Nevertheless Mash

LAST ALLIANCE

2010-10-29T21:22:00.000-07:00

Minna salam and ohayo~

It's been a long time I haven't
post anything, so anyway~
today I'll be talkin about 'Last Alliance'
I've known this band since I heard their
song, in a anime 'Ouran High Host Club'
ending song 'Shissou'

OokamiValkire's video, NOT MINE!

Last Alliance have four guys in the band. Website Last Alliance website

Ryusuke Anzai (安斉龍介, Anzai Ryūsuke^?) (vocals, rhythm guitar)
Takahiko Matsumara (松村孝彦, Matsumara Takahiko^?) (vocals, bass)
Shingo Sano (佐野森吾, Sano Shingo^?) (lead guitar)
Hiroshi Ozawa (小澤浩史, Ozawa Hiroshi^?) (drums)

Most of thier songs is rock and great sounds
I become a fan after hearing 'Shissou'
and now am still in processing on listening
all of the songs~

their album like

1st album-TEARS LIBRARY

BOYS DON'T CRY - 3:57
RUN INTO THE FREEDOM - 3:39
Itsuwari no Orange (偽りのオレンジ^?, "Orange of Lies") - 3:59
LAST ALLIANCE - 1:51
REBEL FIRE - 2:22
beautiful - 0:48
Planetarium (プラネタリウム, Puranetariamu^?) - 3:10
SEE YOU AGAIN - 2:54
SKY IS CRYING - 3:36
Hidarimuki (ヒダリムキ^?, "Facing Left") - 4:22
EQUAL REASON - 4:27

2nd album-UNDERGROUND BLUE

South Wind Knows - 3:44
CLONE - 4:12
Solitude (ソリチュード, Sorichūdo^?) - 5:06
Filter (フィルター, Firutā^?) - 4:06
One Hot Second - 3:45
Muso Jidai (夢想時代^?, "Dream Age") - 4:29
urge - 3:34
GREENS SUNLIGHT - 3:46
Jiku Trip (時空 TRIP^?, "Space-Time Trip") - 5:38
Okizari Ace (置き去りエース^?, "Desertion Ace") - 3:41
Lucky Luciano ni Utareru Mae ni (ラッキー・ルチアーノに射たれる前に^?, "After Lucky Luciano Shot Me") - 3:31
TRUTH IN MY ARMS - 3:40
Tadayou Yugure ni, Kiete Yuku Hibi (漂う夕暮れに、消えてゆく日々^?, "Drifting in the Evening, Disappearing Every Day") - 6:10
Letter - 3:58

3rd album-Me and Your Borderline

Break a mirror - 4:35
KONOYUBITOMARE - 4:00
Shissou (疾走^?, "Sprint") - 3:54
Akai Hana (赤い花^?, "Red Flower") - 4:25
Amy Syndrome (エイミーシンドローム, Eimi Shindorōmu^?) - 4:22
Oto no Nai Sekai (音の無い世界^?, "A World Without Sound") - 4:18
SPIRAL WORLD - 3:40
Zenmai (ゼンマイ^?, "Spring") - 4:26
Gray End - 5:31
FANTASIA - 4:21
Lie of Eternity, Paint It Blue - 4:32
Prometheus (プロメテウス, Purometeusu^?) - 3:48
Sharing Sky (シェアリングスカイ, Shearingu Sukai^?) - 3:57
Jōka (浄化^?, "Purification") - 5:13

4th album-the sum

Change by 1 - 3:05
Proud of Scar - 2:05
Mujuryoku Oneway Shuttle (無重力 ONEWAY SHUTTLE^?, "Zero-Gravity Oneway Shuttle") - 4:18
Sabaku to Gensou (砂漠と幻想^?, "Desert and Illusions") - 3:36
Katahiza no Yogore (片膝の汚れ^?, "Dirty Knee") - 3:20
PERFECT GAME - 4:30
Yureta Byoshin (揺れた秒針^?, "Second Hand Swaying")- 4:48
Lonesome World (ロンサムワールド, Ronsamu Wārudo^?) - 4:15
Drag On - 4:33
WORLD IS MINE - 3:55
Ameagari ni Graffiti (雨上がりにグラフィティ^?, "Graffiti After the Rain") - 4:47
Gunjo Kurage (群青海月^?, "Ultramarine Medusa") - 4:26

5th album-DAZE & HOPE

Shissou (疾走^?, "Sprint") - 3:55
Fly again, hero - 3:28
Itto Ryodan (一刀旅団^?, "One-Sword Brigade") - 0:25
One Drop of Tear - 3:32

6th album-Signal 004

Drag On - 4:39
Aoi Juusou (蒼い銃創^?, "Blue Gunwounds") - 4:08
Mafuyu no Semi (真冬の蝉^?, "Midwinter Cicada") - 4:29

7th album-Always in My Heart

Katahiza no Yogore (片膝の汚れ^?, "Dirty Knee") - 3:18
I.O.J.F.K (intro) - 1:07
I.O.J.F.K - 3:28

8th album-new dawn

HEKIREKI - 4:09
My Idea - 3:46
Rashin (羅針^?, "Compass")- 4:25

original info of Last Alliance from wikipedia.Last Alliance
dewa dewa minna-san

wassalam

actually not my last~

2010-08-22T05:14:00.000-07:00

Minna salam and konbawa~

it's been a while~ do you miss me? lol
now that I have two blogs~
and I haven't update this blog, since
I had my exam, but now my exam is already
finished~YEA!! XD

it's a week I have my fasting~
and my weight is going down
well just a little bit, it's a effort
anyway~
my June exam results is out
and the outcome...not really good (-=-)
I dunno how to tell parents..but
sooner or later my parents will know

which makes me really nervous
and I know my parents will scold me...
so I have to do well in my oct/nov O level exam
wow~ am so unlucky, sigh~

also my maths test gone really bad too
I mean I did well during my mid-year
but my qualifying was really hard
but I shouldn't use the term "hard" cause
there's no such thing is "hard" so I must study hard~

but right now am still thinking about my results....

dewa dewa minna-san

wassalam

Moving out

2010-06-14T16:35:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamulaikum and ohayo

am moving out to my new home

this is my address!~
http://mystories-mash.blogspot.com/

I welcome you guys~(^-^)

wassalam

Walkaton at Lumut

2010-06-12T20:16:00.000-07:00

minna assalamualaikum and konchiwa

ano nee, I just got back from the walkaton
I went there with my family, I was pretty shock
cause the people are waiting for us
cause dad was the guest of honor, and by entrance
they open the door for us, nice~

and I upload some pictures~:D

this is went we all start walking~WALK!

the place was really quiet, my guess lots still in their beds

the weather seems fine~so blue~(^-^)

the people are walking~

when ever I pass by, I saw the same flower, that's the flower

there's a jog sign~

all we do is walking and rockin~(lol)

it seems it's going to rain soon (O.O)

then they given out drinks~thirsty~

dewa dewa ja minna-san

wassalam

is it 3 days more?

2010-06-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

minna assalamualaikum and konbawa~

I miss them so much~
I will meet them soon~
this 14th~
everyone will be there!! and
I hope I won't be crying

cause I'll be...blush all over..
wah~am blushing already~lol
tambah lg mereh muka ku~

dewa dewa minna mata ne~

wassalam

YUI good-bye days

2010-06-09T10:47:00.000-07:00

minna assalamualaikum and konbawa

just a while I read my friend's post
it about "taiyou no uta (drama)"
then I remembered, the time I watched
taiyou no uta (movie) I cried watching~
then I remembered YUI song good-bye days..

wassalam

Konbawa desu~

2010-06-09T09:32:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa~

it's been so long~
I haven't post anything since
hm..since, the last time I posted (lol)
I've been busy, with studying, exams, chores
so I haven't have time to post anything..
and I was totally blank, I mean can't think
of anything~

anyway

now it's school holiday~
and um so lots thing I want to do!
first! I want to meet my friends!!
man I miss them dearly~
just a while ago I check aca blog
she replied, "...on the 14th"
means hang out somewhere~~!! XD

but I dunno where the location??
aca told me zee send something at
my inbox in facebook, but..
I rarely open it anymore~
besides...
I decided to delete it~
sorry guys~(;_;) I guess it's hard for
me to contact them except using msg
and call through phones, right?

and the 18th
am going somewhere again~
I told my mum already about it!
if I told her about qilah is taking
me somewhere with the others
she don't have to worry, myb
cause of transport? mum no need
to send me~ relax mummy (-.-~)

oya oya

school uniform needs to be iron
soon as possible!!
so that I don't need to worry when's
it comes for open school~ kya~XD

but not now~ it's already late
and am still on the laptop~
get it? "still on the laptop" lol
I crack myself up! haha

o and my homework needs to be done
it's not much~ just Bio paper 2
just one paper~ and BM that I haven't
finished but 'cher decided
it to be a homework instead~

I shorten teacher to cher

anyways minna~ gtg

ja ja mata nee

wassalam

Happy Birthday MUM!

2010-05-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum

today is my mum's b'day!
happy birthday mum!
have a healthy year mum!!

um sorry for the late delay..(--")

dewa dewa ayusumi-nasai!

wassalam

SCANDAL-Taiyou to Kimi ga Egaku STORY

2010-05-24T15:21:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and ohayo

minna! minna! SCANDAL new song~
the PV is really nice~ no wait...it's ROCKIN!!
haha~!! XD
u guys better watch it!

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wassalam

YUI [Tonight] preview~

2010-05-17T19:03:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and ohayo~

here are the preview~LISTEN!!

http://www.sonymusic.co.jp/?70002664_SRCL-7271&70002664_SRCL-7271_02SFL

Happy B'day~! 17

2010-05-17T17:44:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and ohayo gozaimasu!

2 days ago was a very special day!(for me)
it was my 17th birthday~
i want thanks to my friends and the people
who sent me greetings and the presents too~ arigato nee!
it was just yesterday I had my first walk
and learn to talk...haha (jokes)

I celebrate my birhtday with my family
I ate choclate cake and pizza~
o the pizza~ dad&mum bought 3 boxes!XD
and we finished it all~ we're a big family

I feel bad, cause my friends were to invite
to my friend's house but I can't go
cause I have tution on sunday~(sigh~)
and they're going to Dee's house too
I haven't seen her in a long time...);

ha~

what's else? hm, I guess that's it?
n'way arigato minna~!

dewa mata nee~

wassalam

YUI [Tonight]

2010-05-14T10:46:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and ohayo gozaimasu

did you guys know already?!
YUI new song [Tonight]
the song is a ROCK SONG!!
yea for YUI-san
can't wait for it to come out!
don't you??

I mean just a months ago
YUI [to Mother]
now her latest song
is coming out~ soon!

you guys should hear the
preview~

dewa mata nee

wassalam

I did my best~

2010-05-14T10:38:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and ohayo gozaimasu~

I had my result already~
that is mid-year exam!!
I did well~I guess?? lol
but I got no.2 out of 27~
but all my marks are mostly 50+

Here are my results!

Maths-50% (almost~)
Combine Science-55%
English Language-58%
Bahasa Melayu-48% (my bad)
IRK-75% (yea~)

MY OVERALL MARKS-58%

well, at least I did my best!
I did study with all my might,
which is rare for me~
I didn't study last minute
well until a week or so
I feel want to study~

anyway that's all~

dewa dewa

mata nee

wassalam

Change!

2010-05-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa~

guys I change it!
but I change into simple...
but I did change it though~
it's a little but different then last time~
desho? desho?

maybe some u guys didn't saw it
but I can't find the "Design"
I want to do it again but I just
can't find the "Design" my guess
they haven't install it yet?~huhuhuhu

o well...(--")

dewa dewa minna-san

mata nee~

wassalam

New blog!

2010-05-06T10:29:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and ohayo gozaimasu

tada~ dou? my brand new blog?
I change it into something new!
I got bored so I thought I add
something to the blog
and I saw the"design" so I had to click it
so it turn out like this~

I got really excited doing so~lol
it got a cool feeling~
not to dark but just bit red everywhere
haha what am saying?

so yea...

haha but I love it!! it's look
wonderful indeed! am so happy by looking
at it! but I'll try to do it even better!
when I about change again it didn't work
my guess is they still working it out with
new setting nee? ja shouganai na~?

dewa dewa mata nee

wassalam :)

Hakuouki fan

2010-05-05T10:41:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa

ano nee~ am a Hakuouki fan~ haha
actually I got really fond to the anime!
because the anime is new! and am still waiting
for the subs episode 5 and epsiode 6
I don't even care if it's raw~ lol
a crazy fan here~I don't care

man the storyline is really getting excited
I mean I want to know who's exactly
chiziharu (the main girl character)
with other hot guys~ really they really
is hot~I mean smexy
haha I got this word form youtube when
I read the comment when this one
user said "smexy~" I was kind a "...what's smexy?"

In the end I like the word~pretty much
anyway u guys could be Hakuouki fan
the anime is Ichiban! for young girls out there
you girls will love it! a girl and I loving it!
well,the anime is from a game

I found out about the anime
when I was searching for latest anime
in [chia-anime.com]. They upload new anime
and I saw [Hakuouki] and I said "looks interesting"

so yea~lol

and I fell on love with Hakuouki~
if the next episode isn't out yet
I watched fan made Hakuouki
really fun to watched!! in youtube
you know I was surprised! I mean
the bad character Kazema-san
is in the lovey-dovey too, with chiziharu?!
sorry for kazemaXchiziharu fans
am just surprised that's all, REALLY!
please no hard feelings~(>O<'')

but I still don't know all of the characters name!
urgh! I will remember their name! kya~
oyea~ when I was searching and seraching
of course [Hakuouki] wikipedia
and it's not much but he spoil is when I saw
its an 12 epsiode anime. I mean [12 epsiode]?!

I hope I look at wrong...(-_-")

dewa dewa mata nee~

wasslam

have to get it done...!

2010-04-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konichiwa~

finally~ my mid-year exam end! BUT
I haven't took my maths 2 exam~
cause that time I took English oral, and
so I'll be taking it tomorrow! wah~
and I have to pay the Nov/Dec 'O' level exam too
I have to pay it before 12 o'clock in the afternoon!
kya~!! XD lols

well that's all~

wassalam

YUI to mother

2010-04-27T23:40:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konichiwa~

ano nee~ YUI yes YUI-san's [to Mother]~
the song is beautiful, it's really nice~ here are the lyrics

Datte anata itta janai
Namidagoe utsumuita mama

Uso mo tsukenakunattara
Ikite yukenakunaruyo to

Aisarete itai to omou kara
Donna itami datte
Waratte miseta ah ah

Kanashimi tte
Atashi hitori dake nara
Kotaerareru no ni

Yasashisa tte
Zankoku yo ne?

