat ia catu atu but kesian jua hahahaha kakak pa ku ani kn biar kn adik nangis?? but I love all my lil brothers and big two brothers and my lil sis zai~ of course family comes first~
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makanan nyaman~

hey~mau tell something just stories i want to tell. Anyway, msa ni ku liat youtube at home sja and hm kadang2 liat tv wish kn ke Giant or Mall kn bali fun bread sal dah terusliur ku ni, thinking about makes my parut b bunyi hahaha myb dpat bali jap kalau da ampir sini leh ku jua bali puas2 huh fun bread knapa ko nyaman kn?? first time when my mum bought it, den rah kereta kn balek I ask pa ni ma?? she said fun bread nyaman tu she bought only one....

den ku rasa nyaman yo~ taste like coffe with susu, in the inside da buttermilk jst a lil so nyaman man~hahahaha can;t believe am talking bout this?? nda jua pa2 sekali kala ceta sal makanan kn??

Lau fun bread da sell at hua ho mau ku bali, huh~ fun bread oh bread bread that is so FUn so nyaman u can stand it...o yes da g nyaman first time eating when I hang out with azah and izzah and zerah. ia bawa makan waffle, nyaman with peanut butter~ nyaman~

oh ku suka seafood like steam boat and demsum hahaha steam boat with udang and fish cake, fish ball, sotong, da ayam jua lh~campur lada padas so delicious!!!!! ha~demsum diffrent kinds of seafood it's like sushi but this one cooks~

kanyang parut klu makan semua ni hahahaha LOL

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