I had fun :)

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa~

Today and yesterday~ I had fun
cause yesterday I go out on a date with
my best friends!! I miss them surely and really
am so happy that I finally met aney~ I miss her!!
D (sigh~) why did u go to the mall when we
were going to Giant! don't u miss us?? huhuhu

I want to upload some pics but somehow
the upload is not working! watta..(T=T)
I was like so excited yesterday, the whole day
going out, feels like a fill trip~ I woke up early
of course pray suboh, it was 6:10 am, thank
goodness I made in time, I was so damn tired
even though I already set the alarm and I kept
hearing the alarm over and over I tried to woke
up, but then I sleep again?! and the strangest thing
is that I dream I had my prayer already?
I was like "ok...?" but thank goodness my lil sis
was there to woke me up, so like yea..

of course after I woken up, I do some chores then
qil call me to get ready, so I did but she was late
and I was where is she? and I thought are we actually going?
and qil called again they will be a little late and kak tikah
was there too cause she's driving
and ok~ so I ate some breakfast first then they
came~ and off we go to amal's

when we got there we qil and kak tikah
said we should have some free drinks at
amal's house, so yea~ she gave us cold tea
and we have a little chat and off we go~
to tim's house, last time we went there
and we're going there but tim wasn't at home at
the time we got there, so qil said we should go to
yayasan cause to meet nurin at the others.

so we just went on praying zuhor
after we done our prayer amal want to do some video
for her blog so ok~ we're going to be the actress~
haha and move on we had our lunch and lookin around~
oya I bought a novel too is called "Mekar Sakura Di Mimbar Cinta"
of course it tells about muslim too

anyway, after lunch kak tikah want to go
to oil station, cause the car was low in fuel
and finally to tim's house~ her room is already painted!
it's blue, blue like the sky, blue like the sea haha
we wait for tim to get ready and off we go~

Next to aney's house~ omg I miss her lh
cause I haven't meet her since...well in years!!haha
well I did contact her, in facebook and in her blog
but I actually met her face to face!! aney~
when we got there and aney was like shock cause
well her house was a mess and we told her we wait
for her and we went to her house and very shocking our
old picture during our khatam and looking at ot
I was so sad~ cause if only I didn't change my clothes.

anyway, the only left is Dee! but she was at the mall
but we told go to Giant but she told us go to the mall
and we like go to Giant! and she was like NO! mall
and like no~ GIANT!! and then she can't come to Giant
and we don't want to go there, I went shopping for pants
just 9.99 BND and kak tikak bought us drinks oya we went our
asar prayer at Giant's surau. And so end with our date~

first we sent aney but first we took lots of pictures
just outside her house lols~ we hug and kisses,
assalamualaikum and waalaikumsalam at each other
wave at aney and next tim she have to
go to her tution and and we just went on with praying magrihb
at tim's house~ and her mum asked kak tikah if it's ok
to send tim to her tution so ok~ at Gadong! OMG
near to the MALL~ maybe Dee is still there?
we say assalamualaikum and walaikumsalam
and salam, salaman~

finally us~ amal and me but qil want to
go to fixed her phone somewhere but the shop was closed
but before that we went pray ishyak at Masjid sengkurong
we went to Makro and the place was sunyi and my
guess is it's late we went second floor lots nice clothes
there was a skirt and I want to buy it but my money
is not enough~ huhu maybe some other time

then take amal home then me~

minna gome nee! I'll have to continue next time
cause it's a very long story~ sore kara mata nee~(-_-)

wassalam

very nice and interesting

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa

actually tonight, me and my family was suppose
to be going out watching movie. At first, we we
planing to  watch "Alice in wonderland" but my big brother
said "hm, no let's watch something else.." so we looked at the
newspaper, nothing interesting~ so big brother suggest,
"let's wait for "dragon" to come out and watch that."
so yea, no watch movie tonight...(sigh~)

I wonder why big bro don't want to watch
Alice in wonderland? I didn't asked...
my mum went out and bought satay~
it's been so long we never eat satay~
yea goat satay~ hahahaha

oya I found something nice and interesting to read~(^-^)
these days I've trying to find any interesting books to read
then it click me that my dad likes to buy books and
he will put at the bookshelf and I was like searching and
looking~ and I found so many!! right now am reading
"AJAIB, ANEH & MENCUIT HATI"