Kokoro made kokoro
Midareru mono

Zutto isshoni itai kedo
Kirai na toko ga fueru hibi

Nitamono doushi nanda yo ne?
Wakaru you na ki mo shitteru

Aishiaeru hito ga dekita no
Sonna hi ga kureba
Kawareru kana ah ah

Kou sette
Mahou mitai ni
Hikaru itekurenai kedo

Nikushimi tte
Sasai na surechigai deshou?
Nakanaide

Taka ga unmei nante
Kaete yukerun datte
Ie wo tobidashite yoru ni naita

Dare mo inai kouen no benchi de
Mukae ni kitekureru no wo matteita muka

Kanashimi tte
Yorisoeba izuku to naku
Atatakakute

Yasashisa tte
Kawa ni areba fu to
Amaete shimau mono

Nee
Shiwase yo shiawase
Tabun
Atashi

Anata ga
Itan dakara

Preparing for exam~(T.T)

2010-04-06T08:35:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa~

ok~ I haven't yet continue about "I had fun"
but I'll do that later...but right now I have a very
important to post~ I did tell I having my mid-year exam
somewhere in my post...anyway, within
hm..5 days! I'll be sitting for mid-year exam~

and my oral and my May/June 'O' level exam~

yea...yup ahem! that's all~
haha not much though

dewa minna! mata nee

wassalam

I had fun :)

2010-03-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa~

Today and yesterday~ I had fun
cause yesterday I go out on a date with
my best friends!! I miss them surely and really
am so happy that I finally met aney~ I miss her!!
D (sigh~) why did u go to the mall when we
were going to Giant! don't u miss us?? huhuhu

I want to upload some pics but somehow
the upload is not working! watta..(T=T)
I was like so excited yesterday, the whole day
going out, feels like a fill trip~ I woke up early
of course pray suboh, it was 6:10 am, thank
goodness I made in time, I was so damn tired
even though I already set the alarm and I kept
hearing the alarm over and over I tried to woke
up, but then I sleep again?! and the strangest thing
is that I dream I had my prayer already?
I was like "ok...?" but thank goodness my lil sis
was there to woke me up, so like yea..

of course after I woken up, I do some chores then
qil call me to get ready, so I did but she was late
and I was where is she? and I thought are we actually going?
and qil called again they will be a little late and kak tikah
was there too cause she's driving
and ok~ so I ate some breakfast first then they
came~ and off we go to amal's

when we got there we qil and kak tikah
said we should have some free drinks at
amal's house, so yea~ she gave us cold tea
and we have a little chat and off we go~
to tim's house, last time we went there
and we're going there but tim wasn't at home at
the time we got there, so qil said we should go to
yayasan cause to meet nurin at the others.

so we just went on praying zuhor
after we done our prayer amal want to do some video
for her blog so ok~ we're going to be the actress~
haha and move on we had our lunch and lookin around~
oya I bought a novel too is called "Mekar Sakura Di Mimbar Cinta"
of course it tells about muslim too

anyway, after lunch kak tikah want to go
to oil station, cause the car was low in fuel
and finally to tim's house~ her room is already painted!
it's blue, blue like the sky, blue like the sea haha
we wait for tim to get ready and off we go~

Next to aney's house~ omg I miss her lh
cause I haven't meet her since...well in years!!haha
well I did contact her, in facebook and in her blog
but I actually met her face to face!! aney~
when we got there and aney was like shock cause
well her house was a mess and we told her we wait
for her and we went to her house and very shocking our
old picture during our khatam and looking at ot
I was so sad~ cause if only I didn't change my clothes.

anyway, the only left is Dee! but she was at the mall
but we told go to Giant but she told us go to the mall
and we like go to Giant! and she was like NO! mall
and like no~ GIANT!! and then she can't come to Giant
and we don't want to go there, I went shopping for pants
just 9.99 BND and kak tikak bought us drinks oya we went our
asar prayer at Giant's surau. And so end with our date~

first we sent aney but first we took lots of pictures
just outside her house lols~ we hug and kisses,
assalamualaikum and waalaikumsalam at each other
wave at aney and next tim she have to
go to her tution and and we just went on with praying magrihb
at tim's house~ and her mum asked kak tikah if it's ok
to send tim to her tution so ok~ at Gadong! OMG
near to the MALL~ maybe Dee is still there?
we say assalamualaikum and walaikumsalam
and salam, salaman~

finally us~ amal and me but qil want to
go to fixed her phone somewhere but the shop was closed
but before that we went pray ishyak at Masjid sengkurong
we went to Makro and the place was sunyi and my
guess is it's late we went second floor lots nice clothes
there was a skirt and I want to buy it but my money
is not enough~ huhu maybe some other time

then take amal home then me~

minna gome nee! I'll have to continue next time
cause it's a very long story~ sore kara mata nee~(-_-)

wassalam

very nice and interesting

2010-03-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamualaikum and konbawa

actually tonight, me and my family was suppose
to be going out watching movie. At first, we we
planing to watch "Alice in wonderland" but my big brother
said "hm, no let's watch something else.." so we looked at the
newspaper, nothing interesting~ so big brother suggest,
"let's wait for "dragon" to come out and watch that."
so yea, no watch movie tonight...(sigh~)

I wonder why big bro don't want to watch
Alice in wonderland? I didn't asked...
my mum went out and bought satay~
it's been so long we never eat satay~
yea goat satay~ hahahaha

oya I found something nice and interesting to read~(^-^)
these days I've trying to find any interesting books to read
then it click me that my dad likes to buy books and
he will put at the bookshelf and I was like searching and
looking~ and I found so many!! right now am reading
"AJAIB, ANEH & MENCUIT HATI"

"Buku ini memaparkan kumpulan cerita ajaib, aneh dan mencuit hati, mengandungi 4 siri. Kisah-kisah yang terkandung di dalamnya dipetik daripada kehidupan para sahabat dan ulama sehingga semua ceritanya merupakan kisah benar belaka. Sesungguhnya setiap kaki melangkah dalam mencari hikmah, sering berjumpa dengan berbagai peristiwa yang membawa mesej kebenaran menghiasi setiap hati dan peribadi para kekasih Allah, sehingga peristiwa benar yang Allah limpahkan itu untuk dijadikan renungan dan pengajaran. Maka akan banyaklah ditemui berbagai peristiwa aneh, ajaib yang dapat mengusik minda."

true story and very interesting~ too bad

it's version 2 I can't find version (-_-")

maybe it's there somewhere in the bookshelf

calling me "mahirah...mahirah.." haha

that's kind a scary~(OoO)

and another one

"KISAH-KISAH LUCU"

"Dalam menghadapi berbagai aktiviti, adakalanya manusia sampai pada tahap kejenuhan sehingga minda manusia menjadi letih. Ketika itu akan terasalah bahawa terlalu sukar bibir kita untuk tersenyum sehingga wajah kita kelihatan muram dan tidak bersemangat. Di antara salah satu cara untuk menghilangkan kelesuan dan wajah yang muram itu adalah dengan sesuatu yang lucu dan menggelikan hati.

Begitu juga dalam kehidupan sehari-hari banyak majalah-majalah lucu diterbitkan untuk mengisi ruang-ruang fikiran yang terlalu letih untuk bekerja. Semuanya itu membuktikan bahawa perkara yang lucu dan menggelikan hati itu dapat memberikan motivasi kembali dalam diri setiap individu. Rasulullah SAW juga pernah tersenyum kerana sikap lucu yang dilakukan oleh sahabat baginda.

Begitu juga buku 2002 Senyum - Himpunan Kisah-kisah Lucu Jilid 2 yang ada di tangan anda ini, mengandungi kisah-kisah benar yang terjadi pada masa silam. Buku ini terdiri dari 7 siri. Semoga dari kisah itu akan melahirkan seulas senyuman yang dapat menjernihkan minda anda, insya Allah."

somehow this book caught my eye cause
this story contain stories about our Prophet
Nabi Muhammad SAW smile cause of something
funny, I smiled~ you guys will also smiled or laughed
if u read this too (>o<) but too bad I found out
it's version 2~huhu where is version 1???

o well~

ja minna mata nee!!

wassalam

it's holiday~ and yet...

2010-03-21T11:01:00.000-07:00

Minna assalamu'alaikum~ and ohayo gozaimasu!

ano nee~it's holiday~ sorry if it's bit late to say my greeting
oya the shocking is that..I'll be taking the mid-year exam!
like my best friend said I shouldn't be (sigh~) about it
and I should be hyper about it!! thanks best friend!
I'll keep that in mind~ anyway, am processing well in
my studies, and yea i did some studying...SO?
are you saying am a nerd now that am into books?!!
haha just kidding~ I was just foolin' around~ (^=^)

also teacher give homework~ huhuuhuhu
I have to do it~ and sir told us english will be on the 12th of april
and yea~ he told us to read lots of english novel, also
to watch movies without subs~
so much to read~ today I have to chemistry next~
have to understand carefully~kukukuku
Gerururu~

hm~ I guess that's it~ not much to say....

ja minna mata nee~

wassalam

Annoyed...pressure...stress...DX

2010-03-11T09:20:00.000-08:00

Minna salam~ and konichiwa~

ano nee! I got really annoyed! well, that was a while ago~
cause I know we must not get angry that is little nor that is big,
so I have to be patience! like in peribahasa "sabar macam Nabi"
so yea~

anyway, during the afternoon I went to school
of course~ during period two I have a lot time to spare
cause period two I have no class to enter to,
so me and my friends went to our
usual place, the libary~ we promised we do our homework together~
chemistry and physics~ man I was really stress out with the subjects
even my friends trying to figure the answers also went 'puffff~'
u'know like ur soul just come out from ur head means ur already half dead
lols~(>=<)

chemistry we manage to anwer some and lots more to answer...
I have to do it or else I get scold by the teacher, but
I think it's all right? cause if u don't understand, just ask teacher, right?
looking my notes makes even more stress out...can't figure out
the answer even make me go crazy!! live all blank makes even more!!
wah~!!!!!!! (=_='')

my head is going to burst in anytime~ I just know it...
even during english I was pretty damn tried~
I keeeep on yawning~ well it's because sir is teaching us!
sir always never fails to make his students
fall asleep~ I kept looking at my watch~ not yet 4:30 pm?
telling the watch to move quickly but
I tried not to fall asleep~ cause it'll be noticeable
cause am sitting in front row~

so yea~

and th foe exam is so near! and am already feel so
stress with a lot of pressure!! huhuhuhu~D'X
I have to do well in my June exam
plus my 'O' level exam!!! I have to work harder~!!! gambatte mash!!XD

ja minna mata nee~

wassalam

Bla bla bla 2.5

2010-03-08T19:14:00.000-08:00

Minna! salam~ and konichiwa~

as u can see from the tittle...
that is the very obvious cause it's an tittle
and that'll be first to see and yea...
anyway am just bored and I want to update my blog~
it's been weeks I didn't post anything...well cause I was well,
I don't know what to post ler~

later I have to get for school~

anyway...

bla bla bla 2.5

end...

ja mata nee~

wassalam

Bla bla bla 2

2010-03-04T12:13:00.000-08:00

Minna! Salam~

anyway~ yesterday I have a story ler~haha
as u can see from the tittle...I can't figure what
tittle I want to type? so I thought "Bla bla bla 2"
makes a perfect fit~ lols

ok2 yesterday afternoon~ I go to school~
macam biasa u go to school and learn~
my Thursday subjetcts is "Maths& Eng"
Maths cg.Asimah kh tu? we have test on
Algebra~ and the class was so silent...but
of course~ if the class was like noisy how we concetrate??

and next subject~ "Geo" I didn't take Geo
cause already have 'O' in Geo so no thanks!
I don't want to make myself stress out with lots of subjects
to memories...just enough what I picked for June and Nov exam~
oya~ I just remember! Sir that teaches us Biology told us
we'll be sitting for mid-year exam~ and I was like
"WHAT?!! NOooooo~!!" hahaha~

but last year I didn't sit for my mid-year exam~
so I guess this year I'll be taking it~(sigh~)
anyway~ during Geo, me and my friends that didn't take
Geo go out~ we went to canteen first~ I BOUGHT a LEMON TEA
and then we went to the libary. After a long wait at the libary at it was
time for us to go back! (sigh~) my LEMON TEA WAS GONE!
I was shocked! my lemon tea that I bought like $1!
"who...take my lemon tea?" my friends was also shocked!
and I was even sadde-ER! but my friend's drink didn't been takin!
I was so freakin mad+sad, why her drink didn't been takin?
haha jahat aku mahu jua her drink kana ambil but
alhamdulillah her drink didn't been takin...

it was my only drink! and I was so thirsty
at that time and and it was $1 drink! who the freakin stole
my drink u ****** ******!!!! (sigh~)
am so totally pissed even to think about it...

English, Sir Ranald~ we learing comprehension.
Sir was angry yesterday~ cause the class was half
empty~ and us who are only left didn't stand up
u'know to give greeting~ sir was like
"what do u do, whenever teacher enter a classroom?"
and we all like "o yea.." and we stood up and give greeting
to sir. And the others that was late came back~
they were having their break~ cause during Geo
they didn't have any~

anyway...

after I got back from school!
I totally forgot about Asar prayer?!
how can I forgot asar prayer?!!
I was totally forgot asar prayer???!!!
o yea..I was lalai and I was watching tv
and not even noticing the time...(sigh~)
and I have to qhada~ I didn't like qhada
but I have to! so I can feel rest asure!
of after that I just went on with maghrib prayer~

so yea~

I was angry with my self for forgotting
asar prayer, and let out of my anger~
I think today post was kind like about
"I got pissed today" haha nice tittle though
anyway cause anger can make ur wudhu
nda sah, I wudhu again~of course,
went for my pray~

dewa minna! wassalam~

Ja mata nee~(^=^)

My feelings to tell :)

2010-03-02T12:38:00.000-08:00

Minna ohayo gozaimasu~and salam~

it's already morning and soon prayer
suboh will come~ am just bored and
want to check my blog~ man! I'm
so addictted to my blog now rather than checking
my facebook~(already bored with that...(T-T))

anyway~

this topic is about my "feelings"
so yea~ a minute ago I read my best friend
blog~(if ko terasa then it's you~haha)
she also active with her blog~ anyway
the post I was reading was about
"Make useful of it" (yup! is you allright! lols)
I didn't notice she post this~
so I was like "o? what this post about?" I read and read
until the end...so I guess this is about her~
u guys should also read~it's really
sad+cool=really great! lols

last year I was in KL and I being there
cause my dad's job~ and the whole family have the
come~ and yea~ pakn? ok returning to the
real topic...I heard she going to KL and
going for a holiday (this is when am still
living in KL) I was like "my best friend is
going to be in KL?! really? I miss her~" something like that~

and she told me her phone.no and I told
mine so I we can contact each other~
by the time about we about to meet...
"eyh? is that really her? who exchange my best friend
with a girl wearing hijab and closing her
that's lot allow to expose skins?. Who is this?"
but I didn't actually said that to her..I just in said it in
my mind~ but at the same time I was kind of happy
cause she's wearing hijab~ but she still
the girl I know&love~ cause she still have the aura
she have before I went to KL~ haha
(Jangan marah~ am telling the truth here~XP)

but u'know I'm still going back to
Brunei~ to continue going to school
of course! and to tell u the truth trying to
find a school was really hard for my parents
and my mum was really stress out! and I was
like feeling really bad cause I can't help
her~ only to ease her is doing my chores there~:)

at first my mum did find a school for
us~ BUT!! the public school we can but to
follow the rules that is our age that "I" have to go BACK to
form 4?! and NOT in form 5?! what the heck??
that's going to be a waste of time! and same
goes for my little brothers and my little sister
except for my big brother he can enter form 5 cause
of his age~ and my mum had to find another school for us to attend.
A private school! that's pays?! like even more expensive
an international school?! what the heck??

but too bad, me and my bro can attend
cause they going to have their exams soon
and we're like at the last minute?! can we even keep
up? if I knew if come to this I woundn't have
come to KL! besides at first before going
to KL I already gave my reply, I said "NO"
but mum said I have too cause my dad worry us
so yea I felt kind of guilty..but still
my future was depending on it!! but that was
a long time ago! (well it was last year...)

so yea I return to Brunei with my mum
and my bro to continue our study in
Hasan and I guess I can say I keep up
a litte~ during 'O' level exam
really bad! I got only 2 'O's......ok end that

returning to the girl I mention...
actaully she also change me! before
I wasn't really strong on doing my prayers! masya'allah~
and I was pretty malas at doing chores
like u'know if mum calling my name over&over again
I get annoyed and I don't want to do it..
am really sorry mum!! cause we don't hired a maid.
my mum sometimes sleep late and have to wake up early
doing the cooking for breakfast,
that time she working too hard she got a nose-bleed
I was shocked! and I was about to cry...but I hold it in...
and whatever am doing my chores I just think of mum~
so she can have a lot of rest~ mum don't worry! am here
for u!! and so now I got really use to it~ as u can read my
recent post~ I kept telling~lols
but it's really damn tired~ but at least am doing my chores...
but u'know "syurga adalah di bawah tapak kaki ibu"
so yea~(^-^)

the good part is that I already used to wear hijab.
I think it was the time I transfer to Hasan
and I start to feel really unsecure when
am not wearing hijab, so yea~ it happens!
before I was like open my hijab and show my hair and like
guys looking... OMG! why did I expose my hair??!
(already a sin...sigh~(T=T))
well that was before..of course now I already used
to it~:D but I didn't really...ahem..like..u'know,
praying..masya'allah~ well that was BEFORE!!
I can't believe I don't really like praying..
(again a sin..sigh~(-=-))
cause I know who manipulate us Muslims
not for doing so! of course they really damn happy
for us Muslims not doing what is told to do.

my little brother told me they will be like
laughing to whole year! omg! so scary even to think
about it...

so I got the influence from my best friend
for doing my prayers everday~ I wish
got the of influence in studying...
of course how I wore my clothes when am out~
I still wearing jeans, and I want to change how I wore
by just simply wore a long skirt+not tight shirt or maybe baju kurung?
simple right? besides tight jeans+T-shirt is an exposion of our body figure
because besides guys can still see? what's the point of wearing it?

of course at school I also try to be careful~
like my hand, I mean my sleeves not long
enough to close where part of skins not allow
to expose! (if u'know what I mean?) so I ask my mum if she
have the "sarung tangan" of course she have~
I always wear it~ even so the sleeves is long
enough I still wear the "sarung tangan"
(sorry I just can't think of english translation? lol)

also,
I want repay all the sins that I've done!
cause if all my sins are cleared the lesser my
punishment to be given or maybe no punishment at all?
and all the slumber in the grave like heaven~
sometimes I fear Alah S.W.T but sometimes I love Allah S.W.T
but still that's a good thing~right? that way u fear&love
Him the more u want to do the "perkara-perkara yg wajib
di lakukan" so yea~

and so thats my feelings to tell~

of course I give great thanks to my best friend for influencing me this much~:)

May Allah send His blessing to us all~ amin!

dewa minna wassalam~mata nee! :D

Bla bla bla

2010-03-02T00:18:00.000-08:00

Minna konichiwa~ as in good afternoon~

I just got back from school~ because I got
class in the afternoon, I always go to bed late
plus I got laundry to wash first and maybe still
dishes needed to be wash~ so yea...and after that
I wanted to check my blog and check if anime
that I wanted to watch is already out or not!
but it's out~ "Hanamaru Youchien" finally~
episode 8 with subs~ love the anime~ why?
cause very unique! usually every anime ending theme song
is like over&over but after couple of episodes passed they
changed but "Hanamaru Youchien" is totally different~
every each episode have different ending theme song!
so I thought~ "wow~" haha lols!

so yea~I'm an animefreak! so what~
Japanese animation is Ichiban! honto ni sugoi~
and their manga too~ I love Amano Akira artwork!
the one she's working on is "katekyo hitman reborn!"
I mean her's about mafia with powers~ where did she
get this idea? well I have tons~ and maybe someday
I can create my own! my own ideas in a manga! a.k.a
like comics but different~ to make my dream to come
true, I have to finish my studies and got a schoolership
and find a colleage that teach animation or manga.
Maybe in Japan? amin~

dewa minna~wassalam~

mata nee! (>o<)

At Home

2010-03-01T00:24:00.000-08:00

Hey minna~

actually am pretty tried~ cause of the chores!
my mum is in KL right now~ and mostly all the
work is me??!! I just can't stand it, if the jobs isn't
done, is just makes me really annoyed inside!
like "why the dishes are all pile up at the sink?" or
"why isn't the laundry isn't in the washing machine??"
or "why is there a dirt on the floor??" oh my god!

but the time I washing the dishes, I heard from the
radio saying "everyday must exercise to keep our perfect
fit!. For those who can't do hard exercising, doing the house-work
at home is more likely a exercise too! everyday doing the laundry
can also be an exercise!". I said to myself, (wow~) haha~lol

today I didn't go to school~ cause of the cooking wasn't ready!
and stupid part is~ I left the oven heat on, and the chicken
is still inside, at time I went to shower AND LEFT THE OVEN RUNNING
and why the **** did left the BBQ CHICKEN!! oh~the
beautiful bbq chicken~NO~!!!! I so feeling down...
so sayang man~ I mean sayang like the chicken the WHOLE
chicken BURN?? I left it~ why did I forgot my chicken~huhuhuhu

it was already perfect and I left it! it suppose to be for
lunch~ sayang rezeki, and I think pretty the chicken are
crying cause they can't be eaten...BURN!! who want a burn
chicken?? huhuhu~then I quickly get the other chicken in
the freezer, I put in water to melt the ice, but my brother arrived
already~no!!!!!!! (I said to myself) I feel pity for my brother he
want a BBQ chicken and I burn it!!! huhuhuu D;

but I boil some hot water so I can defrost the chicken
and I decided I just cook a fried chicken and some vegetabeles
also heat up yesterday soup, and some sambal I made last week
(I put it the refrigerator to keep it cool~)
ha~ I started to love cooking~ love to look some recepie
from my mum's~ the time I spent at KL I learn to cook~
and cutting the chicken at first time was really damn ok!

wait, I think am out topic~ actually because
I didn't go school cause lunch wasn't ready and
so I told my dad just today I don't have to go,
but tomorrow I have to~ even my english not even
finish yet...(sigh~) u'know I should be pissed cause
my ADIK-BERADIK can't even appreciate
the chores!! urgh! every time I think about mum
doing the chores I guess I pretty damn sure know how
my mum felt! even my back hurts! I feel like an old lady..haha..ha

I check amal post~ always interesting her post
of course about our religion "Islam/muslim"
whatever amal have a new post I got to read it~
her latest post is about "grey hairs" I thought to myself
"hmm.." (actually I wasn't thinking anything when am
about to read her post..(T_T) ) but anyway after I read
all of it....WHAT??!! and OMG!! REALLY??? (of course
u guys imagining my face how I freaked out? lols)

and I was thank goodness amal post this~
I not gonna pull mum's grey hairs anymore! cause
it's makruh! and the times I pull my mum's grey hairs...
(why even need to pull grey hairs?? isn't it mean that
you going enter that age?? old age I mean) from the post
amal written now I understand why we're given such hair
don't know how it turn that way but I guess we muslims

only to believe. From the hadis

Dari Abu Hurairah, Rasulullah shallallahu'alaihi wa salam bersabda

"Janganlah kamu mencabut uban kerana uban adalah cahaya pada hari kiamat

nanti. Siapa saja yang beruban dalam Islam walaupun sehelai, maka

dengan uban itu akan dicatat bagikan satu kebaikan, dengan uban itu

akan menghapus kesalahan, juga dengannya akan ditinggikan derajat. " (HR. Ibnu
Hibban dalam Shahihyan. Syaikh Syu'aib Al Arnauth mengatakan bahawa

sanad hadits ini hasan)

(copy&paste~sory mal nda pa2 kn? :))

so yea~ and true, it's all true~ so better

explain to mum and dad, no pull that grey hairs!

it's MAKRUH! and explain~yup~ tagur jangan di

tagur~:D

dewa minna~wassalam

mata nee~

(I should give salam:D)

Hey

2010-02-23T22:55:00.000-08:00

Hey minna~

ano nee~ I was bored and I went search for a
anime~ any anime~ I found Nodame Cantabile Finale~
Durarara!! episode 8 is not out yet! also Hanamaru Youchien
episode 8!!! osoi yo! but I don't have a choice I have to wait
for the subs~ well today I watched bleach episode 258 and
check youtube I type 2NE1~ I miss them~ they
going to perform soon~ wah~XD can't wait!

their latest songs "try to copy me" for corby cf but
I think they gonna make an MV out of it~
I also going to busy with studying and stuff~
guys pray for me to pass the exam and to work hard!!
oya! I was very nervous watching this korean drama
called "master of study" they we're like going to have
a exam "maths" looking at it making me so damn nervous
I kept on screaming~lols and my mum was there
"kenpa ko eyh, cam ko pulang kn periksa?"
hahaha it was notice able~ I got into panic mode~

of course I start to study little by little~
so I guess it's processing well...yokatta nee~
am happy for myself~lol

dewa minna-san~

mata nee~;D

1s day of school (during afternoon)

2010-02-22T02:36:00.000-08:00

Minna konbawa~

I just got back from school
(well tdi pulang sdh tu~)
n'way I came to school to check
which my class is?? I saw my name~
"Siti Mahirah Binti Ali" o~ nama ku tu!

I'll be in 5 R-2~ u'know the
funny thing is that da 2 girls ani kenal
aku~ but aku nda kenal~ hahaha
n'way we when to the hall to
hear teacher's speech~ da Cg.Mary~
wuuuuu~lols~cigu2 check rambut, kuku..
u'know the same rules~ da tia cg.fadilah~

told us to be careful when around with the
7 year kids~ cigu cakap durang tu msih kanak2
kata cigu, cigu nampak durang main carah~
hahaha lama dh ku nda main~lols
n'way ku kana marah jua sal kuku ku~
well nda pulang kana marah just told to
stay and write my name then papat my kuku~
kata cigu nya, "mau papat tarus atau balik?"
we all decided we just cut our nails~

after that I went pray zuhor sal ku balum
smbhyg~ and I when wudhu first and
when to the to surau~ first time went there~
and the place stink! I mean REALLY!!
after prayer I went to copy my period table,
and went to my class~ my classmate safe me a
seat~ tapi! d dapan?!! I said to myself, "o well"

my first day was okey, but kmi balum lg belajar
even tomorrow is holiday and at wed kmi nada class
so on thurs, oya da period english~ cigu Ranald
he talk and talk at front, nevertheless he make the whole class
quiet~lols and oya the shocking part is IRK cigu azrul ajar kmi~
no!!! OMG cuba cigu hardi, don't know why if
cg hardi ajar cam ku mau belajar~ siuk rasa nya~lols

but I was happy I feel not too lonely, with
Ain, an, rauzah or was it fauzah? not yet hafal
nama durang~I have one year to repeat and when that's all
over, I really want to enter PTEK!! amin~

dewa minna!

mata ne~XD

Ohayo gozaimasu~

2010-02-21T16:58:00.000-08:00

Minna ohayo~

my little brother's homework~
he want me to help him~ actually
it was last night~ I want to post it right
away! but my other little brother is using the laptop
so I have to wait for tomorrow~(sigh)

anyway~ it was finished yesterday
so thank goodness~ when ever I help my
brother is very..how u say the time I done
when I was primary 2~ the book I never
seen ever since then~ kind of feeling?
hahaha

u'know~ my class will start in the
afternoon~ wah~!!XD
I dunno what to feel??
exited or nervous...at the same time??
but I want to get my result soon as possible!!
and enter PTEK!!! lambat jua eyh~D;

dewa minna~

mata ne~:D

The Annoying Orange

2010-02-20T00:23:00.000-08:00

so funny man!XD

konichiwa~

2010-02-18T00:37:00.000-08:00

konichiwa minna~

I start to like watch "Hanamaru Youchien"
the anime is really lovely~ with a heart and warm
colour are using for anime and with comedy, romance
mixed into it~ very fun to watch.
Anyway, as u all know am still waiting for school to come
and it'll be on the 22nd of febuary~ I'll be taking
in the afternoon~ and plus I have to do the chores
around the house~ (sigh) the annoying part is that my
sister is too lazy even to iron her own school uniform!
well I'll may say it..."im used to it~"

Even asking for help is really tiring~ so I usually
just do it on my own~ but my mum will scold me
cause she looks at me am doing all the chores like when
am about to get the laundry outside...she told not to,
and tell your brother to do it~ but my brothers and my lil sis
da tolong~ like washing the dishes if they feel like it.
I hope my big bro work hard and avoid video games
when we started going to school on monday and also tution~

I know my bro is smart cause during our elementary days
he always beat with the grades! but when the video games and
internet are in the way, he gets more to it then studying so
am so so worried! but with the help with my parents scolding I know
my bro will eventually want to study really hard!!! gambatte onii-san!

when I pass 'O' level exam O want to join my friends
soon as possible! besides I don't want to be left behind!
maybe if I can after 'O' and 'A' level I want to study aboard!
cause is one of my dream to study aboard! I know I'll be
alone, but I also I'll be experiencing it as a young adult~
even that I can make my parents proud!

and maybe I'll get my dream job!! amin dapat~ AMIN!!

dewa minna-san~ mata nee~(^-^)

trying to waste my time...

2010-02-17T09:01:00.000-08:00

Ohayo minna~

If ur asking why I said "ohayo~" well..
it's because it's already morning here~ lols!
anyway, I havent got to bed cause am not
tried so to losin up my boredness~ I surfing
the internet~ but the wave isn't strong so it's
kindda irritading!

right now am watching a new anime!
I just found out! it's called
"Hanamaru Youchien" it's about
a kindergarden teacher "male" and
first day of job, but he was overslept~
so he was late ler~ and then he met a little girl (alone)
so he asked her, she answer she's waiting for her mum~

but she was a little excited cause there once
she saw on tv when a guy hit on you it means
he likes u, but then she thought again, that she
and he just met so they can't be together~
lols she really cute if u guys watch it though and
and the other cutie lil kids~haha

also I was listening to yui's songs and watching
through her old MV~ and watch some YUIFAN
show some off their skills~ really cool!! XD

anyway right am at home and waiting for school~
I have to repeat though cause my grades are pretty
damn suck! so I got's to try my hardest!!
I just have to think this is my last chance!! and
so I can study hard enough~ and so...
my future is will be bright! I pray and pray
that I will study my butt off! I don't want to be lazy!
and caught the serious flu called "PM"
a.k.a "PENYAKIT MALAS" is very common flu
actually everyone could get this cause the work of
s**** or j** I don't like saying those guys!

even trying to say them... or think about them...
I usually spell it then say it.
Anyway, I could at least score 4 O's
cause good thing I have 2 O's!
im taking Maths, Combined Science, English,
at June exams~
and November exams yg optional IRK
yg lain mesti ambil~ dakara...
gambare-masu~!!!

dewa minna mata nee~!! (^-^)

My results

2010-02-06T16:01:00.000-08:00

Name:Siti Mahirah Binti Ali
Index no:BN113/0281

Art: B(ok I m happy in this part)
B.Melayu: D
combined science: D
English: D
Geography: C (cana buleh ku dpt ni??)
IRK: E
Maths: D
POA: U(andang nda ku suka jua)

dewa later minna~

S.A.S.A.K . ku msa ni! (-=-)

2010-02-06T15:29:00.000-08:00

wassup minna!