"Buku ini memaparkan kumpulan cerita ajaib, aneh dan mencuit hati, mengandungi 4 siri. Kisah-kisah yang terkandung di dalamnya dipetik daripada kehidupan para sahabat dan ulama sehingga semua ceritanya merupakan kisah benar belaka. Sesungguhnya setiap kaki melangkah dalam mencari hikmah, sering berjumpa dengan berbagai peristiwa yang membawa mesej kebenaran menghiasi setiap hati dan peribadi para kekasih Allah, sehingga peristiwa benar yang Allah limpahkan itu untuk dijadikan renungan dan pengajaran. Maka akan banyaklah ditemui berbagai peristiwa aneh, ajaib yang dapat mengusik minda."

 true story and very interesting~ too bad

it's version 2 I can't find version (-_-")

maybe it's there somewhere in the bookshelf

calling me "mahirah...mahirah.." haha 

that's kind a scary~(OoO)

and another one 

"KISAH-KISAH LUCU"

"Dalam menghadapi berbagai aktiviti, adakalanya manusia sampai pada tahap kejenuhan sehingga minda manusia menjadi letih. Ketika itu akan terasalah bahawa terlalu sukar bibir kita untuk tersenyum sehingga wajah kita kelihatan muram dan tidak bersemangat. Di antara salah satu cara untuk menghilangkan kelesuan dan wajah yang muram itu adalah dengan sesuatu yang lucu dan menggelikan hati.

Begitu juga dalam kehidupan sehari-hari banyak majalah-majalah lucu diterbitkan untuk mengisi ruang-ruang fikiran yang terlalu letih untuk bekerja. Semuanya itu membuktikan bahawa perkara yang lucu dan menggelikan hati itu dapat memberikan motivasi kembali dalam diri setiap individu. Rasulullah SAW juga pernah tersenyum kerana sikap lucu yang dilakukan oleh sahabat baginda.

Begitu juga buku 2002 Senyum - Himpunan Kisah-kisah Lucu Jilid 2 yang ada di tangan anda ini, mengandungi kisah-kisah benar yang terjadi pada masa silam. Buku ini terdiri dari 7 siri. Semoga dari kisah itu akan melahirkan seulas senyuman yang dapat menjernihkan minda anda, insya Allah."

somehow this book caught my eye cause
this story contain stories about our Prophet
Nabi Muhammad SAW smile cause of something
funny, I smiled~ you guys will also smiled or laughed
if u read this too (>o<) but too bad I found out
it's version 2~huhu where is version 1???

o well~

ja minna mata nee!!

wassalam

it's holiday~ and yet...

Minna assalamu'alaikum~ and ohayo gozaimasu!

ano nee~it's holiday~ sorry if it's bit late to say my greeting
oya the shocking is that..I'll be taking the mid-year exam!
like my best friend said I shouldn't be (sigh~) about it
and I should be hyper about it!! thanks best friend!
I'll keep that in mind~ anyway, am processing well in
my studies, and yea i did some studying...SO?
are you saying am a nerd now that am into books?!!
haha just kidding~ I was just foolin' around~ (^=^)

also teacher give homework~ huhuuhuhu
I have to do it~ and sir told us english will be on the 12th of april
and yea~ he told us to read lots of english novel, also
to watch movies without subs~
so much to read~ today I have to chemistry next~
have to understand carefully~kukukuku
Gerururu~

hm~ I guess that's it~ not much to say....

ja minna mata nee~

wassalam

Annoyed...pressure...stress...DX

Minna salam~ and konichiwa~

ano nee! I got really annoyed! well, that was a while ago~
cause I know we must not get angry that is little nor that is big,
so I have to be patience! like in peribahasa "sabar macam Nabi"
so yea~

anyway, during the afternoon I went to school
of course~ during period two I have a lot time to spare
cause period two I have no class to enter to,
so me and my friends went to our
usual place, the libary~ we promised we do our homework together~
chemistry and physics~ man I was really stress out with the subjects
even my friends trying to figure the answers also went 'puffff~'
u'know like ur soul just come out from ur head means ur already half dead
lols~(>=<)

chemistry we manage to anwer some and lots more to answer...
I have to do it or else I get scold by the teacher, but
I think it's all right? cause if u don't understand, just ask teacher, right?
looking my notes makes even more stress out...can't figure out
the answer even make me go crazy!! live all blank makes even more!!
wah~!!!!!!! (=_='')

my head  is going to burst in anytime~ I just know it...
even during english I was pretty damn tried~
I keeeep on yawning~ well it's because sir is teaching us!
sir always never fails to make his students
fall asleep~ I kept looking at my watch~ not yet 4:30 pm?
telling the watch to move quickly but
I tried not to fall asleep~ cause it'll be noticeable
cause am sitting in front row~


so yea~


and th foe exam is so near! and am already feel so
stress with a lot of pressure!! huhuhuhu~D'X
I have to do well in my June exam
plus my 'O' level exam!!! I have to work harder~!!! gambatte mash!!XD

ja minna mata nee~

wassalam

Bla bla bla 2.5

Minna! salam~ and konichiwa~

as u can see from the tittle...
that is the very obvious cause it's an tittle
and that'll be first to see and yea...
anyway am just bored and I want to update my blog~
it's been weeks I didn't post anything...well cause I was well,
I don't know what to post ler~

later I have to get for school~

anyway...