I had finally see it! with my own two eyes!
I see it!! yes it is! it is! THE RESULTS~!!!!
lapas sembhyg subuh tarus ku ke bawah
check the laptop down stairs, then
ku click here and there...yup! I see...

my results, was not ok ler...but I got my
confidence and see it with my own two eyes~
at least I got sumting?? Im happy that my art
is damn ok! cigu matassan suruh kmi target A or B,
den I got a B! and yea~ happy cigu ni~ even aca got an
A??! haha andang lawa jua art nya~(^^)

my girlfriends kmb doing allright~
msa atu I got a dream...that I looking for my name...
I have 2 O~ so I cnt believe it was true~
o well gambatte mash!! daijoubu!! (^^)~

next time I'll do my best!!!
heaven yea!! (usually people say h*** but
I thought myb thinking heaven is more nicer~)

ok2 minna gtg~

dewa mata nee~(T=T)

OMG!!! IS IT REALLY TRUE??!!!

2010-02-05T22:18:00.000-08:00

MINNA~~people!! first...WASSUP!!!

and...

I got a feeling...today is the day..
that t-to-tod-day i-is t-t-the re-sults~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!! I'm freakin scared right no~WAY~!!
hahahaha~Im just in my panic mode...

even Homer is in panic mode~lols

nooooo~ I dunno I can handle this~!!!
I don't wanna see the results!!!
but I wanna know too!!! what is wrong with me YO??!
ok...ok calm down mahirah~ I mean it'll be alright, right?

as I checked the Hasan's website saying...
"the result will be out today and be shown at 7 pm...insya'allah~"
watta maccoroni!!! It'll be ok!! it'sll be allright~
hahahahahahaha...ha~

dewa minna~

I'll tell u the details later bout the RESULTS!!!

ja mata nee~(=_=)

H1N1

2010-01-27T23:17:00.000-08:00

kalau ku ingat sal result atu...tambah g ku panik! baik th ku cari ceta cali yg membuat ku ketawa~ so I went to amal blog yg sal "The Best Compliment" so ku cari lg sal durng yg ceta2 yg lain~ and I found this very hillarious video~X'D makes me laugh also~ :) please watch! dari Akinari sendiri punya ngan kawan2 nya~

PANIC!!! is time already~??

2010-01-27T22:51:00.000-08:00

PEOPLE~!!! is it time already??

lot's keep saying is out already?!
and btw u'know the the paper
that was given to us time O level?
my mum accidently threw to the rubbish
and then...OMG??!!! kn nangis ku tarus...

but harap ja nda papa
I mean not using it at all~!!! omg am
already in my panic mode~!!! huhuhuhu
no one cnt help me this time~ wah~!!!
oya PTE katok yg mendaftar something2 like
that, amal told me...should I take it?
I dunno..I dunno

my friends said their going to school..
bhapa durang? ambil result? and my phone sim kad
is still inside the trunk..how can I ambil it???
cana kn ku call~ durang..but dapat pulng kai my mum's or dad's phone...
but still what should I DO??!!!

o gosh im still in panic mode~ Im scared I can't barely breathe~
I want to cry right now...what should I do..XO

dewa.....

later minna...D'X

XD

2010-01-24T22:33:00.001-08:00

What's the consequences?

2010-01-24T22:25:00.000-08:00

U'know I've been thinking and wondering...

U guys pretty sure know "balasan"?? (consequences
dari Allah to people whom done wrong~
but Allah will hopefully "balas" it for u..
but all u have to do just sabar and don't fitnah
people just yet, cause we dont who he/she
but you suspect it, that the person lh~(-_-)

n'way u guys ever think, like
if suddenly IF your stuff have stolen
do you guys ever think that is one of pembalasan
cause of what u done something wrong??
but u never think of it, but u
only think it's just EVERYDAY not UNUSUAL day like
kind of day, if u know I mean? (T=T?)

so maybe this is the consequences??
for ME or YOU have done very WRONG??!
so just to calculate right...you never know~uuuuu~(O.O)
wallahuwalam..

dewa~arigato~mata ne or later~:D

Diet Bon

2010-01-24T10:49:00.000-08:00

kimi tachi~ would u like to try??

(^-^)

dewa~mata ne~ or later! muah!

Im bored'da(8

2010-01-23T02:05:00.000-08:00

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monkey see monkey DON'T!!!!

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future carrier... thinking~

2010-01-23T01:52:00.000-08:00

wassup people~(-=-)

I've been wondering what I should do next...
but I haven't decided yet!! but my future is
depending on it~ I always thinking what should
be my carrier in the future~

I always wanted to be a dentist when I was a little girl...
somehow it change when I transfer to Katimahar~
there I met my friends from sekolah ugama
my friend Ratna whom love drawing
u'know like u'know melukis~
I got somehow like it and I wanted to do it also
so I search for unused notebook at try to draw like
how my drew, it turn out ok

And my friend saw me drawing and they wanted
to see it. They were amazed I drew, that time wasn't
really ok...n'way Ratna was also amazed and we got
the same interest, and my future somehow...change~
then I got addicted to it and I wanted make my drawing better

I started my own manga story like romace and comedy, action
supernatural, even my friends love reading it, also y B.M sir
reading it too~ there is when I like watch anime and reading manga
and Gempak and Utopia magazine I like to buy
well once to a while not always~

then started thinking what I wanted to be
in the future...

I have feeling I wanted to be manga-ka or
u know people do the animation~ wah~
so cool~ I wanted to draw anime stuff
that's what I love!!! Im a animefreak!!
I love Japanaese animation~ someday I will
go there, maybe got to see some studios how
work on it...wow so freakin' cool~ gagaga

n'way...tu ja

DEWA~! later or mata nee~

what are you all staring at?

2010-01-22T23:41:00.000-08:00

LOLS~
if you guys remember this,it's in tv3
iklan lh tu hahaha
I dunno who picture this??
even my brothers nda tau??
everyone ask one by one~
but we just laugh~ hahaha

lama pulang sudh ni~ but
I want share it with u guys~
lawa kn~?? hahaha

tu ja~

dewa~ minna arigato
mata ashita or later~(^-^)

C.N BLUE profile~(^-^)

2010-01-22T10:38:00.000-08:00

Lee Jong Hyun (이종현)

Japanese name: ジョンヒョン
Position: Guitarist, vocalist
Date of birth: May 15, 1990 (1990-05-15) (age 19)

[edit] Jung Yong Hwa (정용화)

Japanese name: ヨンファ
Position: Leader, vocalist, guitarist, rapper
Date of birth: June 22, 1989 (1989-06-22) (age 20)

On October 2009, Yonghwa made his acting debut as Kang Shinwoo in the successful Korean idol-drama, You're Beautiful.

[edit] Lee Jung Shin (이정신)

Japanese name: ジョンシン
Position: Bassist, rapper
Date of birth: September 15, 1991 (1991-09-15) (age 18)

[edit] Kang Min Hyuk (강민혁)

Japanese name: ミンヒョク
Position: Drummer
Date of birth: June 28, 1991 (1991-06-28) (age 18)

[edit] Former members

[edit] Kwon Kwang Jin (권광진)

Japanese name: 권광진
Position: Bassist, rapper
Date of birth: August 12, 1992 (1992-08-12) (age 17)

On October 17, 2009, drummer Min Hyuk posted a blog entry on their official Japanese blog site, stating that they will be recording with a new bassist named Jung Shin ^[1]. Bassist Kwon Kwang Jin left the band with no official statement as of yet.

yes2~ love them!!! U'know?
they R the first korean boy band that I like~
I mean the first wnt to know them more something like that...
well I do love big bang, 2pm, 2am, kim tae woo, MBLAQ, BEAST, and so on...
but I will became C.N BLUE fan!!! YEA~

dewa2 later!! XD

Gotta love this!!!

2010-01-22T08:10:00.000-08:00

people~ konbawa~ (^-^~)

I know is very late of me
to stay up late...but I just cant
resist not to t-type on the keyboard
besides im bored and I have nothing to do~

later~ I'll be at amal's house~
and there will be deciding wat to do
for tomorrow2 on sunday!! going out
here we go~!! XD

n'way...

I have something to confess...
that I love C.N Blue~!!!
who R u they u say~ they
are a new boy band!!! kya~
I got a crush at bass player, I havent
yet to know their names but as a newbie fan

I'll defientlly going to know!!! hahaha

lols~ hm...

I guess that's2 all people~

DEWA~later (+=+)

Daily days

2010-01-19T07:46:00.000-08:00

people! wassup~

u'know nothing happen...?
I mean nothing to do~ just
at home do some chores and stuff~
klu kn bjalan pn bureng jua~ p
msti my friend dtg~ klu nada bureng jua tu?!

n'way last week it was a
like raining~ payah kn jamur kain!! urgh!
but now its getting lesser~ yea~ hahaha

tiap hari cam biasa ja~
I do the laundry and wash the dishes,
cooking, fold the clothes, to my bed, yea...
same2 ja~

kn jua d kta kn bureng~ but at least
did something~ and waiting for my result
doki doki waku waku~ takut I!!!

ok2 so2 that's all~

DEWA2 later...

Im back~~ in BRUNEI~

2010-01-10T05:36:00.000-08:00

hey3 people~and wassup~!!

Im back...to my home sweet home~

loving it~ pa tan~

dewa2! gudnights and later~!! XD

YUI [GLORIA]

2010-01-04T17:53:00.000-08:00

Minna~I have a very good news~

u'know? YUI been busy recording
and the MV teaser is out!!!
its really cool~!! of course~XD

YUI [GLORIA]

Oya check out the MV teaser~

http://www.sonymusic.co.jp/Music/Info/yui-net/pop_movie/gloria.html

so cool~YUI-san :D

dewa~later~XD

very long long time...

2010-01-04T16:43:00.000-08:00

WASSUP people~

oya~Happy New Year!!!XD
lama pulang dh tu..at least
I gave my greetings~ LOLS
my first 2010 post-ing~hahha~

lama dh ku nda post-ing!
sal ilang tia internet and lagging tia~
huhuhu(-_-'')~kacau banar!
anyway I've been busy~cause im packing
up~ to go home to Brunei~

with couple of days I'll flew
back~ and meet my family and friends
bck home~ miss&love~:D

I;ve been traveling~ bukan ja
d KL ku holiday~ I went to...
Langkawi Island~( using a small areoplane~)
also to Singapore~using a bus!!!
very tiring...
but a least its a adventure of a life time~ uwah~XD

oya check it out~lookie2:D

my brothers at time square~

I saw P.Ramli picture~

it was Xmas~

a lil bit closer!

this is where we in a bus~going to Langkawi~
p.s my mum eating candy~cool mum~!XD

my brothers~

this when we arrived at our hotel

the hotel was skenhen~ but a least

we have a hotel~ my brother said

"napa hotel nya cam rumah nini? lawa lg rumah nini"

we all laugh hearing that~XD

as me and my family went sight-seeing~

we went to a small island called

"Beras Basah Island"

beautiful name~ this we about to go back

to our hotel~ as I saw a group of family

making a sand castle~:D

after dinner me and my family went there~

a giant birdy (eagle) as I saw the statue

it was GIANT and I thought of a pokemon~

u'know the legendary ones~ so I thought

"cani kali basar nya legendary pokemon...wow~"

if u guys saw it your self maybe u guys

is amaze as I do~;)

this is me and my family went to Singapore~

I saw this sign its said "Sims Ave"

I thought the game "SIMS" kya hahah XD

well that's it~

dewa~later!!

kimi ni todoke [Reaching you]

2009-12-17T03:07:00.000-08:00

Again~ hello~XD

people I cnt get
this out of my head~
a new anime is coming~
well there so many many
to come~

actually~a manga
that I recently been reading
at onemanga~kimi ni todoke~
very interesting story love comedy~
here's da picture~look look!!!

Short story~

"Kuronuma Sawako’s one wish in life is to make friends. That’s a difficult proposition when everyone who meets this high school student cowers in terror! She just wants to be like her classmate Kazehaya-kun,
a laid-back, easygoing guy."

hahaha~very cool isn't it??
love sawako so much~
she's scary~ but nice person
with beautiful smile~;D

better read the manga~

dewa~LATER!!!XD

Exiting~XD

2009-12-15T19:07:00.000-08:00

Great news people~

but first, u'know ragnarok??
I just lvl up my wizard to high wizard~~
(it was yesterday actually~)
yea~gret improvements!!! haha~

n;way another great news!!!
YUI news!!! finally
her new single~~
its called [GLORIA]
on the 20th january~~2010
cnt wait for a MV~XD

At YUI news website~
(love reading there~tq so much
for posting about YUI~)
that is posted by Rob~tq :D

Also,
Big thanks to dso and Fujii_Itsuki
for the wonderful translation
and first-hand news.

NEWS ARTICLES AND OTHER DETAILS

With her new single, YUI encouragingly pushes the back of aspiring high school students

YUI’s first single of the year 2010, 「GLORIA」 has been confirmed to be released on 20th January.

The title song will be aired as Benesse Corporation’s 「Shinkenzemi Highschool Correspondence Course」’s CM song starting January next year. Facing towards the future, highschool students from around the country have been sending in their 「Attack Pledge」. And with these pledges in mind, YUI have started to create a ‘cheering song’ with an encouraging melody.

Her single 「It’s all too much / Never say die」 which was released October this year, have also helped her become only the 3rd female singer-songwriter to have 3 consecutive No.1 single on the Oricon chart after Matsutouya Yumi and Utada Hikaru.

YUI Comment

Youthful days, I think it’s really a time where people are inspired to do various kinds of things. And so, 「The way you live your life at that time, it really has the ability to change your whole life」. “Could everyone empathize with this feeling too?” I wondered (while creating this song).

Students that are preparing for exams, or even those involved in sports, those thinking “Now is the time to work hard!”, I want all of them to listen to this song!

2010 will be the 5th year anniversary since YUI’s debut. From just that, we can expect a more vigorous development/activities throughout the next year from her.

This is what said
at YUI news~;D
(and not by me!!!)

Isn't it great~that yui-san
encourage students all over
the world not to give up,
to work hard in their school life
sports, exam~and so on...very inspiring~

this "cheering song"
will also be a hit!!!
hahaha~ I do no yet, but
I gotta feeling~!!!
its YUI of course~ hahaha

that's all for now~

dewa~later~;D

another same-same~

2009-12-15T01:04:00.000-08:00

Hello~

right now am playing ragnarok~XD
im getting addicted to it now~
even my brother playing it~;)
it kind of fun playing it~~

cz~is like an adventure everywhere u go!!
u fight monsters, finding items~
meet other people~ in online
all over the world!!

a few minutes ago..I ate tomyam~:D
but only chicken and mushrooms~
but it still makes me full~:)
and it hot&spicy~ yea

oya~ my parents jst got home~
from shopping~ my mum already
bought wat I wnt~!!
but I cnt tell u~ hahah shh~

actually, that;s not wat I wnt to tell u..(=x=)

dewa~later~:D

yesterday

2009-12-14T03:03:00.000-08:00

Today is still is same as ever~
however I always got bored...as always~
anyway, I played Ragnarok blackout and Yakuza lord~
I guess I got fond of it~:)

oya! yesterday I went to the time square~;)
we went there so my little could play the fun rides~
I already played the rides with zee~ tnx again zee~;)
and the tickets are really expensive!!D:{
u'know~ lots people there~ so crowded!!(=.=")

me, my mum, my brothers went somewhere else~
my mum said her foot hurt~so she went to find...pengurut kaki..
while waiting for my mum ( we dunno where to go so we jst waited~)
after my mum urut kaki we went praying for asar~ zuhor dh at home~
except me, cz me period..

den after a call frm dad(with my sis my 2 lil brothers)
said we should meet up for..we eat dinner~
but we didnt...huuhuhu~D';
we waited for long we were hungry...so
we ate at the snack bar~it was delicious~

after I ate (full~) I saw a sign "comic feista ticket sold here"
so I said "hm? a comic feista??"
I wish I could go there but I dunno when's da date??
den we all together. already bout to go home~

me, mum dad my sis and my two lil brothers~
went home first, cz our car is pretty small...(-_-")
suddenly, after paid the car ticket
out frm da building~ we got lost...at the highway~!
eventhough we have the GPS~ sekenhen GPS nya~ D;

after couple of hours and already know where
well thats a relived~:) but still long way to go...
as we already near to our condo~finally~:D
my little brother wnt ice-cream~wha?? hahah

we were all tried out!!! den again...
we play a video game~ jst for a while~haha
but we should get to shower first..
oya my dad went to get my brothers~

den I stopped played da game
(my lil broter was disapponted~)
I got bored again~ I saw GEMPAK
I read for while~ I saw a cool drawing~
plus its da comic fiesta, n da is 19&20 dec?!

I told if we go there~ she said sure
but...we to be going langkawi on 18th~
and da next day is 19th...mum said we're staying till da 20th??!!
Nooooooo~I wanna go there~D';

but den again..my mum said myb smpt tu eyh~
yea~;D after I heard said that I was hapy
so i went to shower~

after a long shower~ i heard sumthing..a laugh
it was my sister~ so quickly (of course wore my pajamas~ first)
I also wnt to watch wassup??
it was pink panther 2~ I havent watched it yet,
so I watched it~hehehe

so funny~lols

dewa~later~;)

2NE1- stay together

2009-12-07T20:01:00.000-08:00

KOREAN

[민지] 거울에 비쳐진 내 모습처럼
그대도 눈물 흘리고 있다면

[CL] 단 한번 내 생각 한적 있다면
지금 달려와 날 안아줄래요

[다라] 눈을 감아도 그대 얼굴 생각이 나서
숨을 쉬고 있어도 계속 숨이 막혀서

[CL] 우리 첫 만남은 오직 상처만 남은
슬픈 영혼 같은걸
나의 마지막 말을 꼭 행복하라는
바보 같은 말들 뿐인걸

[봄] 날 사랑해줘요 다시 내게 와줘요
예전처럼 다시 날 안아줘요
날 위로해줘요 지금 전화해줘요

[다라] 예전처럼 그대 목소리 듣고싶네요

[봄] 널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[다라] 항상 난 떨려 I love you forever

[봄] 널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[CL] 내 생각하는지 아닌걸 알았지

[민지] 상처는 눈물을 남기고 생각에 잠기고
친구들의 위로 들리지 않고
하루 종일 울고 죽고 싶을 만큼 가슴이 아프고

[CL] 난 또 하루 종일 전화길 붙잡고
그대 보고 싶어 못 참고
혼자 또 의미 없는 하루를 보내고

[봄] 날 사랑해줘요 다시 내게 와줘요
예전처럼 다시 날 안아줘요
날 위로해줘요 지금 전화해줘요

[다라] 예전처럼 그대 목소리 듣고싶네요

[봄] 꼭 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[CL] 내 생각하는지 아닌걸 알았지

[다라] 누군가 내게 와줘 애기해줬으면
처음부터 이사랑은 잘못된 거라고

[봄] 어딘가 허전하고 가슴이 아파와
아직 널 사랑하고 있나봐

널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

꼭 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지

[CL] 내 생각 하는지 아닌걸 알았지

————————————

ROMANIZATIONS

[Minji] Geoure bichyeojin nae moseupcheoreom
Geudaedo nunmul heulligo itdamyeon

[CL] Dan hanbeon nae saenggak hanjeok itdamyeon
Jigeum dallyeowa nal anajullaeyo

[Dara] Nuneul gamado geudae eolgul saenggagi naseo
Sumeul swigo isseodo gyesok sumi makhyeoseo

[CL] Uri cheot mannameun ojik sangcheoman nameun
Seulpeun yeonghon gateungeol
Naui majimak mareul kkok haengbokharaneun
Babo gateun maldeul ppuningeol

[Bom] Nal saranghaejwoyo dasi naege wajwoyo
Yejeoncheoreom dasi nal anajwoyo
Nal wirohaejwoyo jigeum jeonhwahaejwoyo

[Dara] Yejeoncheoreom geudae moksori deutgosipneyo

[Bom] Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[Dara] Hangsang nan tteollyeo I love you forever

[Bom] Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[CL] Nae saenggakhaneunji aningeol aratji

[Minji] Sangcheoneun nunmureul namgigo saenggage jamgigo
Chingudeurui wiro deulliji anko
Haru jongil ulgo jukgo sipeul mankeum gaseumi apeugo

[CL] Nan tto haru jongil jeonhwagil butjapgo
Geudae bogo sipeo mot chamgo
Honja tto uimi eomneun harureul bonaego

[Bom] Nal saranghaejwoyo dasi naege wajwoyo
Yejeoncheoreom dasi nal anajwoyo
Nal wirohaejwoyo jigeum jeonhwahaejwoyo

[Dara] Yejeoncheoreom geudae moksori deutgosipneyo

[Bom] Kkok ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[CL] Nae saenggakhaneunji aningeol aratji

[Dara] Nugunga naege wajwo aegihaejwosseumyeon
Cheoeumbuteo isarangeun jalmotdoen georago

[Bom] Eodinga heojeonhago gaseumi apawa
Ajik neol saranghago innabwa

Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

Kkok ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

[CL] Nae saenggak haneunji aningeol aratji

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TRANSLATIONS

[Minji] If you’re shedding tears
Just like my reflection in the mirror

[CL] If you’ve thought of me even once
Can you run to me and embrace me?

[Dara] Because even when I closed my eyes
I thought of your face
Because even when I’m breathing
I’m suffocating

[CL] Our first meeting is like a saddened soul
Left with nothing but pain
My last words, saying you had to be happy
Were just foolish

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

[Dara] I’m always trembling I love you forever

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

[Minji] Scars leave tears
And gets locked within thoughts
I’m not listening to my friends’ comforts
My heart hurts so much
To the point I cry all day and long to die

[CL] Again, I spent the whole gripping onto my phone
I want to see you, I can’t stand it
I spent another meaningless day by myself

[Bom] Please love me
Please come back to me
Hold me again like you used to
Please comfort me, please call me right now

[Dara] Just like before
I want to hear your voice

[Bom] I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

[Dara] Only if someone had come and told me
This love was wrong from the start

[Bom] I feel empty somewhere
And my heart begins to hurt
I guess it still loves you

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, is it the same for you?

I said I’d definitely forget
I promised goodbye but
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

When I see you, I still tremble
We gotta stay together
I can’t sleep, are you like me?

[CL] I know that you’re not thinking about me

Hello~

2009-12-07T19:48:00.000-08:00

Hello~ friends~ today I'll be going out with my friend zee~ but am still waiting for her cal~ klu da msg lagu lollipop...hope it;s from her~ I have to use the LRT to get to Bkt.Bintang~ jauh bh ku d ampang and she's over there~ well LRT is more faster~ but I have to becareful, my beg is at front and my hold it tight~ u know klu rah LRT sampit2 then a urg chance kn mencuri~ kya~ I'll be screaming loudly!!! but a safe sikit lh~ except...it's dangerous to me~ even little brother is concern of me~ how caring is that?? "sharing is caring Taking is stealing" LOLS~. I wnt to shop right kn bali kasut ku n selipar yg comfortable~ zee kn bg sumting but I know~kekeke but I musn't tell u guys~ and also I must give in return~ hehehe ;)gong~bis

YUI Never say die

2009-11-22T05:16:00.000-08:00

Never say die

Yan nacchau keredo
ii koto ga an no mo jinsei
Sou yatte tsuzukenda
Baby Never mind Never say die

Damashiau koto sore mo aru desho
Kagami no naka no kimi datte wakatteru hazu
Ue wo mitetara uchuu made tonda
Hatenai aozora ashita wa docchi da?

Yannakya nan nai koto
Yatta tte umaku yukanakute
Ochikonjau toki mo
Baby Never mind Never say die

Zurui yatsura to ohitoyoshi ja
Kanau wake nai demo kawarenai
Kamisama ni sugaritaku natte
Koin nagekonda It’s alright

Yan nacchau keredo
ii koto ga an no mo jinsei
Sou yatte tsuzukenda
Baby Never mind Never say die

Chikara tsukite nemuru toki ki wa magireru keredo

Yannakya nan nai koto
Mata tokidoki mienaku natte
Tachidomatte kagaenda
Demo baby never mind never say die

Yan nacchau keredo
ii koto ga an no mo jinsei
Sou yatte tsuzukenda
Baby Never mind Never say die

Translations

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

Deception occurs sometimes
Even your reflection in the mirror probably knows that
Looking up, we’re flying right into outer space
Where will the boundless blue skies of tomorrow be?

Things which you just got to do
Be it accomplishing them or it not going smoothly
Even when you’re feeling down
Baby Never mind Never say die

Overly-kind people are just no match for sneaky ones
But nothing can be changed
I feel like relying on God
Tossing in a coin It’s alright

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

Though exhausting all energy and falling asleep
Is a way to take my mind off thoughts for a while

Things which you just got to do
And at times you can’t see clearly
Stopping in my tracks and thinking
But Baby Never mind Never say

At times we get sick and tired of everything
But good things are part of life too
That’s how we continue living on
Baby Never mind Never say die

how it been?

2009-10-06T21:32:00.000-07:00

it's been so long I never check my blog nor log in haha~ cz I thaught I have nothing to write about or to tell about? n'way today I will tell about hm... something what I have been doing the past few hours lol~ I wake up early at 2AM at I check out the laptop~ checking youtube my facebook~ twitter and mangaonline~ I've add many pictures at facebook lots lh~ apa kn~ lol, n,way new at allkpop I read about the audition at NYC I hope the new group will be cool and good dancers~ if there a one girl and four guys altogether it'll be five but one girl~ ha~ that is so cool~ like BEP but myb change into YEP...dosen't make sence... hm I think that's for what am going to tell~ (^-^\m/~

My oral exam~^-^V

2009-08-27T20:34:00.000-07:00

my oral exam~guess I did pretty well, I mean nda ku, you know 'kabak2' and I able to answer the question that they gave me :). Am relief that it's over,but tinggal english oral lg. At first they ask to read the passage, and yea I read it and da yg pyh words nya so payah ku kn menyabut... next they ask question the fahaman but you have to answer it by mouth, and yea I answer it. Then this unknown word 'foemomena' give the same meaning, mula2 pa ku jawap tu ah? well I forgot, but the second answer I gave was 'perkara' cikgus discussing and it was accepted thank goodness but the answer was simple but at least I'd answer it. The teachers was okey, I mean they weren't strict and fun to talk to. When I got wrong they laughed dunno why? maybe cause I can't answer properly... da perbualan about kebun petanian, I was suprised cause I can't think nothing about it and eventhough da belajar rah geo u know shifting cutivation I was completely blank~ I thought (cana ni ah?) then cher said ngapa nda dpat jawap? becerita sja sanang tu. But still I can't answer so cher tnya mau tukar so yea, it was bout permainan tradisi I answer it ok but msih payah ku kn bercerita so it sucks bad~ but n'way Bm oral had ended next is engish oral!!! gambatte mashyiemasho~!!! yea!!

be brave & be confidence! P.S BM oral exam~!

2009-08-26T00:37:00.001-07:00

27/8, that is tomorrow~ i dunno if i should be worried? or i should jst stay cool? all i have to do is be ready n loose all of that scarednes and i'll be fine~ right? right...? guys give me courage to do BM ORAL EXAM~! FIGHTING! m~0^\m/

me & my family

2009-05-23T21:04:00.000-07:00

today we're going somewhere, but nda tau kn ke mna , so my dad said jln through da road dulu, see da pa or maybe kmi keluar liat movie, I guess tarus makan tangah hari, right am hungry~lols. Then I have to buy something it's very important, hehe secret tu balum tau pa kn bali pulang tu, ku da $50 dolars frm my birthday so I have to think of something myb check lh dulu rah kadai2, banyak tu eh, hm~ well tu ja. keeprockin\m/!

2 more days

2009-05-23T21:01:00.000-07:00

I'll be there soon...so wait for me..(:

very troubled...