bla bla bla 2.5

end...

ja mata nee~

wassalam

Bla bla bla 2

Minna! Salam~

anyway~ yesterday I have a story ler~haha
as u can see from the tittle...I can't figure what
tittle I want to type? so I thought "Bla bla bla 2"
makes a perfect fit~ lols

ok2 yesterday afternoon~ I go to school~
macam biasa u go to school and learn~
my Thursday subjetcts is "Maths& Eng"
Maths cg.Asimah kh tu? we have test on
Algebra~ and the class was so silent...but
of course~ if the class was like noisy how we concetrate??

and next subject~ "Geo" I didn't take Geo
cause already have 'O' in Geo so no thanks!
I don't want to make myself stress out with lots of subjects
to memories...just enough what I picked for June and Nov exam~
oya~ I just remember! Sir that teaches us Biology told us
we'll be sitting for mid-year exam~ and I was like
"WHAT?!! NOooooo~!!" hahaha~

but last year I didn't sit for my mid-year exam~
so I guess this year I'll be taking it~(sigh~)
 anyway~ during Geo, me and my friends that didn't take
Geo go out~ we went to canteen first~ I BOUGHT a LEMON TEA
and then we went to the libary. After a long wait at the libary at it was
time for us to go back! (sigh~) my LEMON TEA WAS GONE!
I was shocked! my lemon tea that I bought like $1!
"who...take my lemon tea?" my friends was also shocked!
and I was even sadde-ER! but my friend's drink didn't been takin!
I was so freakin mad+sad, why her drink didn't been takin?
haha jahat aku mahu jua her drink kana ambil but
alhamdulillah her drink didn't been takin...

it was my only drink! and I was so thirsty
at that time and and it was $1 drink! who the freakin stole
my drink u ****** ******!!!! (sigh~)
am so totally pissed even to think about it...

English, Sir Ranald~ we learing comprehension.
Sir was angry yesterday~ cause the class was half
empty~ and us who are only left didn't stand up
u'know to give greeting~ sir was like
"what do u do, whenever teacher enter a classroom?"
and we all like "o yea.." and we stood up and give greeting
to sir. And the others that was late came back~
they were having their break~ cause during Geo
they didn't have any~

anyway...

after I got back from school!
I totally forgot about Asar prayer?!
how can I forgot asar prayer?!!
I was totally forgot asar prayer???!!!
o yea..I was lalai and I was watching tv
and not even noticing the time...(sigh~)
and I have to qhada~ I didn't like qhada
but I have to! so I can feel rest asure!
of after that I just went on with maghrib prayer~

so yea~

I was angry with my self for forgotting
asar prayer, and let out of my anger~
I think today post was kind like about
"I got pissed today" haha nice tittle though
anyway cause anger can make ur wudhu
nda sah, I wudhu again~of course,
went for my pray~

dewa minna! wassalam~

Ja mata nee~(^=^)

My feelings to tell :)

Minna ohayo gozaimasu~and salam~

it's already morning and soon prayer
suboh will come~ am just bored and
want to check my blog~ man! I'm
so addictted to my blog now rather than checking
my facebook~(already bored with that...(T-T))

anyway~

this topic is about my "feelings"
so yea~ a minute ago I read my best friend
blog~(if ko terasa then it's you~haha)
she also active with her blog~ anyway
the post I was reading was about
"Make useful of it" (yup! is you allright! lols)
I didn't notice she post this~
so I was like "o? what this post about?" I read and read
until the end...so I guess this is about her~
u guys should also read~it's really
sad+cool=really great! lols

last year I was in KL and I being there
cause my dad's job~ and the whole family have the
come~ and yea~ pakn? ok returning to the
real topic...I heard she going to KL and
going for a holiday (this is when am still
living in KL) I was like "my best friend is
going to be in KL?! really? I miss her~" something like that~

and she told me her phone.no and I told
mine so I we can contact each other~
by the time about we about to meet...
"eyh? is that really her? who exchange my best friend
with a girl wearing hijab and closing her
that's lot allow to expose skins?. Who is this?"
but I didn't actually said that to her..I just in said it in
my mind~ but at the same time I was kind of happy
cause she's wearing hijab~ but she still
the girl I know&love~ cause she still have the aura
she have before I went to KL~ haha
(Jangan marah~ am telling the truth here~XP)

but u'know I'm still going back to
Brunei~ to continue going to school
of course! and to tell u the truth trying to
find a school was really hard for my parents
and my mum was really stress out! and I was
like feeling really bad cause I can't help
her~ only to ease her is doing my chores there~:)

at first my mum did find a school for
us~ BUT!! the public school we can but to
follow the rules that is our age that "I" have to go BACK to
form 4?! and NOT in form 5?! what the heck??
that's going to be a waste of time! and same
goes for my little brothers and my little sister
except for my big brother he can enter form 5 cause
of his age~ and my mum had to find another school for us to attend.
A private school! that's pays?! like even more expensive
an international school?! what the heck??

but too bad, me and my bro can attend
cause they going to have their exams soon
and we're like at the last minute?! can we even keep
up? if I knew if come to this I woundn't have
come to KL! besides at first before going
to KL I already gave my reply, I said "NO"
but mum said I have too cause my dad worry us
so yea I felt kind of guilty..but still
my future was depending on it!! but that was
a long time ago! (well it was last year...)

so yea I return to Brunei with my mum
and my bro to continue our study in
Hasan and I guess I can say I keep up
a litte~ during 'O' level exam
really bad! I got only 2 'O's......ok end that

returning to the girl I mention...
actaully she also change me! before
I wasn't really strong on doing my prayers! masya'allah~
and I was pretty malas at doing chores
like u'know if mum calling my name over&over again
I get annoyed and I don't want to do it..
am really sorry mum!! cause we don't hired a maid.
my mum sometimes sleep late and have to wake up early
doing the cooking for breakfast,
that time she working too hard she got a nose-bleed
I was shocked! and I was about to cry...but I hold it in...
and whatever am doing my chores I just think of mum~
so she can have a lot of rest~ mum don't worry! am here
for u!! and so now I got really use to it~ as u can read my
recent post~ I kept telling~lols
but it's really damn tired~ but at least am doing my chores...
but u'know "syurga adalah di bawah tapak kaki ibu"
so yea~(^-^)

the good part is that I already used to wear hijab.
I think it was the time I transfer to Hasan
and I start to feel really unsecure when
am not wearing hijab, so yea~ it happens!
before I was like open my hijab and show my hair and like
guys looking... OMG! why did I expose my hair??!
(already a sin...sigh~(T=T))
well that was before..of course now I already used
to it~:D but I didn't really...ahem..like..u'know,
praying..masya'allah~ well that was BEFORE!!
I can't believe I don't really like praying..
(again a sin..sigh~(-=-))
cause I know who manipulate us Muslims
not for doing so! of course they really damn happy
for us Muslims not doing what is told to do.

my little brother told me they will be like
laughing to whole year! omg! so scary even to think
about it...

so I got the influence from my best friend
for doing my prayers everday~ I wish
got the of influence in studying...
of course how I wore my clothes when am out~
I still wearing jeans, and I want to change how I wore
by just simply wore a long skirt+not tight shirt or maybe baju kurung?
simple right? besides tight jeans+T-shirt is an exposion of our body figure
because besides guys can still see? what's the point of wearing it?

of course at school I also try to be careful~
like my hand, I mean my sleeves not long
enough to close where part of skins not allow
to expose! (if u'know what I mean?) so I ask my mum if she
have the "sarung tangan" of course she have~
I always wear it~ even so the sleeves is long
enough I still wear the "sarung tangan"
(sorry I just can't think of english translation? lol)

also,
I want repay all the sins that I've done!
cause if all my sins are cleared the lesser my
punishment to be given or maybe no punishment at all?
and all the slumber in the grave like heaven~
sometimes I fear Alah S.W.T but sometimes I love Allah S.W.T
but still that's a good thing~right? that way u fear&love
Him the more u want to do the "perkara-perkara yg wajib
di lakukan" so yea~

and so thats my feelings to tell~

of course I give great thanks to my best friend for influencing me this much~:)

May Allah send His blessing to us all~ amin!

dewa minna wassalam~mata nee! :D

Bla bla bla

Minna konichiwa~ as in good afternoon~

I just got back from school~ because I got
class in the afternoon, I always go to bed late
plus I got laundry to wash first and maybe still
dishes needed to be wash~ so yea...and after that
I wanted to check my blog and check if anime
that I wanted to watch is already out or not!
but it's out~ "Hanamaru Youchien" finally~
episode 8 with subs~ love the anime~ why?
cause very unique! usually every anime ending theme song
is like over&over but after couple of episodes passed they
changed but "Hanamaru Youchien" is totally different~
every each episode have different ending theme song!
so I thought~ "wow~" haha lols!