2009-05-06T17:59:00.000-07:00

omg, payah jua eh. My mum said ku msti balek ke Brunei? and and yg tukang periksa ani nya nda dapt nya kmi periksa d Malaysia so shocking msa atu nya dapat nya nda pa2, so what now? my mum is busy again, and she'll be stressing out, right now all I have to do just study! the things I now lh bagas pom 4 atu, and this qualifying test thing msti ambil? msti lh cause we have to kalau nda bayar and I have to pass too~!! hahaha why I am laughing?? I should be panic?! when I am bck to Brunei, I have to ask a lot question from my friends, my friends pleaz help me anyway u can~ thank you, msti ku photocopy my friends notes, or borrow from my cousins books wah~!!!XO

Suberidai-Tsubasa Mori

2009-05-01T20:47:00.001-07:00

Hira hira hira to maiochiru shiawase
Yura yura yura to yureteita nukumori

Dou agaitatte
Boku wa boku no mama
Nani ekai tatte
Boku wa boku no mama

Kinou wakattanda Mou aenai
Wakattanda POKETTO TISSHUU wo niko moratte kaeru
yeah yeah

Hira hira hira to maiochiru shiawase
Yura yura yura to yureteita nukumori
Kimi wo itsuka shiawase ni suru
To chikatta ano hi no koe wa
Boku dake no maboroshi

Wakare wo shitte tsuyoku naru rashii
Kore ijou tsuyokunaranakutemo ii
Kinou kawattanda Warumono ga
Kawattanda Kimi ga iu you ni boku ga warui nda yo
ah ah

Hira hira hira to nabiku kami osaeta te
Kira kira kira to yubiwa hazusareteta
Sukoshi tsuyogatte waratteta ne
Itsumo yori tooku mietanda
Nani mo ienakatta

Kouen de namidame no kimi kara me wo sorashita toki ni mita suberidai
KIRIN dattaka ZOU dattaka made wa oboetenai
Hoka no dareka dewanaku ima boku wa kimi wo mamoritain desu
Sou omotta koto wa oboeteru no ni

Hira hira hira to maiochiru shiawase
Yura yura yura to yureteita nukumori
Kimi wo itsuka shiawase ni suru
To chikatta ano hi no koe wa
Boku dake no maboroshi

The dancing, fluttering happiness
The trembling warmth

No matter how I struggled
I couldn’t catch it, like always
No matter how hard I sketched
I couldn’t draw it, like always

Yesterday, I understood that
We can’t meet each other again
I understood that
I took two pieces of tissue home with me

The dancing, fluttering happiness
The trembling warmth
“Someday, I promise to make you happy”
The voice that day was just my imagination

By knowing separation, it seems that we can become strong
It’s fine even if we can’t become stronger than this
It changed yesterday
The bad things changed yesterday
Just as you said, I’m a bad person

The fluttering hand that was pressed against my hair tenderly
The sparkling ring that was removed from your finger
You laughed a little fakely, didn’t you?
I saw it from further than usual
I didn’t say anything

The slide you saw
When your teary eyes averted my gaze in the park
I can’t remember if it was a giraffe or an elephant
Even though I remember thinking
“I want to protect you”

The dancing, fluttering happiness
The trembling warmth
“Someday, I promise to make you happy”
The voice that day was just my imagination

KMB'tu reggae

2009-04-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

RED YELLOW GREEN yea kalamalambejaga

Lonely at home

2009-04-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

right now am alone at home, I've done doing my chores already but is just so too quiet. I said no to my parents to tag along to Bukit Bintang to buy things for school, I just said 'paning pala ku'. Now I feel so scared than lonely...very scary yo~I've already locked all the doors, eventhough there;s a security down stairs guarding at the front gate. I will not open to anyone while my parents not here, if there's a knock I just ignore it right hahahha (-_-")...somehow it's knidda like home alone movie hehehe~

X'O

2009-04-18T17:01:00.000-07:00

X'O.wah~!!!XD anth knpa ku rasa sakit hati, my heart is breaking. Nda ku tau knpa?!! someone help me....!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhhh~ knpa tiap kali ku rasa cam 'heart breaking' ani...da tia aying mata kn keluar sasak ku!!! I hate this feeeling, sal is just so sad...is just so sedih man~am crying already. Da doktor kh yg buleh ubati rasa sakit ku ani?! I cnt believe am complaining..? I guess ia biasa ja kali, rasa cma ni? huh~ in same way ku boreng kali? nda jua, myb rindu (sigh)~ nda ku tahan lg cnt wait to habis stahun sini and balek tia ke Bunei!! I want to see my friends, my cousins, da jua rindu sekulah hasan (weird...I think) sma jua erti rindu kali?!!! I miss kamu gila sekali!! I want to hang out at mall again and to u guys house chit chat nda salah begila sama2, love u guys!!! i miss u guys, damn it!!! X'O

lalalalala~with you

wasting my time? is it?

2009-04-16T13:10:00.000-07:00

I think am trouble, tau dh ku join 'O' level exam tpi seh da malasnya? ku pyah kn study kali? seh main2 internet, lain kali.. cara ku beljar. Maybe kawan ku msa ni belajar bnr2? ku nda mau left behind, cali jua aku ani takut jua ketinggalan..takut jua kalau aku nda dapat capai cita2 ku? kawan2 bnr2 belajar kali? ku ni seh main (sigh) mau ku study sama durang...boreng dh ku di sini sal payah kn belajar..kali? ku mau pa kn??. But baik nya ku dpat study sikit2 baru IRK pulang tu? I guess paksa baca ja semua tu?? POA lg nda ku paham bnr..kta mum ku ku tution sja? ku nda dpat sekulah, exited dh ku tu. Sal bureng duduk ja d rumah, da mau jua buat sesuatu kn? mau abis kn msa panjang atu bh. I think my friends nda lama g kn amal periksa, myb sudah kali?? au wah buku novel c izzah rah ku, nanti ku balek kn tu..well next year pulng tu?? but next year kmi carai kh tu?? wish ku mau dpat 7 'O's..mustahil kh tu? dapat kn tu..aku? nda rasa confident aku ni, teingat ku kn cigu Lela, yg ku gagal sa mid-term, shock ku berabis but time tu ku kn nangis but ku nda mau nangis dapan kawan ku, fikir jap 'ani balum lg periksa akhir tahun bida jua nangis tu' so hold kn ja. Msa cigu Lela suruh ke dapan tnya knpa ku gagal, ku nda dpat jawap? msti ku jawap kh? ku buat nod ja and 'hm'? 'ah'? buat nda tau...msa cigu Lela tnya, "ko nda confident kh? ko fikir ko nda pandai? ko andang pandai mahirah semua urg pandai, kawan2 mu sini pandai2 urg nya, ko fikir durang lg tinggi kh? so ko fikir nda dapat tinggi cam durang?" ( nda ku remember well wat cigu said sa tu so blur) somehow ku te shock cigu cakap camtu..myb au?nda?antah? den cigu ckap "durang ani kwan mu baik jua kn?? durang kn tolong kmu tu msti betanya bh..." den msa cigu cakap catu, ku tefikir au wah banar tu, durang atu kawan baik ku jua? knpa msti takut betanya? time atu ku kn nangis hahaha..ha.. but ku sakit kn tangan ku supaya nda keluar aying mata ku, sekali atu ku fikir, kawan baik ada knpa nda minta tolong? durang pn tolong kn aku, they cheer me up kalau ku feeling down happy ku sdh tu..myb aku ni penakut? pediam? antah eh nda jua ku tau banar, myb mu friends sakit lg daripada aku ani, durang lg sakit pala kali, sal rasa2 nya lh durang lg paning pala sal banyak hw, ku msih relek....bureng kali dh kali..aku ni? nda dpt join cam doreng?:'(

YUI [AGAIN]

2009-04-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

Romaji Again

yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu nano ni
magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku

ano koro ni mitai ni tte modoritai wake janai no nakushitekita sora wo sagashiteru
wakattekuremasu you ni gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa yamete yo

tsumi no saigo wa namida janai yo zutto kurushiku seotte kun da
deguchi mienai kanjou meiru ni
dare wo matteru no
shiroi NOOTO ni tsuzutta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo
nani kara nogaretainda
genjitsu tte yatsuka

nanno tame ni ikiterun datte
wasurechaisou na yoru no mannaka
bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
kaeru basho mo nai no
kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
mada jinsei nagai deshou natsukashikunaru
konna itami mo kangei jan

ayamaranakucha ikenai yo ne aa gomen ne
umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne

ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu
junban tsuketari wa shinai kara
wakattekuremasu you ni sotto me wo tojitanda
mitakunai mono made miendamon

iranai uwasa ni chotto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi
mukaiattara tomodachi datte
uso wa yamete ne
fukai HAATO ga iradatsu you ni karadan naka moeteirun da
hontou wa kitai shiten no
genjitsu tte yatsuka

nanno tame ni ikiterun datte
sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
kaeru basho mo nai no
yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
dakara tsuyoku naritai susumu tame ni
teki mo mikata mo kangei jan

douyatte tsugi no DOA akerun dakke kangaeteru
mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatterun da
me wo samase me wo samase

kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
mada jinsei nagai deshou
yarinokoshiteru koto yarinaoshite mitai kara
mou ichido yukou ka

nanno tame ni ikiterun datte
sakebitaku naru yo kikoete imasu ka
bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
kaeru basho mo nai no
yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
dakara tsuyoku naritai natsukashikunaru
konna itami mo kangei jan

Kanji Again

夢の続き　追いかけていたはずなのに
曲がりくねった　細い道人に躓く

あの頃にみたいにって　戻りたいわけじゃないの　なくしてきた空を
探してる
分かってくれます様に　犠牲になった様な　悲しい顔は
やめてよ

罪の最後は涙じゃないよ　ずっと苦しく背負ってくんだ
出口見えない感情迷路に
誰を待ってるの
白いノートに綴った様に　もっと素直に吐き出したいよ
何から逃れたいんだ
現実ってやつか

何の為に生きてるんだって
忘れちゃいそうな夜の真ん中
無難になんてやってらんないから
帰る場所もないの
この想いを消してしまうには
まだ人生長いでしょ　懐かしくなる
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

謝らなくちゃいけないよね　ああごめんね
うまく言えなくて　心配かけたままだったね

あの日抱えた全部　明日抱える全部
順番つけたりはしないから
分かってくれます様に　そっと目を閉じたんだ
見たくないものまで見えんだもん

いらない噂にちょっと　初めて聞く発言どっち
向かい合ったら友達だって
嘘はやめてね
深いハートが苛立つ様に　体ん中燃えているんだ
本当は期待してんの
現実ってやつか

何の為に生きてるんだって
叫びたくなるよ聞こえていますか
無難になんてやってられないから
帰る場所もないの
優しさにはいつも感謝してる
だから強くなりたい　進む為に
敵も味方も歓迎じゃん

どうやって次のドア開けるんだっけ　考えてる
もう引き返せない物語始まってるんだ
目を覚ませ　目を覚ませ

この想いを消してしまうには
まだ人生長いでしょ
やり残してることやり直してみたいから
もう一度行こうか

何の為に生きてるんだって
叫びたくなるよ聞こえていますか
無難になんてやってらんないから
帰る場所もないの
優しさにはいつも感謝してる
だから強くなりたい　懐かしくなる
こんな痛みも歓迎じゃん

Translation Again

I am supposed to pursue my dream
in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people

It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.

Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through
in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.

I have to apologize for this. Ah, I'm sorry.
I can't say it well. I'm just causing worries.

Everything that I embraced that day.
Everything that I will embrace tomorrow
I will not arrange them in any order.
I hope you understand. I closed my eyes
but I could still see things I do not want to see.

Unnecessary rumours that I hear for the first time, so what?
"Face it and you will be friends"
Don't tell lies like these.
My heart being agitated from deep inside,
a burning sensation runs through my body.
Actually I'm expecting something
from this thing called "reality".

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger to march on.
I do welcome friends and foes.

How do I open the next door? I'm thinking.
The unretractable story has begun.
Open your eyes. Open your eyes.

There is still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I want to start all over again so that I can complete what I haven't done.
Shall we go AGAIN?

"For what am I living?"
I want to shout it out loud. Can you hear me?
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
I am grateful for all the kindness,
so I want to become stronger. I feel the nostalgia.
I welcome this pain.

YUI with [again]

2009-04-01T09:49:00.000-07:00

am so happy!!! cause YUI is back dudes!!! with her new single [again] I can't wait to hear t yo~XD actually I want scream with joy right but da cousin ku sini so ku msti tahan later ku teriak LOL.

O yeah YUI also help make a song for a new band name [stereopony] the vocalist is a goo singer, the song is [i do it] nice yo~

Shocking in Naruto?! 440

2009-03-20T05:45:00.001-07:00

wah~!!!XD am so damn happy that Naruto finally meet his dad face to face~X'D
sEe Naruto is crying...his dad is so hot man. hehehe

that's the kyubi, the evil nine tails fox, Naruto's dad seal it in Naruto's body so that it won't hurt n'body n'mure. But actually Naruto kindda pissed cz his dad do that at his own son?! But still Naruto was still happy to see him.

His dad is going to dissapear so he won't staying for so long, causE his mana is ran out, but actually he already dead, so..they meet each other kindda in Naruto's body or was it in his mind

READ MORE OF IT IN ONEMANGA!!!! OYA I DO NOT OWN THIS~XD

My10 anime tomodachi^-^V

2009-03-17T03:07:00.000-07:00

1st-kenshin from samurai X

2nd-Sakura from cardcaptor sakura

3rd-G from...from some anime I watch

4th-ichigo from Bleach

5th-Yuri from God(?) save our king!

6th-Van and Wendy from GynXSword

7th-Ranma from Ranma1/2

8th-Uzumaki Naruto from Naruto / Naruto Shippuden

9th-soul and maka from soul eater

10th-Amu from Shugo Chara

Question&answers:p

2009-03-05T03:26:00.000-08:00

Q:why ur name is mash?
A:hm..well it was given by my friend

Q:why is it u have different nick names??
A:long story

Q:why is it ur face is all red??
A:is not all red!! is it??

Q:are u an animefreak or animelover??
A:aren't it the same, freak kindda mean, a lover I guess..

Q:since when u like anime??
A:well, since the first time I watched samurai X

Q:why did u like reading manga or comic??
A:everybody likes reading comic right??

Q:why is it u want to be a mangaka??
A:simple, I like drawing;)

Q:what are u going to do after 'O' level??
A:myb, if I get 7 o's, I wnt to study aboard in england

Q:what kind of question u wnt to ask??
A:what ur done asking??

Q:do u wish to be asked??
A:?!

Q:...
A:u mean were done questioning and answering??

Q:then when should we end??
A:ok end it already?

Q:why would u like to end??
A:...o..k.....

Q:is that an answer??
A:k bye2

Q:no more asking??
A:...

mashrockie:keeprockin always\m/

;p

2009-03-05T03:24:00.000-08:00

work it out

2009-03-02T22:24:00.000-08:00

huh, so ngaleh. Well, I know we here nada amah, so we have to do our chores, I think am already use to it now. Ku tukang melipat baju, well biasa dh, da jua my lil'bro zaki ia kn kn melipat,but nda pandai, ku ketawa pulang tu, but ku aja jua lh, jahat jua ku tmeketawa kn adik ku, hahaha. Nasib baik rumah kmi ani nda basar bnr, apartment pulng tu, ok sdh tu kn?? au baik jua sdh tu....

:'(

2009-03-02T04:27:00.000-08:00

:'(

the talur bulat!!!XD

2009-02-27T02:18:00.000-08:00

The greatest discovery ever!!!
it was during early morning, well not that early. Cani, ku kn msak indo mee for breakfast, campur talur lh, then msa ku kn ambil talur, ku balum liat banar2 talur den msa ku kn pacah talur atu ku liat "eh...talur ani bulat tau imagination ku sja..." den ku tnya mama ku "ma andang bulat kh talur ani??" den my mum "ah? bulat? bujur jua selalu nya talur?", "tpi ani ma, knpa ia bulat ani??", tu "eh au ah, knpa ya bulat talur, lain kali cubur ayam atu msa iakn keluar kn btalur, antik jua cubur ayam atu". Then I laugh when she said that, LOL. But akhir nya ku pacah kn jua talur atu, but smpat lg ku gmbr.

the talur bulat!!!XD

miss out the most happiest day...

2009-02-22T21:00:00.000-08:00

Day of today, 23rd of feb 2009. People in Brunei celebrating the special day, the national day of 25th, my family and friends, are celebrating there. This year they are celebrate in a stadium (that;s what I heard?).

But am far away from Brunei, instead am in KL but even though am not in Brunei celebrating national day, I'll say this, happy national day to all Bruneian!!!!

keeprockin' mashrockie\m/

Soul eater

2009-02-20T04:26:00.000-08:00

hangout after hardwork from school~
I do NOT own this pictures, I got it from onemanga while am reading it, I just want to save it.

SOUL EATER

a very cool anime/manga with action, sorrows, no romance (if u understand the story somehow there's a lil' romance). The hero and heroin, like maka and soul, maka is the meister and soul is the weapon, this anime is about shibusen (a school with young students, and teacher of weapon and meisters) their job is to KILL the demon soul that have scattred around the world, their job exactly is to destroy before they kill humans and eat their soul. They change to demon soul, is because they are fear of death, so they want to gain power, before them to caught death. They also have enemies that want more power like insanity.

know more of soul eater, from reading the manga or watch the anime, be fan of it if u like~

animelover:mashrockie, keeprockin'\m/

unditify "to do something" not yet?

2009-02-19T07:31:00.000-08:00

wassup everyone, I think akhir dh ni, balum tdo ku msih surfing da internet, knapa urg panggil "surfing" kn?? why?? ish2x aku ni, who is to blame? lama dh urg kai cam catu so catu2x lh~I think dari urg putih lah tu kn?? knpa ku ckap pasal ani?? anyway, I was thinking I could loose weight here, but kadang2x barat ku ani "naikturun" sometimes 63, then naik 64 den 65, den turun lg 63 tu naik payah jua ku kn jaga my badan, well "jangan makan malam" biasa dah ku, ku msti stay away frm da kitchen, hohohoho~XD (da jua ku mkan cikit pulang tu) knpa ko mash u shoudn't touch da food nor eating them!!! urgh~(--."). Yg ku paling banci is my nose is still red as ever~ balek2x dh ku kai cream malam2x but why balum lg ilang?!XO sasak ku yo, so anoying....but aku nda mengaku kalah, kn jua selama2x cani muka ku noOOOO~!!!!!!!! sob...sob...sob, ....myb ku suited "mash the blusher", kalau da urg tnya lg sal "knapa muka mu merah?" just said "blusher original..." simple ja answer nya kn ha..haha..ha..ha.hahaha...dwhy msih merah muka ku~X'0 huhuhuh~ku tunjuk kn prove ku (but somehow I know urg caya tu(--."))

nampak kmu?? hahaha msih merah yea~XD (knpa ku msti happy?? I think ku msti sad to see my face is still red....)

o~I wonder how's my friends doing?? amal ckecil kali ia jalan ke mall sma c Qilah kali?? but myb kali ia busy for da O level exam, same for my classmates...huh ku mau join jua durang, I miss faz always happy selalu kadang2x bising, hahaha kadang kmi bangang klu cfazera diam, kmi msti tnya "okey, ko faz?" hahaha msti jua d tnya tu, rindu ku nda lg meliat drawing c Azah, I do like to draw with her, exited sudah ku when kmi sme class lg. I miss Izzah kadang ia tnya how's her tudung huhuhu~I will nod and said "okey" but da jua "hm cam biut jua cikit hahhahaha~huh~:') ha~nda ku lg dangar zerah ckap sal Gbo hahaha, klu zerah ceta sal gbo msti kmi dangar, ingat ku msih msa azah main cube and ku meliat, and zerah said "oi, dangar cakap ku, meliat mulut ku a, liat" hahahha we laughed msa ia garak kn mulut nya (cali lh~)

biah, she always sit next to me, klu ku nda tau jawapan (pa ja subject) ku tnya ia, (well sometimes ku tnya izzah jua..da jua zerah, hm fazera, wait arifah, da ku tnya mai jua khh?? hm qilah...da jua kali? hm..o, also azah! I think...?). o lelaki nya hahaha sometimes dorang bising but they can be serius jua..the guys yg ambil art harap dorang banar2x sal msa sma cigu nasib,sal dorang beabun...lulus kh ija nya tu sma jua lh, but da jua dorang buat karja dorang jua klu cg nasib btau, huh~azah ja srong art da ku da baca rah blog nya, she's really serius, well ia yg selalu siap kerja nya, em yea..gambatte* azah!!!! (also the art boys)

tau pa ni kn?? the twin towers or KLCC, msa malam really beautiful, ku ambil gambar ani msa ku kn balek ke hotel, kmi makan malm at the KLCC mall, da food court sna, well macam2x da "laksa shack" macam2x laksa ku pick laska curry, jadi kegemaranku~:p n'way ku tu ja kali?? I will take more pics while ku d KL, well lama lg tu 1YEAR d sini (msti jua ku buat basar)XP

My timeless time here,,,

2009-02-11T07:52:00.000-08:00

me in my room, (if u guys notice da ku gunting my front hair)

yea~ right now am doing this is middle of the midnight, wireless nya lagging yo, sasak ku~

hey100x, dh masuk bulan dua dh but ku balum sekulah...so sad, boreng ku dh d rumah yg cali selalu mau stay at home always but now ku mau sekulah so bored ku dh d umah ja~anyway my mum nya dapat dh sewa kereta, mama ku yg drive kmi, so she told us "bangun awal k??" you know lau d sini dorang drive nda hormat langsung how u say capat bh , well what on the road. Anyway ampir KLCC biasa dh ku d sna klu my mum malas masak kmi ke sna mkn tangahhari hohohoho...o yes dh dis afternoon tdi pulang dh tu kmi ke mall lama ni, msti kai LRT lg, den change train lg, maleh pulang tu, n'way msa ku d sna banyak urg cina yo b style2 lg tu~ omg hensum pulang dorang atu...hahahaha

hm, klu ku dh start skulah sini, lain ni pelajaran nya ni, I hope I can keep up..do they do option subject too?? I want to do ART!!!! lukis2 lukis2 boreng ku eh..I miss my friends in Brunei...Izzah, Zer~Azah!! how ru guys?? my classmates 4B slh 5B~

Ku mau afal kn IRK, I miss afal kn IRK siuk bg ku kali ah...huhuhuh bored from not studying~my brain are hungry not studyig...o yes u know sa ku d mall ani, da ku nampak students the boys hair dorang o my, be style jua tu eh, nda kana marah kh dorang?? well who care dorang lh kn??

shocking but happy

2009-01-30T03:17:00.000-08:00

hey3x tomorrow ku pndah dari hotel and move out to my real home apartment well it's near from the hotel, leh jalan kaki ja k sana, and d apartment, msa cuti dont know when my bro and my cousin (bwa nini ku laki yg sangat payah d jaga tua udh mau kua kn belayar huh~) kn ke KL for holiday ja. ku msih roomate ngan adik ku , my big bro ngan my twp lil' brothers, my parents and my baby bro at the master bedroom. The good thing is da swimming pool jua and gym o da playground for kids, mau jua ku main....

Just telling~

2009-01-20T13:33:00.000-08:00

Kalau da slah eja rah Taiyou no uta sorry k?? and the ending song of the movie is goodbye days~ that;s all

Taiyou no uta

2009-01-18T16:03:00.001-08:00

well, I finally watch this movie, a very very sad story...it's about a girl koaru amane she knidda have this disease that can't be cure, so she always stay indoors in the morning. And she came out in the night, kindda like a vampire. IN the night, she get her guitar and plays and sing her own song, she sang "it's happyline" it's kindda like an opening of the movie. Anyway, u know every girl have a guy she likes right?? her room is kindda special, her house is up at a hill and can see a bus stop from her room, so she saw this guy always waiting every morning, so it's give koaru exited to see him. But his face kindda blocks by the bus stop's sign, LOL.

anyway koaru have a friend, that's sometimes skips class just to meet her at her house in the morning. But koaru's parents dosen;t mind they get used to it already. When she saw koaru look up the window she ask what she lookin at, but koaru didn't tell. Then at the time, kaoru and her bestfriend went out, they came where koaru always sing place, and her friend will listen to it, at the time she saw the guy she like walk by, so she hurried to him she quickly give her guitar to her friend and she ran. As she ran quickly she saw him waited the train to pass by, and that time koaru push him down. And the guy was so totally shock, cause just told him her name, her interest, also she told she dosen't have a boyfriend, it's knidda funny. The guy was so confuse, cause he don't know what's going and who the hell is that girl. But koaru's friend quickly take her hand and apologies to the guy, and that time koaru's notice, koaru like that guy. So she did a lil favor, she get a camera go to the highschool, she went to that guy class, yup koaru was very happy, as she look at the camera and said school looks fun.

And then at night, she walk to the town as she see's from the camera, where that guy going, and then she went to the bus stop and she drink what that guy drink, but it's only a bottle of water. As put down the camera and the bottle of water, she oopen up her guitar case, she play her guitar and sing her song "goodbye days" in english version, but at the story she hasen't decide what tittle she give to the song, and also at that time there's also the guy, he rides on a scooter , and stop to listen her song, Koaru said good evening, he said back good evening, and said good song, what song is it?? kaoru said she hasen't decided yet, he was suprised that koaru made the song. And she park his scooter, and buy a drink from a vending machine, as he sat down at the bench besides kaoru, but the spoil is the her watch got alarm, she have to go home before 4 am.

But the guy said, can I hear your song again?? at the summer vacation though?? koaru said sure. She was so very happy that time, she at her home she circle the day she going to meet with koujiro, I forgot to mention hahaha anyway koaru's dad ask who circle this?? the mum said not her, then her dad thought myabe koaru did it, and hm...

and the summer vacation came koujiro went to his scooter where his mum just pops out of no where, koujiro was suprise and told her to get out of the way, his mum where his going he told his studying with his friend, what a big LIE. But the funny part is his mum want to go to, that'll be fun for her mum to join.As he got there he saw a guy with a guitar playing at koaru's place, koaru was kindda sad though cause she was so exited to play there, cause there's koujiro going to listen. Koujiro if she's going to wait for him to stop, she said there's no other way hm.... Then koujiro had an idea, ask to come with him for a sec. When to his scooter, give her a helmet to wore on. She sat at the back and ask where are we going he didn't tell. Well it's really beautiful place withe lots of lights, koaru was so exited she looked around the place, she ask of we do a lil sight seeing first, well the guy agrees.

Shortly after they're seeing, they search for a place where kaoru can sing, they found a good place, as few minutes passed, lots of people started to listen to her song, and they some band join her something like that. She sang "skyline".....

As they finished all that, they went to the beach, that time koujiro confess to her, the same way she did, she just nodded kindda said yes. Then koujiro there will be sunset soon in 10 minutes. Koaru was so supirse, she said she want to go home quick. But the guy ask what's the matter?? she keep saying she want to go home, so she just ran, koujiro quicky ride his scooter. As koaru ran quickly as sje can before the sun rises up. She already lost her breath, koujiro came for her, and told her ride on. So she did, as the sun going to rises soon. After a the ride on the scooter, they arrived at koaru house, koaru quickly ran her house she didn't care the guitar, all she care she don't want to die. She hurried close the door, and koujiro was asking what's wrong, she stay quiet. He put her guitar in front the door.

When get down from the stairs, he saw koaru's friend running towards him, she ask if koaru already gone home? he said yes, suddenly she slaps him, knowing koujiro down know anything. She told him if let her out the sun she'll die, she shouted him. Then, koaru's parent were there too. Till the sun goes doen they quickly sent koaru to the hospital (actually koaru don't really like hospital). As they arrived at the hospital and meet with her doctor, but the thank goodness it's the diease not gone serious yet.

Koaru father drove the car, as he wonder who the guy he saw in front of the house. So he ask koaru, but koaru just said his just a friend. But her dad pushes as he ask do she likes him, she tell back, shy is it wrong to like someone?? her mum just said oh u look like is it that nice. She told witha sad face, is oky I won't see him anymore, besides no guy like a sick girl. His dad talk back what are u talking about? there's no wrong to like someone. Koaru talk back, even u say so, if I still be with him, there's still no cure for my sickness, her dad says maybe there are a cure...then tell me there's a cure and look to my eyes koaru was more upset and she shouted. Her dad didn't say anything as he stay silence.

Lately as she has, she just stay at home even at night, so her parent start to worry her. Soon after that, the morning the day after that, he ask koaru's friend what if he ask about at her will she get mad, she answer of course she'll get mad. He thinks again, what if I ask him for dinner, and he gave a glass of orange juice to her, she answers well first she'll be mad then maybe she cry. Koaru's dad continue to think of answer to help koaru get happy again. At the dinner time, as koaru's mum call out for dinner (koaru was at her room that time) when she got down, her friend were, she didn't care, she's use to it, suddenly she heard koujiro voice saying is this plates okey?? koaru turns around and dash upstairs. A few minutes past, when she got she wore perfectly nice clothes, then she went to her sit, as everyone stay silence. Koaru said thank you for the food, then everyone some nodded and just said ya ya.

Koaru felt something is weird, asking why koujiro is here, her friend told, koaru's dad invited him. Koaru was start to mad at him, but koujiro said it's wasn't his fault he told her he also agree to it, well actually as he stood up put out a piece paper saying "pay 20, 000 yen" get ur on cd song (well something like that I don't remember what when I watched the movie) anyway when koaru held it, she nodded and em like she kindda agree's to it, koujiro was happy. The few days she practice the song she going to sing at her room, koujiro work hard everyday to collect money from hos part time job (he also sells his surfboard for extra money). Well his friend he sell it, so I think bought it back for him.

As the few weeks passed, I think?? as koaru play her guitar soething weird had happen, her hand were suddenly can't move, she was worried then she start all over again, again and again it was the same. Her friend ask why, koaru stood up saying maybe I should a little, she went downstairs and get some sna then went up put the snacks on the table she continue again with her guitar, when she reliase her hand were paralyzed. At the hospital, her dad was with the doctor as he told it had gone worst already, her dad was upset to hear it, he quickly went out to loosen up. He was at the lobby sat there, the doctor quickly went to him and sat besides him, then koaru's dad told him, when koaru was little she'll ask me if she could go outside at daytime, I'll slap at the face and lock her in her room so her diease won't get serious but now why?? I don't understand why it infected so quick?? as he cry so sadly.

At koaru's home, koujiro heard he went to visit her. Koaru was at her room lying down on her bed, koujiro went in when koaru mum already allow him to. Koaru got him, he saw a window that can see the bus stop where always atm he ask he do something weird out of he ordinary, she answer no an giggle. she went to the window with koujiro to see the bus stop, as she told the first she saw it was during thr middle term of school she saw him with a scooter, told him stop cause he saw a surfboard, told u look around if the owner was around wanting to play with the surfboard a little. When open his shoes got top of the surfboard the owner was buying a drink at the vending machine. Koujiro said sorry to him, as the owner take his surfboard and when to the beach. And that;s what koaru told him, then she tells him she was like that too when she got first held a guitar.