so yea~I'm an animefreak! so what~
Japanese animation is Ichiban! honto ni sugoi~
and their manga too~ I love Amano Akira artwork!
the one she's working on is "katekyo hitman reborn!"
I mean her's about mafia with powers~ where did she
get this idea? well I have tons~ and maybe someday
I can create my own! my own ideas in a manga! a.k.a
like comics but different~ to make my dream to come
true, I have to finish my studies and got a schoolership
and find a colleage that teach animation or manga.
Maybe in Japan? amin~

dewa minna~wassalam~

mata nee! (>o<)

At Home

Hey minna~

actually am pretty tried~ cause of the chores!
my mum is in KL right now~ and mostly all the
work is me??!! I just can't stand it, if the jobs isn't
done, is just makes me really annoyed inside!
like "why the dishes are all pile up at the sink?" or
"why isn't the laundry isn't in the washing machine??"
or "why is there a dirt on the floor??" oh my god!

but the time I washing the dishes, I heard from the
radio saying "everyday must exercise to keep our perfect
fit!. For those who can't do hard exercising, doing the house-work
at home is more likely a exercise too! everyday doing the laundry
can also be an exercise!". I said to myself, (wow~) haha~lol

today I didn't go to school~ cause of the cooking wasn't ready!
and stupid part is~ I left the oven heat on, and the chicken
is still inside, at time I went to shower AND LEFT THE OVEN RUNNING
and why the **** did left the BBQ CHICKEN!! oh~the
beautiful bbq chicken~NO~!!!! I so feeling down...
so sayang man~ I mean sayang like the chicken the WHOLE
chicken BURN?? I left it~ why did I forgot my chicken~huhuhuhu

it was already perfect and I left it! it suppose to be for
lunch~ sayang rezeki, and I think pretty the chicken are
crying cause they can't be eaten...BURN!! who want a burn
chicken?? huhuhu~then I quickly get the other chicken in
the freezer, I put in water to melt the ice, but my brother arrived
already~no!!!!!!! (I said to myself) I feel pity for my brother he
want a BBQ chicken and I burn it!!! huhuhuu D;

but I boil some hot water so I can defrost the chicken
and I decided I just cook a fried chicken and some vegetabeles
also heat up yesterday soup, and some sambal I made last week
(I put it the refrigerator to keep it cool~)
ha~ I started to love cooking~ love to look some recepie
from my mum's~ the time I spent at KL I learn to cook~
and cutting the chicken at first time was really damn ok!

wait, I think am out topic~ actually because
I didn't go school cause lunch wasn't ready and
so I told my dad just today I don't have to go,
but tomorrow I have to~ even my english not even
finish yet...(sigh~) u'know I should be pissed cause
my ADIK-BERADIK can't even appreciate
the chores!! urgh! every time I think about mum
doing the chores I guess I pretty damn sure know how
my mum felt! even my back hurts! I feel like an old lady..haha..ha

I check amal post~ always interesting her post
of course about our religion "Islam/muslim"
whatever amal have a new post I got to read it~
her latest post is about "grey hairs" I thought to myself
"hmm.." (actually I wasn't thinking anything when am
about to read her post..(T_T) ) but anyway after I read
all of it....WHAT??!! and OMG!! REALLY??? (of course
u guys imagining my face how I freaked out? lols)


and I was thank goodness amal post this~
I not gonna pull mum's grey hairs anymore! cause
it's makruh! and the times I pull my mum's grey hairs...
(why even need to pull grey hairs?? isn't it mean that
you going enter that age?? old age I mean) from the post
amal written now I understand why we're given such hair
don't know how it turn that way but I guess we muslims

only to believe. From the hadis 

Dari Abu Hurairah, Rasulullah shallallahu'alaihi wa salam bersabda 

"Janganlah kamu mencabut uban kerana uban adalah cahaya pada hari kiamat

nanti. Siapa saja yang beruban dalam Islam walaupun sehelai, maka

dengan uban itu akan dicatat bagikan satu kebaikan, dengan uban itu

akan menghapus kesalahan, juga dengannya akan ditinggikan derajat. " (HR. Ibnu
Hibban dalam Shahihyan. Syaikh Syu'aib Al Arnauth mengatakan bahawa

sanad hadits ini hasan)

           
(copy&paste~sory mal nda pa2 kn? :))

so yea~ and true, it's all true~ so better 

explain to mum and dad, no pull that grey hairs!

it's MAKRUH! and explain~yup~ tagur jangan di

tagur~:D 

dewa minna~wassalam

mata nee~

(I should give salam:D)