When there chatting was over koaru went with koujiro to see him off, when they say bye and stuff he when down koaru quickly tell him eventhough I can't play my guitar I can still sing right?? U can still hear my voice right?? koujiro nodded and said yes, then koaru ran off to her house, as koujiro walks off he was sad and cry cause he was so sad about koaru's condition. The day had come, day where koaru will made her cd they arrived at the studio they were amazed seeing the studio one of the workers ask if koaru is ready to sing, she said she was ready, her koaru were there saying oke I'll sit here and I will listen, koaru ask him to go out, cause he;ll distract her, then Koujjiro said he'll stay and listen to her song koaru told him to go out to, he was suprised. They went out. Koaru enter to the recording section, when one of the guitar guy ask if koaru was the one wrote the song, she said yes, he told her it's a beautiful song, koaru was happy to hear that. Oustside the recordin room where they waiting fir koaru, koaru's dad thinks if she startd yet. Koujiro told him not to worry she'll do fine, when we gou out together lots of people went to hear songs, and startes to knew I become one of her fans. I know in the future she'll be the best singer, all of them agree's.

As koaru finished recording not knowing when it'll come out, all they do is wait.

the day after that, morning at the beach where koaru wore her suit, outside her parents were there too watching koujiro surf, as he practice when he try to stand on the board he'll always fell, he wave o koaru as koaru wave back, koaru suddenly said it was kindda hot is it, her mum cheaks if the fan is briken, when her dad saw a parent with thier daughter playing at the beach. He told her to just open her suit and play on the beach, koaru said no, if she d that she'll die, I know am going to die soon even just il while I wnat to live even just a lil while...her dad was silence, her mum she agree's with koaru, saying what;s wrong with father. Koaru's dad yea what's wrong with me?? As koaru stood up and went to kouiro cause koujiro just when out from he sea, she try to walk but it was a lil slow step by step trying. When almost near to koujiro she was going to fall, kooujiro quickly went to get her,but she was just joking. But koujiro wasn't lauhing as koaru pinch his face, saying what a weird face u have she laugh koujiro start to laugh with her.

Shortly after that she died, and she was filled with sunflower inside her coffin, as people gathered around ook a her sleeping peacefully. The day of her death passed, he went to koaru's sing place and put on koaru cd that's already out, and hearing it as he looked up. Koaru parent listen to it at home, also her friend as she hear it where she always went to with koaru as she look back at a crowded place. Soon after that they heard her song at the radio, as her friend tell koujiro with a radio at school, they jump with joy. At the resturant where koaru's parent's own they heard to, they was so happy too.

As the ending shows her song was heard everywhere by the radio, look back at her room where the guitar were put aside near to the window, outside the window saw the train that always pass by at the train rails, the sun shines, where the bus stop where they first saw....

THE END

P.S da yg nda complete banar ceta nya so if want to see just watch at youtube thank you~
and btw kalau da eja, so sorry~

5:36 am, 21 jan 09

mashrockie

Night in a hotel room

2009-01-17T04:55:00.000-08:00

huh~ am so sad yet angry a lil'~cause salah simpan periuk tu jua eh, sasak ku eh rasa ku msa ni, well end that. Anyway today ku nda jalan ke mna2 ia th ku buat "Night in a hotel room". Anyway, I hope ku learn something cause am already bored all day at home nada belajar pa2. My books balum lg datang2 nya, mental ku neh kalau ku nda belajar pa2, next month baru study kali?? well banar pulang next baru belajar, my friends jauh dah there stuides.

anyway tu ja ku kn ceta, bye2 and night

18 jan 09, 9:07 pm

LIFE in KL day 14

2009-01-15T02:55:00.000-08:00

good afternoon to everyone, huh~ngaleh ku sebenar nya ni, my body so barat right now, baru balek dari midvalley. Kmi balek kai train, or it's call LRT...anth eh? anyway ku bali baju and seluar jean d kadai midvalley ani. hm~sbnr nya kn bali jacket hood jua, but takut nda cukup duit, so biar ia dulu lh (-_-")

....

k tu ja

mashrockie
6:58 pm, 15 jan 09...

wondering somewhere

2009-01-13T02:34:00.000-08:00

mkn with family, ku order mee teau, lurus kh tu?? hahah sma jua

ku rah kadai kasut waiting for my dad to buy a new shoe~

my little baru abis swimming rah hotel, u know the water so masin, but I keep swimming ahahaha, kn muntah pulang ku msa tu...

at the is th pool, banyak building so tall~ oand tu dik ku jdo model.

o I found a reggae candy, tarus ku gambar~yea but nda clear banar..

c Mcd man~

fin~

LIFE in KL day 12

2009-01-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

hello~k dh 12 hari dh ku d sini. Alum kulah jua, but ok tu...buku ku lum sampai lg, da pulang buku ku form 4, maths and science. But I want to learn somrthing...boreng pulang selalu d rumah ja, mau jua kn mau kawan dgn urg malaysia den mnta email kn hahahhaha~ nda banyak ceta kn ku ceta kn ani, well da ku lukis2 sendiri nasib baik ku bawa notes ku and pensel and eraser ku, klu nda~ nda begarak kn mau melukis. huh~kntnya cg nasib pa kn d lukis for 'O' level, sama kh cam form 4 am so totally bored~ well banyak lg kn d liat d KL ani...but balum jua jalan2, nda pa2 1 tahun jua d sini~

hm~mau jua kn bali anime, and comic da sdh kali next pokemon adventures vol.28 or was it vol.29?? anime da baru lg kn bali ku eh~ rah kadai kuning I dunno why I call that, myb it;s cause my big bro dulu cakap, hahha te ikut jua.

au ceta karya koaru sal helios esclipse lulus kh nama nya sma jua, anyway da heroin nya mineko lost her memory, and helios pn tukar dh?? hah~ but nasib baik c mineko msih hidup. da jua sedih ceta nya and da bari banci...

k maybe tu ja, so tnx for reading, dunno jua urg read but I hope so, and bari comment something2

mashrockie
6:13 pm, 13 jan 09

LIFE in KL day 11

2009-01-11T17:27:00.000-08:00

gudmurning, msa ni ku kn mkn breakfast and msa ni ku uzur msa ni~ any way well, baru tdi ku mkn breakfast, hahaha kenyang ku~alhamdulillah~ my dad start dh kerja, n my mum kn ke kadai kelmarin, selipar sampit, so she kn ke sna lg dgn adik and my bro. O yes my sis ia kn balek ke Brunei kajap sal kn periksa, BM ja, thank gudness. But she rasa panik so I hope she can do it fine!!!

anyway nda panjang banr ceta ni, ku kn ceta sal kelmarin, rah kadai IKEA, many many furniture yo siuk lh but sangal kaki ku bejalan kmi balek kai LRT yea, jauh rupanya kadai IKEA atu sampai ke ampang park, but I guess it's worth it, but nda jua ku bali pa2 just comic, and my mum bali barang dapur, yea tu ja

mashrockie
10:28 am, monday 12 jan 2009

LIFE in KL, day 5

2009-01-08T00:30:00.000-08:00

hey3 it's mash, huh~ baru th dapat internet~ n'way msa ni ku rah hotel, kmi tinggal cam rah apartment lh, balum ku sekulah. Myb ku stay ja d umah baru ku ani, well bkn lg rumah kmi banar my dad n mum msih mncari rumah kmi so searching. I've seen one of the houses kana bawa show2 liat umah lawa pulang and safe da security and stuff...feel save~I got the feeling I think ku and my adik-beradiks nda sekulah sini, just hired a tution teacher to teach, like a home tutor or something...KL msa nya kul 4:33 pm msa ni, lapar ku and ku kn masak mee on a cup, maggie curry. After this asar, myb we go out jalan2 ku kn bali selipar, selipar ku tinggal d umah, da pulang kutak ani tinggal kali d umah~ so I want a selipar!!! sangal kaki ku kai kasut ja....

oh~c fazera b;day myb lambat sikit kn btau happy b'day but " HAPPY BIRHTDAY FAZERA~!!!"

huh~o ya my first time d sini ok lh, but I heard not good stuff, da stealing beg atu so I have to becarefull, but sini da subway, pernah ku da naik train sa u rah HK..but d KL balum penah. tel u the truth takut kn sekulah sini so I hope kami just stay at home and someone teach us, but lain kali pelajaran nya tu, but I least I learn something for 'O' level. I think my friends dah start belajar, huh~u know this isn't the frist time ku cam pindh2 sekulah, ku nda pernah jst one school habis like darjah pra sampai darjah 6 nor form 1 to 5, that's why banyak kawan ku nda ingat lg... so it's kindda sad for me. But I have friends no best friends, good friends lh~

I miss my friends in Brunei, I hope they're doing well as I am, well I dunno am okey?? cause ku ngantuk sja sal nda cukup tidur somehow ku akhir tidur sja?? hahahaha o well I hope I have gudnight sleep tonight??

u know da gym sini kurus ku karang ni perasan aku but kua kn kurus badan? and da swimming pool, the pool is so masin water nya dunno why?? but kmi keep swimming hahahah gali I~some times it's hard for me to communicate the people here, sal da bh satu malaysian ani tnya derection ku bangang and ku just said "tak tahu?" hahhaha I hope that man find his way....

anyway miss u all, my friends and my classmates, cigu Nasib seh ajar art kh?? mau jua kirim salam nya and cigu Hardi, o yes cigu class cigu Zainun~huh~I miss u azah, izzah, zerah, fazera, amal c kecil, qil, sante, arifah, mai, biah, qilah, the boys nya hahha seh da results kmu lupa ku kn bgi, I think ku simpan d dlm kereta abang ku, so myb ku bgi next year~sorry

Mahirah a.k.a mashrockie
4:53pm,jan 8, 2009.

yea great~

2009-01-02T23:14:00.000-08:00

hey3 am taken the time to take a pic with the Queen of England yea and of course the royal people~or was it London?? o yes it's really cold so I wore my scarf so far from Brunei u know?? the temperature was below 26 degree celcius...but it was great though, there.

pic taken by me.
date & time taken: 3/12/08, 4:00 pm

OMG

2009-01-02T23:08:00.000-08:00

huh~my lil' brother nangis lg u now why sal kana kacau lg tu kali?? pa ni control for astro ilang kh? so ia tnya mna kn but I dont know? so I thought my big brother tapuk it or something?? but not so he give up and cry biasa dh ku liat ia catu atu but kesian jua hahahaha kakak pa ku ani kn biar kn adik nangis?? but I love all my lil brothers and big two brothers and my lil sis zai~ of course family comes first~
frm: mashrockie time: 3:12pm...sat

makanan nyaman~

2009-01-02T22:46:00.000-08:00

hey~mau tell something just stories i want to tell. Anyway, msa ni ku liat youtube at home sja and hm kadang2 liat tv wish kn ke Giant or Mall kn bali fun bread sal dah terusliur ku ni, thinking about makes my parut b bunyi hahaha myb dpat bali jap kalau da ampir sini leh ku jua bali puas2 huh fun bread knapa ko nyaman kn?? first time when my mum bought it, den rah kereta kn balek I ask pa ni ma?? she said fun bread nyaman tu she bought only one....

den ku rasa nyaman yo~ taste like coffe with susu, in the inside da buttermilk jst a lil so nyaman man~hahahaha can;t believe am talking bout this?? nda jua pa2 sekali kala ceta sal makanan kn??

Lau fun bread da sell at hua ho mau ku bali, huh~ fun bread oh bread bread that is so FUn so nyaman u can stand it...o yes da g nyaman first time eating when I hang out with azah and izzah and zerah. ia bawa makan waffle, nyaman with peanut butter~ nyaman~

oh ku suka seafood like steam boat and demsum hahaha steam boat with udang and fish cake, fish ball, sotong, da ayam jua lh~campur lada padas so delicious!!!!! ha~demsum diffrent kinds of seafood it's like sushi but this one cooks~

kanyang parut klu makan semua ni hahahaha LOL

frm: mashrockie
to:my fav. food...

o yes

2008-12-31T11:41:00.000-08:00

wait2 it's my short stories baru th lurus k tuu ja (~^_^~)

Boreng ku

2008-12-31T11:12:00.000-08:00

ahahahaha hahahahahha huh~
msa ani ku msih dpan computer time now?? 3:22am...well tau ku akhir dh sdh ni as anak dara to be late already not sleeping, well I can't sleep belayar ani nda lama lg so bussy2...pa lg kn packing karang ja ku check huh so tried rasa nya mata ku dh rasa...cana ni rasa kn mau tidr ku but malas ku....apakn??? u know right now time 3:25 am da Final Fantasy Vii rah animax it's like an holiday special anime something like that, balek2 dh ku liat ceta still so siuk ceta so fantasy, I never once play one of the games but the story so sedih yea da romance also and action is the best part...right now 3:27 am. o wah msa ku searching for YUI new song but balum lg da, the newest is I'll be her album my short story or was it my shortiest story hm dont know...??

right now 3:32 am, the FFVii msih da the part where the kids drink the evil water....why do they have to drink the water??? so dirty....LOL

anyway this ceta the all people are so beautiful most of them hansume hahhaha banar eh~ well I guess sampai well I wish I can take picture of myself to show u how boreng of look right now, well I guess nda boreng cause hm cause apa ah? well cause ku type this and tell2 LOL

right now 3:36 am....

just telling~

2008-12-30T10:55:00.001-08:00

LOL da yg salah eja jua malu ku eh, well buat paham2 ja...(~^_^~)

2008-12-30T10:38:00.000-08:00

okey this is very hard well I guess it's shocking for u guys too hahahaha~ anyway it's like this, guess the prayers of my mum have been granted alhamdulillah~ as for my dad krusus me and family had to joi him my dad suuh cause iya nda mau tinggal kmi, except for my brother Akid ia tinggal caise is sekulah teknikal well so payah sikit thank gudness my bro pandai dh driving hahaha so he'll be staying at my grandma's house at Lumapas. So on the 4th of January 2009 I'll be belayar already so I guess I wont be with my classmates 5B that is, azah, izzah and zerah am so gonna miss u guys am so happy to meet u guys well I know at first I was so pendiam I can hardly talk to somebody but when am u guys well in class lh I can talk normally as in urg buleh dangar ckp ku lh hahahahahha so I hope ku nda pendiam banar while at a new school, the hard part I guess I have to speak the Malaysia way, but my bro Yazid said cakap Brunei saja walaupn dorang bangang hahahaha so I guess ku brunei lh tu....

omg I am really belayar for 1 year, I'll miss u all..............barang2 dh packing mu stuff my brother's stuff, my sis's. To amal and Qilah also D, aney and Tim u guys are my bestfriends I can't believe we did the breaking rules thing while were at PGGMB hahahaha I won;t forget that.

O yea azah ur present msih rah ku bila kn bgi tu?? hahaha also izzzah and zerah well azah lg, da something kn mau bg kmu it's really cool its a keychain bu da jam hahahaha I ope I can make it to give u guys. Well da kmi jmpa lg tu, ahem myb when n I come back I'll be a lil'thinner hahaha....diet~

I'll miss u guys
from:Mahirah a.k.a mash

Maybe, not yet

2008-12-21T05:58:00.000-08:00

not yet, okey? please...)': so hard tell...

why

2008-12-14T20:44:00.000-08:00

am confuse...did I do something wrong?? why is it this week is so sad and makes me so hurt lately, what can I do?? I can;t even speak up...I want to say something but I just can't talk back it;s annoying...what the hell am I doing anyway?? [sigh] I don't know anything anymore, am sorry....